I was never enough for her

babyryan

Great choice for the first of (hopefully) many varied acts of devotion to come.

These were very successful in my past encounters where the husband held innate desires to willingly subm1t to a dominant male.

There were times I would feel drained having to come up with the ideas and plans. It's why I engaged the wife and cuck to enact them with me. That open communication added unexpected fun for us all. The husbands becoming even more subm1ssive and grateful if invited to join and serve their wives and I. The fun with distant hotels and salons. Even the entertainment where they would put on a sissy sex show for the wife and I.

It broke the ice in a big way and helped everyone explore aspects of themselves they would have never had the nerve to do on their own.

One husband who gave me his first BJ was a great plateau to reach. I made him wait 2 full weeks after we agreed on it. He was to dress and act feminine. Thank me often. It was especially erotic as his wife whispered encouragements in his ear, getting more direct and demanding as it progressed. When I finally filled his mouth with his 'reward', I told him to hold it, savor it, coat his lips with it, then ask nicely (and as best he could) to swallow it.

You'll find the level of excitement, anticipation and humi1iat1on turned up 10 fold. And you all will barely be able to resist trying newer and deeper ideas.

Best wishes to you. And the same to Stephanie.

YouKnowWho
Your description of making your sissy cuck wait two weeks before being 'allowed' to suck his first cock must certainly be a unique goal to proudly accomplish and end up receiving lavish praise from a cooperative Wife that's heated up from all the ear whispering of encouragement to flat out maintaining eye contact until capturing his reward.

Your experience as well as masculine confidence is very apparent and appreciated, I'm sure.

Thank you for sharing your incredible journey as well as these wonderful thoughts and encouraging suggestions.

sissystephanie

Thanks. Anticipation and pushing boundaries are incredibly intoxicating for all. But it is most effective when done under open, honest communication.

In my early 60s, I'm not as active now as I was in my prime, but still at it. It helps to be fit, have a good diet, exercise, no meds and no *****.

Most important is attitude and a willingness to go beyond convention. It is irresistible for all willing to explore it.

I'm glad you're offering more detailed recollections elsewhere. It's an open door for you and others in similar places to go even further. Your stories are also very well written.

Keep us all updated on your posts.

The level of excitement and fun are far higher when the married partners willingly participate. These unique encounters don't happen the way porn video and literature often portray. It takes work. But the rewards and memories can't be measured.

Good luck.

I think it's important that this group
hears what I did today based on your recommendation. I called my wife's bull from work and thanked him for satisfying my wife Because I can't and never could. I thanked him for stretching her holes which she has clearly enjoyed And I asked him if he would please allow me to suck how big black cock when I got home from work he laughed at me and made me say why I could never satisfy a woman. I had to admit becouse I have a tiny penis and that I am impotent
My wife got to hear the conversation and told me to hurry home

babyryan
Thanks for the juicy update. Please let us know all about your Wife's reactions after you hurried home honey!

Babyryan

Great start! Keep us posted about what happened when you returned home.

Hopefully this gives you reason to explore similar ideas. I think this could be the most exciting year for you, your wife and the man who owns you both.

Sorry for the mixup. This site doesn't appear to be very edit-friendly. The comment was meant for Babyryan.

My wife was happy and excited thet I called Daddy to thank him She was there to greet me when I walked in the door. She teased me that she understood why I needed to submit to his big cock as much as she does. She had me insert a large butt plug before allowing me to go beg to suck him off. I was bottomless with heels, wig bra and lipstick. I was really embarrassed that I felt the need to thank my wife for allowing me suck his cock too. She liked that. I gave him a blow job on my knees while my wife watched from behind me. She made sure I knew she could see my no hang little baby balls. And she told me she could not even see my little pee pee. She said I looked dickless

babyryan

Recognizing your boundaries and pushing them is what it's all about.

I'm sure that a few short years ago you would have never pictured yourself in this place (or maybe you did!). But acting on it is a whole new playing field.

Your bull having so much assertive control over your lives, including aspects of your gender and sexual orientation, makes this arrangement you have an irresistible dance toward even greater psychological and sexual extremes.

YouKnowWho
I most certainly agree! Having an assertive Bull to take full and complete control early, especially of the gender and sexual identity role that begins molding a strong psychological influence to attracts His dominance. Maybe the cum addiction was not noticed at first or even considered. Has sissy been sent off to bed with a mouthful of cum to savor or simply not drank anything or brushed teeth after sucking His balls dry? Or maybe He pulled out then after taking aim to shoot the last long rope of cum over sissy's nose and upper lip? Did that big mushroom head really nudge a glob of cum over her nostrils to inhale and coat her nasal passages? Or just told to let it dry on the lip maybe? Or did it just end up there dried anyway so sissy can go to ***** whiffing her Bulls scent all night long then wake up wondering why she's not only horny thinking about His cock but desperately wanting another delicious mouthful of His potent cum. Did He pull the covers over sissy's head after He cum and trap His scent for sissy to become enamored by His potent aroma?Can only imagine the conversations He had with the wife about getting sissy addicted to eating His cum from her pussy and now her sissy's begging for it. Cum addiction is not a slippery slope, it's a hole that sissies easily fall into. Sissy's Wife is obviously fully onboard with sharing Her Bull and should be thanked everyday for being allowed to serve Her Bull as a proper sissy cuck, always dressed to please and looking her best with hopes to maybe get to touch and feel His rock hard cock again really soon. Watching sissy flirt for cock shouldn't really be so extreme or surprising anymore. Not for a properly trained sissy cuck.

sissystephanie your description of a bull unloading into a sissy's nostrils and on her upper lip and letting it dry there is utterly and completely humiliating. I am so ashamed at how reading that made me feel.

sissystephanie

I can relate from my own perspective.

I'm glad you and Babyryan have chosen to live beyond conventional ideas and are exploring your deepest and most secret fantasies openly.

We all have our parts to play in these arrangements. Yours is key as much as your wife's and a bull's.

Open communication, honesty and love enhance every road in this journey. You two seem to have all that.

babyryan

You should go and buy a spiked collar and chain/lead and the next time you meet your bull be wearing it and give him the lead so that he can control you even more, as you suck on his big fat cock and drain his balls.

The only other thing that could enhance that vision would be you dressed as a schoolgirl or French maid.

you cute little sissy cuck!

pops

I am upset to tell this group that I am going to confess to my wife today that I want to feel the embarrassment of having Daddy's cum load deposited in my nose .. both nostrils 😫 it will need to dry there so I smell him all day 😫

That first time was so special.
My wife Kris had been cuckolding me for several months now, l remember when she found her dream bull, his name was Dave and to put it lightly he was well hung. My wife was a tiny Indonesian lady only 4'10" tall. She knew l had a fantasy that she would be fucked by a well hung guy and it was her that suggested an adult dating site to find a bull. Dave was well hung around 9 inches and as thick as a coke can, the first time she cuckolded me l didn't think would get in but she did. After that l agreed to drop her off at Dave's on her date nights and he would drop her back home after they were done. We had an unspoken rule and she was always home by midnight. We'd been doing it for several months and we both loved it. After l dropped her off l would come home and clean and tidy the house so it was spotless for her coming home. I would shower and go to bed waiting for her coming home. When she came home she loved teasing me, she knew what to do and what to say. She always get me hard as a rock and teased me even more. She also took the time to read other couples posts on the cuckold website so she tried new things to keep the excitement high. This particular night didn't appear to be any different, l dropped her off as always and came back home and started doing the housework. It was around 8pm and my phone beeped, someone had sent me a text message, l took the phone from my pocket and looked, it was a message from Kris. I read it and it simply said, hun l will be a few hours late, love Kris. I didn't think too much about it and carried on as normal. It was just after 11pm, I'd just finished the housework so l jumped in the shower and then went to bed waiting for her to come home. I remember that she said she would be late so l just made myself comfortable and put a movie on. The movie had finished l looked at the clock and it was almost 2am. Kris still wasn't back but she did say she would be late so l layed in the bed with my eyes closed waiting for her to come home. Then l heard the door open, it was just after 2.15am, l knew it would be Kris and l just laid there smiling. As usual when she came into the bedroom she was smiling. I knew she had a good night and l smiled back. As she came in she walked to the bed and l asked her if she had a good time, she looked at me and said "oh yes" then she came over to me and gave me me the most passionate kiss ever. When she stopped l said "wow you must have had a really good night," she didn't say anything she just looked at me and smiled, then she pulled back the bedsheets so she could see me naked, still standing next to the bed she reached and grabbed hold of my cock, I started to get hard and she smiled again. As she held my cock l said to her, "did you like staying longer?" and she said "oh yes", I thought wow she must have wanted Dave to fuck her more, then l said "did Dave want you to stay longer babe?" she didn't say anything at first, then l said "tell me babe." She looked at me and said "no," l said "so why did you stay longer hun?" she said "Dave's friend was there when l got there." I said "OK l see you had to wait for him to go before Dave could fuck you," again she said "no," l said "so why did you need to stay longer hun?" At that point she looked straight at me and said, "l stayed longer because they both fucked me", then she lifted her skirt, as always her pussy was red and wide open there was still some cum running from it, then she turned round to show me her arse, it was also open and there was some cum dripping from it. I looked and said "what did they do?" she said "they both fucked me at the same time," I didn't say anything l just looked. Then she pushed me so that l was flat on my back on the bed, then she got onto the bed and kneeled over me, I looked up, her pussy and arse were both open and had cum on them, then she lowered herself onto my face and shouted to me to lick her clean, l had no choice l did as she said and kept licking, as l did she kept telling me to keep putting my tongue in and as l did she started to tell me in great detail how the two of them fucked her at once, she said "it felt really good having both cocks in her at the same time, real men's cocks" not like my useless little thing. She told me that she opened her legs wide so that Dave and His friend could see all of her exposed bald pussy, she told me how they took turns putting their fingers in first and licking her pussy. She told me Dave's friend liked her pussy so she opened her lips so he could see it properly, I couldn't believe it but it was making me hard as hell. I remember her telling me how good it felt with the two of them in at the same time. As she said that l said "that's great hun." And as l was licking her she said "I'm glad your happy cos l want both of them again". And after that every once in a while Dave's friend would be there so the both of them could have her. One weekend she took me with her and l remember how great it was just sitting there watching her and once they had finished she made me clean the cum from her holes before we left. Really wish l could find another hot wife like her, l must admit she was the best.
Looking for my hot wife in Cairns, are you here? Sexually I'm a cuckold and l like my partner to keep dating. I was in a six year cuckold relationship and it was the best, of course no one but me and my wife knew. I loved helping her get ready for da

I am sorry to the group for taking so long to post this. I followed through with talking to my wife about the humiliating though in my head about our bull depositing his cum up both my nostrils. She thought it was so funny and that I needed to feel and smell the cum inside my nose. When we told him I have been having this thought he liked it very much. He always seems amused that there are humiliating things I bring up to him or my wife. I sucked his cock in front of her, knowing that when he was ready he would take control of my face and cum the way he desired. It was far more harsh than I expected. I felt embarrassed and ashamed as he spurted in my nose.. on my face and on my lips. My wife was very excited at how uncomfortable I looked It gave me a runny cummy nose for a bit and the rest dried up my nostrils and on my face

babyryan

Appreciate the update.

I'll have a few more questions and ideas to offer once I have a few moments.

Good luck with your transformation.

babyryan
It's an acquired taste, isn't it honey. Your mind must have been reeling going to ***** with your Bull's essence penetrating your brain. Do you have unusual strange desires for another mouthful of cum or just the strong need of emasculation? Congratulations on your new chapter sweetheart of fully accepting your role as a totally obedient feminized sissy cuck!

babyryan

Hope all is going well for you, wife and bull.

I have a few questions to pose before I offer a round of ideas to try out. They are going to be more intimate and blush-worthy. But, based on the progression of this thread, you'll be pleased to answer.

1) After he moved in, how long did it take for you to want to submit to him in full? Or what occurred that made you decide that?

2) Was your wife insistent that you start serving him sexually?

3) When you first sucked his cock, despite it being unfamiliar, humi1iating (and probably uncomfortable), was a part of you thrilled to be in that role?

4) When he first shot off in your mouth, did you feel a sense of pride that you were able to please him to that point?

5) When he first f*cked your pussy (face it, that's what it should be called), what range of emotions were going through you as it happened?

6) When he finally came in you, did you feel a sense of accomplishment? Special? Feminine?

7) Describe how you felt when he first had you suck him clean after f*cking you. Did you just want to get it over with? Or did you enjoy it?

8) When he first had you lick his ass, were you reluctant to go there? How did you feel once you started? Did you do a good job in the hopes he would want you to do it again?

9) When he comes in your mouth, do you hold it there for a bit to savor the taste before swallowing it?

10) After he has sex with you or your wife, do you and her ever openly sit down and have open 'girl talk' about what happened, about how manly he is, how he f*cks so well, how subm1ssive you feel around him?

11) Do you have any deeper, unexpressed or unconventional subm1ssive fantasies you've thought of that you're open to trying in the future? If so please share them.

12) At some point, will you be willing to make your unique relationship more public than it is?

Best of luck. It's a shame I didn't find you and your wife first.

Stay safe.

YouKnowWho

Sir thank you for the prying questions...
After he moved in it took a few months for me to break me in to the point of needing to submit to him fully along with my wife. Something that played a big part back then was being denied cumming from anything other than anal penetration. I could still maintain an erection then, so I was desperate to have my wife at least play with my little penis while I was being fucked. She wouldnt do it, he liked keeping me frustrated, so I found myself just as desperate to take his big black cock deep enough and hard enough to milk my prostate Yes, my wife was persistent that I service him sexually from the beginning. To the point that it was clear it was going to be a deal breaker in our relationship. She needed a real man in her life and she demanded that I submit to him so that he would agree to keep me around in a feminine role. When I first began sucking his cock it was hard to do, and hard to admit that I was a natural at it Yes, the fist time he came in my mouth I felt a huge sense of accomplishment and I felt completely feminine and girly and was proud my mouth could make a big black cock happy The first time he came inside my sissy hole I felt even more embarrassed, I felt completely and utterly emasculated and also the same sense of sissy pride that my bottom was soft and girly and that this real man wanted to fuck me like a girl. I was and continue to feel embarrassed whenever I have to clean his cock from whatever submissive white hole he pulled out of. When I have been required to lick his ass I despise it.. but I always do a good job Watching my pretty white wife perform that act is even worse. I always try swallowing his cum right away.. there always seems to be more than I can handle I have had a lot of "girl talks" with my wife. Most of which are her telling me how amazing his black cock looks and feels and me having to agree with her. She has been more than pleased to help me act as girly as possible and has helped me act very sissified around him. Unfortunately for me whenever I do get focused on some humiliating act or thought I cant help myself but to eventually confess to her my feelings. I already feel quite outed by the fact that he lives with us

babyryan
Oh thank you honey for the detailed explanations. You made the statement, "I could still maintain an erection then,...". Would you be comfortable sharing with us WHY you don't get a hard cock if you would desperately be wanting your wife's pussy? Not just creampies did that, surely.

babyryan

Knowing your distaste for the act of licking his ass, has that motivated him to require you to do it more often? Off hand, how many times have you performed that for him? Has your wife been present when you have? You mentioned you do a 'good job' despite your dislike of it. Does that mean you are finding it more natural to do without hesitation?

By the way, you should be congratulated for thinking of his pleasure and demands over your own. It shows how deeply committed you are to the pecking order in your current life.

Aside from the outward feminine things you've adopted (outfits, shaving, mannerisms), are there any internal that you do. Like prescription hormones, herbal supplements?

Has he ever insisted on you disrobing and f*cking you before you have a chance to get ready or dress pretty for him? Let's say just when you arrive home from work. If so, could you describe that?

You mentioned that, when he allows, you have the opportunity to lick and swallow his cum from your wife's holes. Does he have you do the same after he f*cks your pussy bottom? How do you feel about that?

I have a few ideas for you to consider based on your replies. Most I'm drawing off my own successful experiences.

Stay healthy and safe.

One more question. Does he have pet names for you and your wife? As he is f*cking you or your wife, does he use more aggressive (and even demeahing) words or mannerisms (pinching, slapping) when he nears the point of cumming? Does that make you feel even more feminine? Do you find yourself feeling excited and grateful for it?

Sissystephanie after some research the last step in causing my penis to become completely impotent was taking finasteride. It made my already tiny penis even smaller as well.
Youknowwho, he often calls my wife a little white bitch when he is fucking her.... as for me the list of humiliating names is much worse... little miss no nuts button dick dickless My wife is often there to witness me licking his asshole I do not find this act natural.. and I have probably done it 10 times. Yes, he sometimes does just take me when he wants without any additional femming up on my part. But, I always have my wig on ..100% of the time in the house. I only own panties so even when he decides to have his way with me when I get home he knows I am already feeling sissified. If you are asking if I have ever had to clean up a cummy mess that has dripped out of my bottom.. yes I have

I am sorry to this group for not being on to give updates. I do appreciate everyone who has shared their thoughts about our lifestyle. I am reluctant to post this update but deep down know that I should. My wife is 2 months pregnant with her Black Bull's baby She has been off birth control and we knew this was a possibility. She is happier than I could have imagined. And I will have to be happy for her too.

babyryan

Congratulations on starting a family. I hope you are all safe and healthy and that you are keeping your bull well satisfied.

Since you started this excellent thread, I'm sure a lot has evolved in your respective roles, as they should. And, with your wife expecting this year, your unique relationship will be out in the open even more than ever. I think that is the right way to go.

Would be happy to hear how you all have progressed. That, and I'll follow up more consistently if you do.

Let us know how you feel about the impending birth/reveal. What new adventures you've had. What new sexual skills, kinks and accomplishments you've reached.

Best wishes to you all.

babyryan
Congratulations on you becoming an upcoming fairy *********, honey!! You'll be a perfect nanny sweetie! When is the big reveal planned?

sissystephanie, Her due date is June 30th and she wants everyone we know to find out after the baby is born that he isnt mine.

YouKnowWho, thank you for writing back. Ive come to accept that this is happening. And that I will have a big role in making sure everyone is taken care of both financially and emotionally. Our Bull was happy he is having a baby boy. Knowing that in a few months everyone we know will know for sure my wife fucks a black guy has been hard to accept. At this point quite a few people know about our lifestyle. But there are enough that dont that this is going to be a new level of shame for me. Not to mention my co workers I guess the biggest difference in our sex life these last few months is that our Bull has required even more anal sex from both me and my wife. There has always been a bit of an embarrassing bond between the two of us for having to deal with the amount of buttfucking that he enjoys. I will answer any questions you have. Thank you again for writing Sir.

babyryan

Glad for the updates. I sense that once your wife is in her last months, you'll be filling in for her more too.

In thinking about unknowing friends and co-workers finally knowing your lifestyle, I know you must be dreading the reveal on one level, but are thrilled on another.

Of those that know about your arrangement, are you more open now with your dress and mannerisms?

I can picture a baby shower where you and wife openly sit on either side of your master, decked out, talking up how thrilled you are to have a real man to serve in every way. Even answering intimate questions from the guest when asked.

I have a couple questions. Has your bull insisted you get tattoos to mark you both as his? If so, what do they look like?

When your relationship finally comes out at work, how do you feel it will play out?

Keep it going. Be ready to offer newer and kinkier suggestions as acts of subm1ssion to keep his interest going in you as his sissy sex doll.

You're doing great.

YouKnowWho, It is beyond humiliating to think about everyone finally knowing the truth. Yes, the shame of it is thrilling but so gut wrenching. I am desperate for this kind of embarrassment but going through it is so embarrassing. Yes, for those who do know about us, I have been required to be much more open. I have had only feminine attire at home for quite some time now. Our close friends know, so I have not been allowed to alter my at home look. I have been fully sissified regardless of who is over. He has not required tattoos. It has come up as a tease at this point. I cant tell you that he has been amused at the thought of us both getting ASS FOR BLACK COCK ONLY on an ass cheek I think when it comes out to work friends that my wife is having a Black mans baby it will be the talk of the office. And not in a good way. People will know my wife cheats on me with a Black guy. And once they realize it is not bothering me, they will know I knew it was happening