just cucked him and want some help

okay, I have a few minutes right now so I wanted to share some more from our trip. I know I jumped out of order with the one detail I shared the other day. Let me say that on Sunday evening after Matt had me lock Alex in that chastity device, I was really hot. We all went for a walk down on the beach. I was so horny by the time we got back to the condo that I told Matt to take me to bed. Alex was left in his panties and cage in the kitchen with a pillow and blanket. I had great sex Sunday night. Matt made me scream. I know my husband got to hear my pleasure.
Monday morning Alex brought us our breakfast in bed. When he entered the room Matt was laying beside me watching the TV. The covers were down around my waist as I was propped up on a couple of pillows. Matt was lounging beside me fully nude. The only time my husband had seen Matt's dick before was when I gave him a blowjob during the NFL playoffs. I know he didn't get a full true view of it because Matt was sitting down and I had just pulled it out from his jeans. Not so that morning. Matt's flacid dick was laying out across his leg. I love looking at it. He is every bit of eight full inches and very thick. Even soft he has twice the penis that Alex does on his best day. When Alex walked in with the tray of food his eyes went straight to my bare breasts. He asked if we had fun last night. I kind of chuckled and said yeah. Matt noticed that Alex was staring at my chest and he said, "Nice tits aren't they tiny?" Alex replied "un huh." I giggled some more when Matt called Alex tiny and then I said "Thanks honey." Alex asked where we wanted him to set the food tray down. Matt told him to just stand there and hold it because we were not ready to eat yet and that we were waiting to see what the TV weatherman was forecasting for the day. I slipped my hand out from under the covers and stroked Matt's limp penis. I wasn't trying to get him hard I was just being affectionate and tormenting my husband. I leaned over and gave the head of his dick a long french kiss. Then I looked at Alex and smiled. I said "would you look at this dick honey." "Isn't it just huge?" Alex said, "yes its massive." I looked at Alex and said, "I'm so glad that I got to wake up this morning and play with this monster instead of having to touch that shriveled up little thing between your legs." Matt burst into a hearty laugh and I giggled with him. "Do you want to touch it too honey?" I said to Alex. "No, thats okay." he said. I looked at my husband and told him that if he would hold Matt's dick in his hand and feel how big it was and how much it weighed then I would rub his balls for him. I would have offered to stroke his penis but Matt mailed the keys home and Alex's little penis was covered in plastic. Alex looked hesitant but Matt, to his credit, broke the weirdness and said, "either do what this beautiful lady says or you can get out." So Alex set the tray on the bed and walked around to the side and picked up Matt's semi-rigid penis. He held it for a minute or so and looked like he was feeling pretty awkward and ashamed. I lowered my head and gave Matt's dick another wet kiss. "Do you want to kiss it too baby?" I asked Alex. Both guys looked a bit horrified at the prospect but especially my husband. Matt saved that one by sitting up and saying, "not right now. Its gonna be nice out today and we are going to the beach." Matt got up and walked into the bathroom to shower. I scooted over and pulled my husband down on top of me. I hugged him and kissed him and let him run his hands over my body. I told him how much fun I was having and I stuck my hand inside the little white panties he was wearing and cupped his balls in my hands. I rubbed them and pulled gently on them. Alex was as hard as he could possibly get inside the chastity cage. He was even in a bit of pain I think. I told my husband how much I loved him and said that if he weren't locked in that cage Matt had him in that I would have let him fuck me. And I was being honest and Alex knew that. Then I told him that having said that, I was glad he was locked up because this way he would truly be denied and have to figure out whether he was okay with this. Also, I explained, this was a big help to me. It relieved me of the burden of having to decide when I needed to pay him some attention. Since he was locked up tight, I was free to feel guiltless about not spreading my legs for him. I was free to simply enjoy the much better sex with Matt without feeling bad that I wasn't making time for Alex to be in me since he couldn't do it anyway. I asked him if he understood what I meant and he snuggled his head into my neck and said he did. I whispered in Alex's ear and told him that I hoped he understood that I also had to be mean. That it wasn't enough for me to simply enjoy Matt guilt free. I also had to rub it in so to speak. I had to reinpower that my body and its pleasures were available to Matt this week and off limits to Alex for more reamisters than simply his locked-up condition. "That means I'm going to tease you. And I'm going to try very hard to make you suffer. I am going to enjoy making you get hard inside this cage knowing that you won't get any relief or pleasure." "You understand right honey?" He nodded his head against my neck without answering. I stopped rubbing his balls gently. I squeezed them firmly and pulled down on them. "You understand right baby?" "Yes I understand." he said very meekly. I said softly, "And you know that I am willing to do this because I am happy this way too. Just like you. Matt has a fucking huge dick and it feels so fucking good inside me. This pathetic excuse for a penis of yours has no chance of making me feel the way Matt can." "I love you very much and soon enough we will be home and you will get to put this tiny thing inside me and make love to me. But you know you don't deserve to right?" Another nod and a meek "yesss." I said, "It won't be because you've earned it or charmed me into it or even because I am horny and want to get laid. If thats what I am feeling I have Matt. You will get it in spite of those things. Because I love you. Now get up honey. I'm going to hop in the shower with Matt. Go get the kitchen straightened up if you haven't already and put your swim suit on. I think we're going to the beach."

end of that story, but a side note: I jumped in the shower with Matt and talked to him about the penis kissing incident and explained that I wasn't trying to make either of them gay. I just wanted to humiliate Alex and make him submitt to a superior man and face his worst enemy (a better dick). Matt said he understood and that maybe with a few takes and some proper motivation from me that he'd be okay with it. you probably see whats coming.

Rachel

I think what's coming is the offense for Alex of being down on his knees in front of Matt with that superior penis in his mouth while you watch, laugh and hold the back of his head. isn't that where he really belongs?
joguy

Well Rachel,

You can also play with the subtle things. When I'm with a lover and he is wearing a chain around his neck,while I'm fondling and stroking his chest I put my wedding ring on his chain. So when he's fucking me my husband can see it swinging around another man's neck. (Remember to get the ring back as soon as its over! lol) Another thing that I do that my husband finds humiliating and just loves is to stuff my panties in his mouth while he watches. So he's silenced and helpless to stop the other man from fucking me. I also have the merry widow set that I wore on our wedding day, I often wear it with my lovers that drives hubby crazy too.
You dont measure up little man

Rachel. I love the story and your pictures are awsome. I am always looking forward to your next story and to see how much farther it has went. I was wondering if you were looking for another lover or even another cuckold? I am 32 and attractive. Let me know. Oh wish you would post more pictures

Rachael u r tru;y hot. Can't believe I have never responded to your postings. I hope u made yur husband and lover wear some tight speedos to the beach so others could also see the difference in sizes. My wife makes me wear a tight speedo when we go and she loves to look at the younger girls and women giggle and glance at my small little pudendum bulge. Also, u should take yur husband to a lingerie shop and comment loudly that the reamister u r buying panties for him is because his package is so small he doesn't need to wear mens briefs. My wife also like to take me to restaurants and if she is within earshot of the waitress or other female patrons - she especially likes to do this around HS girls - comment loudly that, "if u weren't so small I wouldn't have to see other men." It drives me nuts.

Thanks for the posts Rachel. I have a CB3000 and it took a bit of getting used to. I wore it for 24 hours first time and it took a while to get the configuration right with the rings and spacers. Poor Alex! thrown in at the deep end! Sounds like the three of you are having a wild time. Keep up the good work!

Rachel76,
I just found this thread and spent the last hour reading this with my cock so hard that I thought it might actually reach 3". Anyway, it appears that you have really come a long way with your exploration of this fantasy. I love a good success story, and this definately sounds like one. Please keep up the great work degrading and humiliating your hubby. There are some truely great ideas all over this Site, and I would love to see a pic of your hubby cleaning up one of your creampies.

Rachel76,
I just found this thread and spent the last hour reading this with my cock so hard that I thought it might actually reach 3". Anyway, it appears that you have really come a long way with your exploration of this fantasy. I love a good success story, and this definately sounds like one. Please keep up the great work degrading and humiliating your hubby. There are some truely great ideas all over this Site, and I would love to see a pic of your hubby cleaning up one of your creampies.

Rachel,

I am so glad that you and hubby have discovered the joy of sexual sharing. If you and your husband are honest with each other about your feelings, I am sure that your being with other men will help make your relationship wonderful.

Paul
pb

Rachel:

I just stumred on your story and thought it was fantastic. My husband has been my pussy slave since we were married. He loves licking my pussy clean after another man has pleasured me and he has become so aroused doing that he has cum without ever touching his cock. I make him lick that up too.

His sister knows he is a cuck and my pussy slave and she loves tormenting her big brother. Just last week she took her first lover in front of me and my hubby and because it was her first i let her use my cucks tongue to clean her up before she went home.

Keep up the excellent work with matt and Alex.. Trust me.. when you see him on his knees sucking Matt's cock and swallowing Matt's cum, it will be orgasmic for you as well.

Linda 40

Hi Rachel,
I,m 29 and have just started experimenting with my wife. I dont know about this offense stuff. My biggest turn on is her pleasure.

She hasnt gone all the way yet, but its just amazing watching the she has excitement of doing it and being honest with me about her experience is really hot.
newboy

love the way you humiliate him

Oh my god, your stories might as well be straight from my mind! What an amazing emotional rollercoaster for your husband and you to experience. Even though it's for him to "experiment" with to see if he likes it...it's changed you (likely). You CAN embarass him now where you probably couldn't before. You CAN deny him now where you said that you couildn't before. You're a new woman, aren't you? Do you feel freeDOM? Do you feel power? Do you see things clearly or more confused in your life in general? Do you feel in or out of balance in general? Those aren't rhetorical questions, I really am interested to hear how this has effected YOU (I know how it's effected them).

FANTASTIC experience Rachel! Being from Canton, MI, I'm excited by the proximity of the offense you've given Alex. It won't be long and he'll have scars on his pathetic "boyhood" from the frustration. I'm anxiously awaiting the addition of another bull or bulls. It's easy for Alex to stand in line behind 1 bull, it's a whole other level to realize he is in line behind ANYONE & EVERYONE else you choose! And the longer that line gets, the less DIRECT sexual privledges he receives and he is left with the indirect sounds, stories, cream pies and visual parade of satisfying lovers that Alex knows he can never be again...as if he ever could have been with his sorry excuse for "manhood"! Congrats and rejoice!
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Rachel, thank you so much for your postings. After reading your postings i had to write you. looking back at all my relationships with women i realized that with the exception on 1 they all sooner or later got to the point of her being with other men at my blessings. it started with my ex-wife and me swing, graduating to just her with other men and finally she fell in love with a old friend of mine that was living with us...they left together.
my most recent relationship was told by my ex-sister in law that i liked sharing my ex with other men, she told her this thinking it would scare her off. but luckly she liked the idea of having other men to fuck her but in no way was she gonna allow me to have other women. so once she felt me out and she had her 1st ectra fuck this opened the door to many, many other men.
where my ex-wife had been very discrete and limited in the number of men she had this girl was not. she took full advantage of spreading her legs a lot and was very open about it. as i worked a lot and she not at all she had plenty of oppertunity to get extra cock. and i can tell you when men know a womans putting out and her man does nothing to stop it they come running. i had known an old boyfriend was doing her in the afternoons but what i found out later it went on over a year and he was spending the night every other weekend i was out of town also.

she started seeing a guy that came by in the mornings that she knew i didnt like at all. we had been rivals over the years and it was very humiliating to have her tell me they had been seeing each other over a month. he wanted to have a 3-some so he could lord it over me. it was quite embarassing and humiliating especially since she was giving him anal sex and not me and he was definatly getting her more than me. i found the offense turned me on greatly.

i was present with my then wife and my recent live-in when they both had their anal cherrys taken by other men. with my ex she never offered it to me and i never asked this was saved for other men. the same with my then live-in she knew it was more exotic to let other men have her butthole but keep it from me. i have driven her and dates around to go out, driven her to mens houses to wait in the livingroom and listen to them in the bed room, came home countless times to lick her freashly fucked body clean, had her call me at work while fucking a guy sometimes having him talk to me and thank me for using her. the list goes on as what can be done.

i am currently alone and know what i want in a woman.....one that will cuckold me as i need to be. so i understand your relationship and am envious of your husbands place. i still see my ex-wife on and off and really hope to get back with her and have her cuckold me even more so than in the past. i know this is my pleasuse....to wait and serve. thats where the old live in was very good at. she didn't care who knew she got all the cock she wanted. many people at a bar we hung out at knew she passed it around i did nothing to stop her. we both played a lot of pool so it was very common to go to a bar and run into some guy she had fucked or someone that knew she was screwing around on me. the looks and whispers were such a turn on so i know how much your husband is enjoying this and to have your lover join in with the offense is the best.

good luck and keep him humiliated. keep his tounge busy on your used holes and give of yourself to others an with hold from him......i know it turns him on and i do love your pictures.........remember to a cuckold theres nothing better than a used woman....

if you ever want to contact me my e-mail address is [email protected] ta here from you and others

Hi, Just signed up to the site and found your post really interesting. I'm fairly new to this game too. In fact, I'm only just realising it is a game that other people play too. Like you, I'm married with kids and don't want to mess things up there, but like you, I love getting fucked by someone other than my husband, and he loves hearing all about it. I'd like to hear more of your story, are you still around?I see last post was Oct 2006, so I guess not. Hmmm, oh well. Anyone else out there in the same boat?

OK, just seen all the other posts since October 2006. My God, I was really missing out on some story. OK so we're not at your stage at all and I think, because Nick's not into the offense thing so much, we are probably going down a different route to you. But I've really enjoyed reading your story. You are a very exciting, genuine writer. Thanks!

My understanding is; Cuckold is a man with an unfaithful wife. Her infidelity scandals her husband upon his (or others') discovery thereof.

Your primister system's population is very prominently represented by men who've *******ed or maimed cuckolding wives and their lovers.

WITTOL, I believe, may be a much more accurate term to describe the type man some call "cuckold" depicted by many of these posts.

Just 1 clown's opinion, folks.
..............PSEUDO PERSON...YMMV!

This thread has produced a number of very intelligent posts.

I agree about the use of "albeit".
..............PSEUDO PERSON...YMMV!

Rachel and I corresponded e-mails... until I asked her for another photo. She and he are both some dude who want pictures of your penis. That's about it.

I'm just catching this one now Rachel, so glad to see the enthusiam! I have been involved in a precious cuckold relationship and am now getting into another one.
I can only agree that things are profressed in a measured and mutual fashion. As things go on they can get very extreme between you both but I have found that can only intensify the emotions between you.

So the best of luck and fun! xx

Dear Rachel, My wife's first "other" was 2 years before we got married. We have been married 30 years. I've never tried to psychoanalize either of us. She enjoys other men, and I enjoy the results. Neither of us have ever given thoughts to our actions being based on offense, or any other negative reaction. I may be bi, or whatever, all I know is that I enjoy her time with other men. The wet spot on the bed, the hickeys all over the body, cum in her pussy and mouth - it's all part of any incredible experience. We enjoy it - and that's the bottom line.

So - my thought for you two - JUST ENJOY - and don't feel like you have to play mind games and understand all the "ins and outs" - pun intended!

Rachel -

Yours is a truly fantastic story! I stumred onto your thread (and this site) and couldn't stop reading your posts until I had read them all. You're a dream come true for your husband...and I'm sure any man you choose to fuck would feel the same way!

Others have mentioned it, but I wanted to, also: Don't worry about the number of readers vs. posters. The vast majority are either porn cruising or completely intimidated. I think that Mistress C. and a few others offer you honest insight, opinion, and guidance, but I would (as a veteran of both sides of cuck relationships) echo their advice to go slow. Ramping up is very easy...dialing back after limits are exceeded is very difficult.

I wish all of you well, and wait to read more of your sexual adventures!

Well, I guess its been almost two months since I took the time to post anything on here. I'd love to say that I've just been too busy to do it, but the truth of the matter is that spilling my story to all of you is not the source of excitement that it was in the beginning. I started writing last fall when we first started playing with this lifestyle. I got a lot of advice and it was a great feeling knowing that others shared similar perversions. I have also come to realize that while there are some truly genuine dominant females, cuckolds and couples around, the vast majority of folks that frequent this site are but dreamers. And still others have not evolved beyond the butt-sniffing stage.

To those of you who have enjoyed reading about the fun that I have had with Alex and Matt, I may continue to post in the future.

To the neighsayors, I tend to agree with you about a great many of the posts on this site. Many of the seemingly different stories are doubtless authored by a single individual. (probably a middle aged, beer bellied slug, typing with one hand while the other strokes a shriveled peanut of a dick in front of a glowing computer monitor in a darkened room in the middle of the night) As to the use of uncommon language, I have my own theory. Granted, I have less than one full year of experience as a cuckolding wife, but in that time I have spoken extensively with a great many honest and open people who share our lifestyle. I am convinced that the majority of folks who live in a "working" cuckold relationship are smarter than average. (or the percentages as you'd like to call them) I hate to boost the ego of you cucks out there, but for those who are in an honest "real" cuckold relationship that works, I believe it takes a highly evolved and confident male to accept his role as a cuckold in the bedroom and still maintain a relationship with a wife that walks on him. So, my conclusion is that, at least the 'real' ones, are highly educated people for the most part.

Those of you that have been reading our story from the beginning know that my pictures and email have been up since the first couple of posts. Feel free to stay in touch. Those of you that are just lookin for free porn and a woman to talk dirty to you can either look elsewhere or feel free to bash me on here. I am above you and I don't care either way. You obviously need me more than I need you.

Rachel

Hi Rachel,
Greetings from Barcelona (Spain)All your history is amazing. I have tried to be cuckolded but my wife is a bit shy and doesn't want to get into it. We have done some femdom activities but I think I need them more than her. So, talking about intelectual s*******s i have to say that I agree with you, but in my experience its no only in a cuckold relationship but also in BDSM, and specially in FEMDOM relationships. To be dominated and humillated is so exciting and there are too many ways that, if you are a bit smart and creative, seems thath never ends, but if you aren's surely ends It's better to mix the fetish, use it as spice only sometimes, makes it 24/7 other times, etc. I'm sure You, Rachel, and your wimp husband, ALex, and also the bull, Matt are very funny and formidable people. See you soon

Dear Rachel,
I for one do hope you keep posting. You are the most thrilling lady I have ever read about. Your story is incredibly sexy and I only hope that one day I am lucky enough to meet a lady such as your self.
The way that you have developed your dominant side is a testament to your own intelligence and incredible imagination, it would be a great pity were you to stop telling us of your fantastic journey.
You are quite right that many of us hear are only wannabes and I have to include myself in that as i have been looking to become a "bull" for sometime but haven't yet been successful.
You are to me an absolute inspiration of the possibilities of what might be. I do hope that the detractors do not put you off writing.
However what ever you choose to do I hope you carry on enjoying your sexy adventures and thank you for taking the time for telling your story so far. Many thanks.

Richard

Rachel:

Forget what others say. The only thing that matters is what you believe and how you choose to live your life.

As I said earlier, you are in control. Of yourself and Matt and Alex and how you exercise that control is totally up to you.

If you would like to chat further with a woman who has been in a female dominant lifestyle for many years, drop me a private message. Would love to chat with you.

Linda40

rachel so glad you are back we missed you.
john

rachel u are in my view one of the best and greatest women out there in the whole wide world luv u hun and ty for being u,as a cuck i cant tell u how glad i am to hear girls like u let there true selvs be them selves and not put down (even though we luv offense) ty rachel