I was never enough for her

You mentioned above that you've been at this lifestyle a long time.

Can I ask how long?

Understanding that you no longer can get an erection, do you get any sense of emotional pleasure sexually serving him or your wife?

Aside from dressing feminine when he is at your home, do you act the part too? How so? Is it a role you fall into easily?

Do you orally service them during and after they fuck? How far do you go if yes?

Same question after he fucks you.

Aside from a few associates who know your wife has a black lover, does anyone know (or suspect) the submissive part you play? Has anyone else seen you dressed and made up other than your wife and him? Have you thought about being marginally more public about it?

Thanks

My wife started having sex with him over 5 years ago. I get emotional satisfaction from serving them.. and from being embarrassed about it. I am dressed feminine all the time at home because he lives here. He has lived here for almost the entirety of their relationship. I do act more feminine in his presence than if it was just my wife. It took a long time to get to this point but I've learned over the years to act submissively to my wife and submissive as well as feminine with him. It does happen quickly at this point but I would not say it is easy. Yes, if I am allowed to be with them when they are intimate I often service him orally before he has sex with her. Again, if I am allowed, I always service them both orally after sex. Yes, I give him oral before and after he has sex with me
My wife has made it more and more clear to friends and family that she runs the show. Our friends that are in the know, know I have a small penis and that she has a black live in boyfriend and know him. Those friends have seen me dressed as a sissy

Babyryan

Great situation you have there.

Thank you for being open about this. It sounds like the perfect cuckold relationship for all concerned. I do have a couple of questions for you.

Are you still able to have an orgasm and do you cum very much in terms of volume?
Also what is it that makes you cum, if you do cum? Do you cum when he fucks you for instance?
Who buys all your lingerie? Does she buy it or do you?
Do you keep your whole body free of hair? and if so who does the shaving?
Do you wear perfume and nail polish? To what extent do you feminize your appearance?
Do you ever lick his ass or probe his ass with your tongue, just trying to see if you have any limits of if you are 100% sub to him/her?
If required would you service his buddies or other men he brought to you?
Do you do other menial (non sexual) tasks for him. and if so what are they?
How many times a week are you required to service him/her?
Do you have any more pics you can share, particularly of you fully dressed in stockings/heels/ etc or maybe sucking his cock when dressed?

I have had a few sissies service me during wife encounters and you sound to be the perfect sissy/cuck husband, so keep up the good work and keep them both happy.

pops

Popeye,
I can still achieve orgasm if my prostate is being milked and sometimes can cum from anal sex. I do not produce much volume at all. Sometimes I have the feeling of cumming from anal and there isn't much ejaculate at all it never leaves me feeling satisfied and to be honest becouse of that, it leaves me feeling like I need anal again right away
We buy sissy attire online. She helps me pick it out. I always shave my entire body smooth. At this point I could not go back to feeling not smooth. I have used her perfume sometimes. Not often. I found it as humiliating as everything else. I have had to do my nails and toes but it has to come off so it's not very practical but they did like making me wear it. I have licked his ass in her presence and it was without a doubt an alpha move on his part to make me prove I wouldn't tell him no to anything.
I do the laundry and the dishes and the floors. And clean the toilets. I have a feeling that if he required me to suck off one of his black friends I would not be able to say no
I will post more pictures of us

babyryan

Thanks for the info. I am looking forward to seeing you in full attire, maybe with his cock in you, or his cum on your face.

You shouldn't be ashamed of your station in life, just be the best sexy sub sissy you can be, and do all that is required of you. Maybe some "poppers" would help you gain more satisfaction when being fucked.

A good sissy is a great thing, so be happy in your role.

Has she ever brought up the subject of a cuck sitter? You may benefit from a good sitter to help you adjust more to your role in life.

Maybe you should go to a professional nail salon and get your nails done. That would be a great "task" for an obedient sissy, especially if you were fully "dressed" when you went there, and her bull came in an paid for the job when its was finished.

Keep me/us posted

pops

popeye1

Great series of questions.

babyryan

Could you describe the kinkiest or most extreme thing you have done for your wife or your (collective) dominant lover?

Do you anticipate it going farther?

Of your wife or him, who is most dominant in their sexual demands on you?

Do you want to escape this lifestyle?

If so, what makes you stay in it?

babyryan
Love this picture..

Tomylildick, I dont know what picture you mean

Popeye I dont think I have it in me to go out in public let alone to a nail salon. I would not have mentioned it but I have had to deal with two cuckysitters

Youknowwho I think I would describe the kinkiest thing they put me through is that she has gone on and off birth control at times. Questioning if she wants a baby. When she is off her birth control she lets me know and probably as much because Im not sure she wants a baby she tells me to/allows me to try to lick and suck his cum out of her pussy. Telling me that I am her only birth control.
He is without question the dominant figure in the house. And as tormenting as she is in a teasing and embarrassing way, he is far more dominant in his demands of me.
No, I do not want to escape this lifestyle. I would do anything to keep her as my wife. She is beautiful, sexy, smart and is a good person. I love her and would do anything for her.

babyryan

Do you know she still loves you? I'm guessing she does, but loves the transformation in you, her newfound power, and his dominance of you both.

Is there any point you look forward to being used for his pleasure hours before it happens?

Could you describe a memorable, defining encounter between him and you where you played the feminine submissive to him? Something like a narrative instead of a quick sentence or two.

Please be assured you will never be judged in this group. It's an open forum for those of us who crossed over into the lifestyle in our respective roles.

Much appreciated.

Youknowwho, first of all, thank you for assuring me that I wont be judged, that helps me feel accepted. Yes, I know she still loves me. We are closer than ever as strange as that seems. Yes, I am sometimes told ahead of time that one of them or they, have decided I need a bare bottom spanking from him in front of her On those days I spend a lot of time imagining feeling exposed and feminine and helpless. It is very embarrassing to have to climb over his lap and accept that I am going to get a red bottom Getting a spanking always means I will be getting an aggressive buttfucking I am embarrassed to admit to this group that knowing this real man views my soft cheeks as feminine and girly enough to want to spank and fuck makes me feel like a proud sissy. It makes me feel good and ashamed when real men think about parting my cheeks with their cock

I will describe something memorable, everyone has been so inquisitive I feel like I should share more..
I had spent an entire day feeling like I needed a spanking. My wife had been over his knee the night before. I was not in the room but heard her spanked and part of me was jealous   I came home and told my wife I was feeling like I have not been acting girly enough on my own. I told her I felt like I needed a bare bottom spanking from Daddy. She laughed at me and then told me to go ask for one.  I approached him while he was watching football in the front room of our house. I stood in front of him in my panties and wig and begged for a bare bottom spanking   Now I had my wife watching from the doorway while he gave me a humiliating bare bottom spanking over his lap. I could feel his cock grow and I knew I was going to be getting buttfucked very quickly.  I layed face down on the ottoman after he spanked me to tears... and with my wife watching I reached back and spread my cheeks and begged Daddy to ruin my asshole My wife laughed so hard at what a faggot slut I was acting like   I gave in completely while he mounted me and reamed out my sissyhole   He came deep inside me and and told me to crawl over to the window facing the front yard. I had to keep my ass up displayed to the window. This was not the first or last time that me or my wife has had to expose our buttholes at that big low window

babyryan

Well done (both the stories, and especially your submissive attitude). Despite some lingering reservations, it looks like you've completely embraced your place.

A few more questions.

How long did it take after your wife began dating her lover did you submit to him?

How long did it take for you to dress in pretty clothes for him?

Be enthusiastically submissive to him?

I see he doesn't use condoms on your wife. I suspect the same with you. Is that the case? Do you feel more of a thrill that he unloads bareback in your pretty mouth or sissy bottom?

It sounds like your work is where you change into strictly male clothes and mannerisms. And that you change out and prepare yourself to serve once you get home. Correct?

What are the things you typically do to prep for the rest of the afternoon and evening?

Has your wife ever been away on holiday or work where you have been left with him? Do you look forward to those times?

Have you ever spent an entire night in bed with him? What happens at those times? How do you feel about it before, during and after? Do you dress in pretty bedtime silks for him? Or does he insist you are completely undressed?

Youknowwho, thank you complementing my answers and for pointing out my submissive attitude. It was at the very beginning of their relationship that she told me if I was going to remain in her life sexually at all that I would need to watch them together. She told me from the start that I would need to give up any thoughts of having any control in the relationship and that she was certain it would be best for her and I if I accepted that I would need to service him orally. I had to get a wig before ever even being allowed in the room with them. So I was feminizes in that way from the start. In less than a month I had surrendered my sissy hole to him in front of my wife. Once that happened, dressing feminine, as embarrassing as it was it paled in comparison to getting his cock shoved between my cheeks. It took a much longer time before I was able to perform acts like giving him a lap dance or acting like a full blown prissy sissy for him

He has never used condoms with either of us. Again her call. I never had a say. There is no question that the fact he was actually coming inside my sissy bottom was what broke me. There is nothing that prepares you for how girly and submissive you feel after they happens. Because my wife never let me have anal sex with her, seeing him unload deep in her butthole for the first time gave me a sense of being not enough for her more than anything else up to that point. Him cumming inside my bottom was even more of a lesson in where I was going to be forever in this pecking order.

Yes I change the moment I get home. It's important for me to note that I have been in panties permanently since accepting I needed to be feminine at home. But when I get home I get my hair and at the very least my lipstick correct. I am mostly in just panties and little shirts and tank tops. Sometimes stockings. Sometimes heels. Sometimes both. I have skirts and quite a few babydoll type tops
I have been alone with him for a few overnights. I secretly look forward to acting even more feminine with him without having to embarrass myself in front of her

I have spent a lot of nights in bed with both of them and a few with just him. I am usually made to stay bottomless with something cute on top. It can't be overstated just how much both of them understand how humiliated I am that I have such small genitals They make sure that I am required to focus on that as I have admitted that my embarrassment about my small size has never gotten any less humiliating to accept.

babyryan

Great answers. And, like Popeye said, you can be proud of your place in all this. It takes a lot of strength to admit that you accept your role to provide sexual relief to him and your wife. And that you support his dominant place in your marriage.

Enjoy the rest of your weekend. Feel free to post more as it unfolds.

Your comments are an inspiration to all types of cuckolds and bulls.

babyryan

And just to agree with others here, pictures say a lot.

I know public anonymity is important to you and all involved. There are easy ways to pixelate, blur, shadow or change a few key details on a face.

Other suggestions are full shots from the back, cut-offs showing a limited portion of anyone face.

I put up so many pictures of us both but havent really gotten a lot of comments on them so I wasnt sure what everyone was thinking about the pictures

I hope our other pictures are seen as good or cute

babyryan

Those last two are indeed cute, the first is your wife, presenting her cunt for use, and the second is you maybe? Do you have any of her bull and the two of you in action? Especially you servicing the bull?

You need to show these and provide more of your insights, so that other cucks can follow your excellent example.

A really good cuckold is a rare find indeed

pops

I will write more soon.. but yes the second picture is me and its flattering and humiliating that you wernt sure

Me sucking his cock and me holding my cheeks apart

Though I have seen your other posts, it wasn't clear if any were of you, your wife or your bull. Let me know if I missed something.

This new thread of yours is a lot more personal. A 'coming out' event. And, at least most of us here think it's an important one.

Those last two pics are perfect. Both show how naturally you fit into your place. That and how enthusiastic you are.

The one showing you lovingly worshipping his cock is especially telling. The hint of your wig and your painted lips are very convincing.

Three of the married couples I was involved with, the husbands were highly submissive and feminine. So your story, though not new to me, is still a familiar one.

And to go along with Popeye, your story is an inspiration to prospective cuckolds, sissy cuckolds, hot wives and bulls of every level.

Youknowwho,
Only this thread has any pictures of us. This thread has helped me act more feminine at home.

babyryan

You are very convincing as a sissy, with such feminine lines, and you look so slutty sucking on that black cock.

Do you enjoy sucking him off? do you relish the spurt of his cum as you swallow it down? Does he ever paint your face? It would be great to see your lips, face, mouth coated in his mess.

Keep up the good work and keep us posted on your adventures.

If you get any new outfits, you must post pics of you modeling them.

PS Do you have a feminine name that they use for you?

thanks

pops

Ok. Next set of questions.

At any time before your current arrangement, did you ever have sex with another male?

Was your wife very sexually active before you two got married?

Had she ever been involved with another woman?

Would she if he insisted on it?

How does it make you feel now that you've become his willing, submissive girlfriend?

Popeye, thank you for saying I look convincing .. I'm embarrassed to admit that I like sucking him off now and I feel proud when I can make him spurt in my mouth. Yes he has painted our faces. Yes they gave me the feminine name Renee

Youknowwho, no. I had never had sex with another man. I considered myself 100% straight.
No my wife was not very sexually active before me. She was not fully awakened sexually until he came into our lives. She has never been with another woman. I think the thought of another woman involved with him would upset her very much.
It makes me feel completely humiliated that I not only have allowed him to own my wife in this way but that I have learned to submit in such a submissive feminine way. Having to share the feeling with my wife on any given night, of having been buttfucked by his big black cock makes me feel both embarrassed and excited or proud that this alpha male would want to fuck my sissy pussys just like he fucks my pretty white wife

babyryan

Thanks for the replies.

I'll clarify one question. It really relates to your bull's dominant place in your marriage, and not just about swinging or sexual orientation.

If he insisted your wife have sex with another woman, would she do it simply because he wants it? Or would the topic never come up?

I think it would depend on how it did come up. I suspect if he tried to talk to her about it she would be honest about whatever reservation she had about sharing him with another woman. But, if he demanded it, there is no doubt she would do it. He has gotten his way with anything he required of her and she submissively folds to his desires. So, thinking about your question from my point of view knowing she would be jealous did lead to the way I answered. But she has done everything he has ever required of her.
Something I meant to write yesterday and diddnt. My wife has been strangely proud of herself for what seems to be in her mind, being ahead of this recent culture wave of black lives matter. She has said to me, multiple times in the past few months to mock me "black cocks matter". Ive known for years she got off on being a good white girl for a black man but this was an even harder thing to accept that she was aware of.

babyryan

Ok. I'll try to rephrase it. I can be a bit vague at times. I wasn't asking about if your wife would be ok sharing him with another woman. Though I appreciate you clarifying that.

My question was:

If your bull insisted on your wife having sex with another woman (he wouldn't be directly involved), would she do so simply because he wanted her to?

You brought up above in answer to Popeye that, if he insisted on you submitting sexually to one of his friends, you doubt you could say no. So I was asking if your wife would do the same.

I often set up the ideas and demands for the couples I became involved with. By having both the husband and wife explore sex outside of our arrangement. Where they would go out to gay/lesbian/bi bars (for example), meet up with someone good looking of the same sex and eventually get them into bed. It happened often enough. But it wouldn't have unless I set it down as a rule and they both agreed to it.

Yes I know she would do it for him