Cuckold...or not?

Some of my friends say that my husband is a cuckold but i don't think that's true. I always thought that a cuckold was a husband who was bullied by his wife. i admit that Chris is very passive, he likes me to take control and i suppose i do dominate him a little but i'm certainly not a bully. He seems to like me teasing him and making fun of his little cock-I always thought that a man with a tiny penis would want to keep it hidden but Chris is not like that at all, he doesn't care if people know and enjoys being teased and humiliated in front of our friends. I really don't understand my husband and i don't think i ever will, i thought women were supposed to be the complicated ones! Chris is not gay but he's not much of a man either, he can be quite girlie at times-my sister calls him Christine. Vicky said men with a tiny penis are usually quite feminine. But he's very sweet, he works hard and makes sure i and the youngren get everything we want and i do love him. Of course we don't have sex any more, i don't mind him seeing me naked but that's as far as it goes, he can look but not touch-but he's very good, he knows my rules and he never oversteps the mark.

I cheated on my husband for some time but i don't feel guilty about that, after all it's not my fault he has such a tiny cock and can't give me any pleasure-i had to get my sex somewhere. It was easy for me, i know i'm pretty and i have a nice sexy body, everyone tells me that and i don't have trouble attracting men. With my husband at work and the kids at school i had plenty of time to enjoy myself. When my sister and i go out there are always plenty of men eager to buy us takes, then they like to flirt and get friendly with us. I always leave my wedding ring on, i think guys want to fuck me even more when they know i'm married and cheating on my husband. Cheating was a real thrill for me, i always felt so naughty but it wasn't anything serious, i only did it for the sex and it was such good fun. Sometimes we would take guys back to Vicky's place-if i rang Chris and told him it was too late to get home and i was spending the night at my sister's he understood and didn't suspect a thing. I don't know who my youngren's real dads are but they are definitely not my husbands but Chris treats them as his own. But i never took men home to fuck, i was afraid our neighbours would see and i couldn't take the chance of Chris finding out. But all that changed when we had some work done in the house.

Chris hired three guys to do the job-they were so handsome and sexy and i couldn't help being interested. I know they liked me as well, i could tell by the way they looked at me. I couldn't resist showing off for them-when i came out of the shower i would cover my body with just a towel. I loved it when they whistled and made sexy remarks as i passed on my way into the bedroom. I knew i was turning them on and making them hard and my towel just seemed to get smaller and smaller until i was hardly covering anything. Then the boys lost patience with me and Dave took my towel away and left me completely naked-i was so excited, their hands were all over me. Then he lifted me and took me into my bedroom. Of course i knew what was coming, they were all so big and hard. One of the boys was playing with my tits, then they spread my legs and i felt their fingers inside me. it didn't take long for them to slide their cocks in one after the other and they all spurted inside me. I did say no and i did struggle a little, i didn't want them to think i was too easy but i really wanted it just as much as they did! I couldn't believe it, here i was a married woman lying on my bed and being fucked by three young guys who i hardly knew-but i loved every minute, they were so good, i had no control over my body and i don't know how many times i came. After that it became a regular thing-i looked forward to it so much and i couldn't wait for the kids to go to school. i never had so much fun, it's nice to have one man but three sexy guys playing with me naked was a dream come true. i know my next door neighbour is suspicious-Margaret used to do baby sitting for us when the kids were young and she is very friendly-but she is also such a gossip. She said she sees the boys coming every morning and asked if they were doing a good job. I knew what she meant but i didn't give anything away, i just said they are good at what they do, i'm sure she got the message! But it was a wonderful arrangement, i had three sexy guys coming to the house every day-i'm sure the neighbours must have guessed what was going on but they had no proof so they couldn't say anything to my husband. I think Chris was the only one who didn't suspect anything, he didn't realise he was paying men to fuck his wife! I remember one morning when he rang me from his office and he asked me why i sounded out of breath-i told him i was exercising but it wasn't the kind of exercise he imagined! I felt so naughty,it's the most exciting thing having your husband on the end of the line when you're having sex with someone else-i could hardly speak but i managed to tell Chris i loved him just as Dave slid his cock into me, I did feel a little ashamed but also very excited. Robert said i was a whore for cheating on my husband-i couldn't believe he said that-i told him i was only a whore because he and his friends keep fucking me. All of them are married but it seems they don't mind cheating on their wives having fun with me but when i do the same thing i'm called a whore, that's not fair, is it? But i do like married men, it's a special thrill to fuck with another woman's husband-i know it's naughty but i just can't help it-perhaps i would feel different if it were my husband but i know Chris is not capable of doing anything like that. Two of the guys told me their wives won't let them fuck her ass but they were welcome to use mine as long as they greased me with their fingers first. i even sucked them off and they came in my mouth,that's another thing they were not allowed. They liked that, i think some wives are such prudes-of course i knew they were using me but i was happy to give them the pleasures they couldn't get at home. Dave said his wife was complaining that he wasn't fucking her any more-i knew why that was and i had to laugh. They preferred to fuck me rather than their wives and that made me feel so good.

But all good things come to an end. One of the most exciting things about cheating is knowing that there is always the chance that you might be found out. Chris never comes home during the day so i'm not sure why he did, perhaps he didn't trust me or maybe someone told him something. All i know is that when that front door slammed the boys disappeared like magic and i was left facing my husband completely naked. If he had come an hour later i might have got away with it but it was the worst possible time for me-i was still open and i could feel the spunk seeping out of my cunt and ass and trickling down my thighs. I felt like such a dirty whore and i expected my husband to be disgusted with me but Chris seemed more excited than disgusted and he couldn't take his eyes off it. I couldn't think of anything to say, there wasn't much i could say, i just had to confess and apologise, i think i muttered something about the boys wanting to do it and i didn't have the willpower to resist. He was very upset and there were some tears. I kept saying i was sorry but imagine my surprise when i discovered that Chris wasn't upset about me going with other men, he was more angry that i hadn't told him and i was doing things behind his back. It seems he doesn't mind me having sex with other men as long as i tell him all about it-he admitted it turned him on and made him horny thinking about other men fucking his wife. He said we shouldn't have any secrets and he wanted to know everything i did. Of course i agreed but i think it is quite weird, my husband tells me he loves me but at the same time he wants me to fuck with other men-i will never understand that. But i don't mind, it's nice to know i can have sex with anyone i fancy and i don't have to worry about my husband finding out.

Now Chris encourages me to dress slutty when i go out, very short skirts, heels, the lot-he said that my legs are too good to hide and i should be pleased to show off my sexy body, i know he's proud of me. He helps me choose my outfits, i even let him pick my panties, he knows i won't have them on for long! But he knows he can't touch, he seems to get pleasure just making me sexy for other men to enjoy. Sometimes jealousy takes over, then he gets upset and emotional and begs not to go-but i know he doesn't really mean it and he will be waiting for me to come home and tell him all about it. He gets so excited when i come home without my panties and full of cream then he can see for himself what a good time i've had! My sister said i'm a lucky girl and even my friends say they wish their husbands were more like mine. I do feel much happier and less frustrated now-i treat my husband better and i don't snap at the youngren like i used to so it's good for everyone.

Now Vicky said i should meet some real men-i know what she means by that. The funny thing is although i've been with many men i've never had much to do with blacks, i still feel unsure of myself in their company. I'm sure that's because of my dad-when we were young he did his best to keep us away from black boys, i remember him saying that only dirty white whores had sex with black men. But it doesn't seem to affect my sister, Vicky has plenty of black friends. She told me that when i try black cock i won't be interested in white men any more. She wanted me to go out with her and a boyfriend and he would bring another guy but i didn't want to do that, i don't like being set up with dates, i'm not a teenager. Now we are going out together, Vicky knows plenty of pubs where black me go and i can meet some of her friends. She said i should dress sexy and when they see me they will all want to fuck me-i've even changed my hair, now i'm a very sexy blonde! My sister told all about black men and what they do to white women and now i can't wait to find out for myself-i'm very excited but also quite nervous, i feel like a young girl on her first date, i'll need a couple of takes to calm my nerves. Chris is also excited, he likes the idea of me meeting black men, he said married white women being used by blacks is the sexiest thing. Of course i know what he really wants, he's desperate to see me having sex. Vicky said if i won't let my husband touch me i should at least let him watch other men doing things to me, perhaps she's right. I think most husbands wouldn't want other people to know about their wife fucking with other men. But Chris is not like that, he's proud of me and likes everyone to know about his slut wife. Now he can't wait to tell his friends about me fucking with blacks, he doesn't mind being humiliated, in fact he seems to enjoy it- i really don't understand that. But i'm not sure about bringing black men home, it would have to be men that i knew fairly well. can't imagine what our neighbours would say if they saw. Chris said i shouldn't worry about that, they already think i'm a slut-i know that's true, i've seen the way they look at me in my tiny tight skirts. Chris said if they saw me with a black man it would just give them something else to gossip about- i know he's right, perhaps i should shock them even more! Then there are the kids. They are quite mature for their age, Harry seems to like having a sexy mum and Jessica thinks it's cool that i have boyfriends. But bringing black men into the house is different, i don't want to lose their respect, i wouldn't want them to think their lady is just a cheap whore. Chris said they won't think that, i'm a good lady, they will soon get used to seeing my black boyfriends and if i show them i'm not ashamed they will still respect me. Jessica is very much like me and already a bit of a show off, looks like becoming a slut just like her lady-I'm sure she will enjoy having black men around.

It does seem a bit weird letting black men play with me naked on our bed in front of my husband but it does turn me on. Chris has already told me he wants to see me sucking black cock and taking it in my cunt and ass-not the most romantic thing a husband has said to his wife but at least he's honest-i expect there are many men who would like their wives to do that but they don't have the courage to tell her. Vicky told me that black men are heavy creamers but i don't mind if they make a mess of me, i love spunk and i don't care if they empty their big balls in me and over me and i know Chris would like that as well.

I can't believe how much i have changed. I used to think that married women who fucked with other men were sluts and white wives who spread their legs for blacks were the dirtiest whores but now i'm one myself and i'm not at all ashamed, hate to think what my dad would say if he knew! I know i'm lucky to have such a sweet understanding husband and it's nice that i can give pleasure to blacks and please my husband at the same time-i seem to have the perfect marriage-but it's not just me, i know of a number of white wives around here being blacked, sometimes without their husband's knowledge but often with his encouragement, i think that's nice.

Love to know what you think, is my husband really a cuckold-does that make me a cuckoldress, don't like the sound of that very much. Do you think i should have fun and spread my legs for blacks or is that too naughty?
I promise to answer any comments, suggestions or questions.

Love Donna xxx

If you made love with a man other than your husband with or without his permission he is technically a cuckold..But its fun isnt it?

I didn't know that but you're right it is good fun. i know it's probably not a nice thing to say but i think i had more fun when i was cheating on my husband, it doesn't seem so exciting now he knows about it.

He is considered a a cuckold. However, I think you should get what you need and your husband can not give you. I think you should spread your pussy for Black cock and experience it while you can. Go home to your husband and sit on his face and have him eat your pussy out and enjoy his tongue since you can't his cock.

Thank you. Yes, i'm sure i will be spreading my pussy for black cock soon-i'm jealous of my sister and now i want the same as her! But I won't let my husband do as you say, he can look but not touch and i won't change my mind about that. But please don't get me wrong, my husband might not be any good at fucking but i still love him-he's such a sweet man, he doesn't mind taking a back seat and letting black men take his place in our bed and fuck his wife-how many husbands would be prepared to do that, not many i guess!

hot

Mmmm, nice

DonnaH
it sounds like the perfect arrangement between your husband and you. perhaps as you get more comfortable you will find new ways to include your husband in your play, having him serve and pleasure you and your lovers. place his tiny penis into a very small cock cage complete with sharp spikes that will cause him great discomfort if he should try to become hard like a real man. have him start wearing panties under his regular clothes and when he is permitted to watch you and a real man he must wear only panties to cover his tinny clitty, advancing to wearing sexy lingerie. soon you may then both cum to know the wonderful world of having a sissy cuckold for your use and pleasure.

Donna:

Sounds like you are at the start of a long and wonderfully exciting road. Since your hubby wants to watch you let him. But make sure he understands that the price for his eye candy is licking you clean after. My hubby is excellent with his tongue and believe me it is such a turn on watching him lick up your lovers cum.

Good luck with everything and keep us informed what is happening.

Linda

Donna,

You've been given some very good advice by people who've been in this lifestyle for some time, heed it! I can assure you as a Bull that the wife will feel far more fulfilled if she gets herself well fucked in front of her husband and then he cleans her up afterwards. You can easily be in a cuckold marriage and still love your husband. The two things run side by side, one is emotional, the other purely physical.
You should let hubby watch you, it will give him a degree of satisfaction, but if it leads to him constantly jerking off, you should consider having him placed in chastity, you keep the key, or maybe your sister!
I've been in a very long term relationship with the wife of a good friend of mine for some considerable time now. He's caged, he performs clean-up and fluffing, and their marriage is good, but only I supply the physical needs of the wife within their marriage. Try it!
To answer your question, yes, your husband is already a cuckold, and you're a Hotwife! xx

suntzumister
Thank you for that. I must admit you do have some novel ideas but they seem a little severe. My husband does like to wear panties but he's not gay, just a little girlie. Of course i tease and humiliate him. I remember when it started-some of my friends were around for takes and i told Chris to strip off naked so that they could see his tiny penis. He didn't want to at first but i made him do it and the girls had a good laugh. But after a while i could see he was enjoying it, he was quite stiff and in the end i let him toss off-everyone loved that and so did my husband. But i still don't understand, surely a man with a little boy's penis would want to keep it hidden-but not Chris, he's not ashamed and likes to show off naked whenever i let him. But he's so sweet and i wouldn't want to hurt him-teasing and humiliating is fine but *** is quite different and i don't want to go down that road.

DonnaH,

I too think that you should be sharing your creampie with hubby. I'm betting he would love to be part of your sexual enjoyment, even if all he gets to do is cleanup afterwards.

Loved your story and hope to see some photo's of your cock hungry body.
Cuck who loves a creampie.

linda40
Thank you for your nice comments. At the moment i won't allow my husband to touch me so I'm sure he would jump at the chance of being involved with me and my lovers, if only cleaning-up duties. Vicky always said Chris would make a good cock-sucker and i will love to feel his tongue cleaning out my cunt and ass-if he did a good job at sucking up my boyfriends cum i should reward him, maybe let him come in my mouth. It seems silly, i don't have any black boyfriends at the moment but i'm still planning what i will do! I'm a little worried about my flower, she's growing up so quickly and i'm not setting her a very good example-she already enjoys flirting and showing off. I told her she shouldn't go out with her skirts up around her ass but she's only copying me so i can't say too much. My sister told me not to worry, it's only natural for Jessica to be like her lady so she will be a slut whatever i say-perhaps she's right but i'll have to keep my eye on her with black men in the house!

kennyboy82
Yes, i have had some very good advice but i can't imagine putting my poor husband in chastity, that sounds too cruel-i don't want to hurt him, just humiliate him in front of our friends and make fun of his little boy's penis.

cuckold4one
Thank you. I think you're right, i'm sure my husband would enjoy being a part of my sexual enjoyment-i don't want to shut him out completely so perhaps i should let him have some creampie that my black boyfriends give me.

Thank you for sharing and I'm looking forward to reading more.

Donna,

Believe me babe, it's not cruel putting hubby into chastity, it's for his own good. It will make him so much more attentive to your needs, and those of Jessica. Cuck's thrive on offense, having him caged only adds to the overall level of offense. Just do it Babe, he needs it as well as you.
This is an awesome thread, I love to hear of red hot wives like yourself starting down this road of turning into real slutwives. We Bulls adore a slutwife!

kennyboy82
I hear what you say but i still don't understand about chastity and cages, that's very extreme isn't it? I don't want to hurt my husband, just tease and humiliate him. My flower is very much like me, very pretty and already has a nice sexy body-she enjoys teasing and showing off naked for men including her dad, i think she likes to see his little penis grow stiff but she's only having fun and i'm sure she wouldn't like her dad in a cock cage. Now Chris can't wait to see me taking black cock, he's just as excited as i am. My sister said i should make him lick me clean, he's not allowed to touch me or his flower at the moment, he can see us naked but that's all so it would be a big step-up for him. Vicky said it will be a big thrill for me to feel my husband's tongue cleaning out my cunt and asshole-I must admit it does sound like fun and if he does a good job perhaps i will let him cum in my mouth, i know he would like that. But i don't want to go any further at the moment, i don't want to hurt poor Chris, just tease and humiliate him in front of my friends, that is such good fun.

Donna, you're rapidly becoming one of my favourite contributors here. Contact me privately, I want to give you the benefit of my experience! xx

Just an opinion from a random poster.

Donna, i am a cuckold however my wife would never include our 2 youngren in this lifestyle.. Children are just that. Children are innocent, they follow parents behavior.. any kind of ****** is wrong !


Kenny, I think your hitting on her.... I may be wrong, but you accept and promote all her behavior.

Yes, this is a awesome thread and i can see the potential of this being one of the top threads but promoting "sick" behavior is not be acceptable. Let's keep the youngren out of this ..... just my .02 cents.


-ch

cuckold_2

I hear what you say, I'll try and keep any more comments like that private between Donna and myself, thanks for your input all the same.

Donna
I have had 5 kids 4 boys 1 girl,the first three by my former husband the last 2 by my B/F's.. I try to keep my private life separate as much as I can.Didnt play at the house when they were anywhere around,mostly played away from home..Once my 3 kids left the nest I did play at home,it sounds like your trying to set a good example but if there are men in your house and your kids know about it I think maybe you should reconsider your actions..My husband has been in a ccuckold life style for over a decade so he is trained and accepts..He knows the limits..All he gets are kisses a hand job and gets to eat his fill..
I prey everything works out,remember the kids are your responsibility

cuckold_2
Linda38DD
I understand what you say and you're probably right. perhaps it was a mistake planning to bring black men home. the trouble is i don't really regard my flower as a young, Jessica is a very mature teenager-most of her girl friends are very sexy and seem to have almost as much fun with men as i do-I can't stop her going out with her friends. i think girls in england are more mature than those in america, they seem to grow up quicker. But i take your point, i will just have to continue having my fun away from home. I've always gone out of my way to make sure my kids have everything they want and especially my love. Chris will be disappointed, he's never seen his wife having sex but he will have to be content with me telling him about my sexy adventures, sure he will understand-and at least our neighbours won't have anything more to gossip about!
Donna

DonnaH
Mistress DonnaH - i certainly appreciate your writing to me. it is certainly an houour that a lovely woman such as your self would deign to address a sissy cuckold such as myself. i do not consider the acts that i mentioned as ***. the frustration and physical discomfort that i experience when serving my Mistress and her lovers, including having a restrictive cage on my little clitty are a demonstration of my devotion to her and her pleasure. and being allowed to watch her and her bf's in passionate kissing, hugging, petting and the ultimate, his penetration of her body with his tongue and his real cock and superior seed is like seventh heaven. the cleaning of them is my opportunity to thank them for permitting me to share their experience with them and providing them another opportunity to enjoy each other. i suspect that your husband will ultimately feel the same way, especially if your lover is a real man such a Master Kennyboy82.
finally i do not believe that my actions necessarily make me gay. i still have the sexual feelings of a real man, getting hard at the sight of a beautiful, sexy woman and becoming aroused at the sight of a real man and such woman engaged in passionate play. and, when allowed, i feel the same pleasures when my clitty/penis is stimulated. my enjoyment of another male is my way of expressing humbleness to their sexual superiority

cuckold_2[/[b]Linda38DD
Just one other thing about my youngren before i shut up completely. i don't like being accused of being a bad lady, i think i'm a very good lady, i love my youngren and i'll do anything for them. But i don't think youngren should be wrapped in cotton wool and shut away in separate rooms-there are no closed doors in our house and i'm sure my kids have benefited. I don't think there is anything wrong in being naked at home-i wouldn't want my youngren to be narrow-minded like some, i want them to be proud of their bodies and grow up without inhibitions-but surely that's what all parents want for their youngren isn't it? I know some parents talk down to their kids and treat them as idiots-i have never done that, i treat them as equals. i think they need to experience a bit of real life, especially in their teens-i regard Jessica as my best friend as well as my flower and she knows she can discuss anything with me. she is already a very sexy, very confident young lady and i'm proud of her-i know she will be strong enough to cope with anything life throws at her and she has my full support whatever she decides to do. but i know other people have different ideas about bringing up youngren and i respect their views. So i won't mention my kids again, as far as this thread goes they don't even exist. Anyway, I know some parents bring their kids up like that, just pretend they don't exist, it's much easier that way.
Donna

I stand corrected Donna, you do it your way,thats all we can ask isnt it?

DonnaH,

you sound like a wonderful wife with good insights into your husbands needs and psychological make up.......and your own !

I think its great.

He enjoys it and so do you so I hope it continues for many a year. I have special and quite tender memories of my wife and our relationship, in many ways it was like yours. All the best to you.

tatlocks
Thank you for your nice comments. you say i have a good insight into my husband's psychological makeup but i don't really think that's true-I still don't understand why he likes me to tease and humiliate him in front of other people. But if that's what he wants i am more than happy to do it, it's good fun. also i think he should be shameful of his tiny penis but instead he likes to show it off even when my girlfriends laugh at him, that's not normal, is it?

Mistress DonnaH -
Yes, for your husband, being shown off and humiliated for him is normal. Like it would be for me as a sissy and a cuckold, and a great many here.

One of the methods many woman, even vanilla women at times have s*******fully used with great success on me were forms of sexual teasing and interrogation, usually with me nude or semi nude and often with them dressed. Many times they would slowly stroke my smallish wee-wee and edging me, getting me to admit things about myself I would not generally admit to. During these sessions I had my jaw loosened enough to share truths about myself and inner self many of them intuitively suspected, and once admitted to, were used to get me to further submit and obey, as well as extract promises, each session furthering me down the road to deeper sissyhood and presentation to these women, who btw, took to dominating me like duck to water. I have shared some of these moments in my writings here.

During these sessions, I have admitted early on to needing to be much more feminine, needing to wear panties and women's clothes in general, how I belong seated when tinkling lady-like, how much happier and better off I was with them in charge, and me obeying and serving, how fascinated I am with women and my desire to be so much more like them, how much better off I would have been being born a female, wiping them when they tinkle, how I should live more femininely, embrace my exposure to other women as she sees fit.

Many have then implemented a sit to tinkle only policy for me, panties and other feminine undies and bedtime nightie policy, how she will only share with me what she wants and how I am never to argue nor question, nor touch w/o permission, etc.

If you were to interrogate your husband, whom like others here I suspect is more like me, a deep down sissy who knows but might not fully admit to being a deeper sissy sub that he/she so far is, you might open clearer lines of communication and actually strengthen your relationship, get a better eager sub-servant, and so much more freedom for yourself. Plus you might want to learn more of whom your spouse is deeper down, and thereby, your cuck, more comfortable and happier, submissive, quick to obey.

It is only natural some of this will show in other parts of your life over time, friends and family coming to terms with the take charge changes you have made in your life and come to accept it as your sister no doubt does.
Some of these sessions are discussed in my posts here. If I can help you further, I would be happy to see your response or a PM. Truly, I think you are only as limited with your sub sissy cuck as you decide.
sissy cindy

sissycindylynn
You cucks really are complicated aren't you. But I don't mind-if my husband likes me to tease and humiliate him in front of my friends I will do that, they all find it very amusing when I make fun of his tiny penis. Chris seems to want his wife to be a white whore for black men and I'm more than happy to oblige, he can even watch me being played with and fucked by blacks if he wants. After all, I think a good wife should do everything to please her husband, don't you?
Love Donna xxx