So very close

Ok so here I am after 4 years with my wonderful woman and I have her so close to taking on the lifestyle, yet I am reluctant to take the next and most crucial step which would be for her to take another cock other than mine. I have had experiences before with cheating sluts, but never a cuckold experience among a husband and wife. I am afraid that if I let her do this that not only will I lose the ability to have sex with her whenever I want but also I will lose respect as a man.

My dilemma is that I DO want her to be satisfied. I can't seem to satisfy her and for that, the frequency of how often we do it has gone down considerably since we began dating. And the entire aspect of this fetish really intrigues me. I want to hear her moan in ecstacy, I want to see her toes curl when another man who is more equiped than me is stretching her gorgeous pussy or ass, I want to clean her out and make love to her sloppy hole, and I think with the right nudge I can have all this and more. Keep in mind that the word cuckold has never been mentioned although we have mentioned swinging and she seems passive on that idea, atleast thats what she says.

It has seemed over time and especially lately that her becomming a hotwife is inevitable. Here is a list of occurances that has led me to beleive that;

She constantly plays with her toy (a fair size vibrating dildo bigger than me). Everytime I come home it is seen on her side of the bed on the floor. Many times during or before sex she requests her toy and orders me to lick her so she is nice and wet. Sometimes if my dick goes soft (my problem) she'll push me off and grab her toy and fuck herself in front of me and order me to either kiss her feet or offer my cock to her mouth or if im lucky work her ass with my tongue.

In her dirty talk she fantasizes about having all her holes used my multiple guys and that I would be the one to clean her out and spit the cum I clean back into her mouth. I will say something along the lines of "her dirty pussy" and she will respond, "yeah the one youll be cleaning out." Again, never a mention of the term "cream pie" just simple cleaning. But she really seems to get off on this idea.

Recently, the subject of swinging came up. She mentioned to me that a local establishment (i had no idea) is indeed a swingers club. She stated that she couldnt do it because she wouldnt know how to handle guys hitting on her (her words). I just remained mum. We have talked about it before and she doesnt seem to be into it but thats probably for my own protection as Im sure she would embrace it.

The other night we were fucking and talking a bit dirty and I told her I like to hear her moan. she was a bit tipsy durring this session and said that you aint heard nothing yet. She also said something along the lines of that I dont fuck her hard enough, which turned me on but at the same time made me realize she is in need of more.

And again the frequency of sex and more importantly who initiates it has been reversed. On most nights shell just turn over and not want to bother. Its to the point where I have to pretty much ask as before I could do whatever I wanted.

In addition we were discussing computer privacy (I have my own computer that is tucked away and made to beleive that is broken so from my knowledge she doesnt use it) and she mentioned to me a program that would reveal all of your history including things you thought u could delete (her words). Somthing innocent, but makes me nervous if she has looked at some of my browsing history which is heavy in cuckold porn.

And there has been more instances that leaves me to beleive that this would be perfect for her and myself. Im just unsure of what to do at this point. Im pretty sure that I can be comfortable enough to take that next step but have no idea of what to do. I really want to make this a mutual decision and not something I want to power on her. I can leave all this to fantasy and dont mind continuing what we have, but I know this is something that we will both enjoy. If anyne can offer suggestions or is in the same boat Id love to discuss..
Ronald Curry

Well, its either one or the other. Do you want her to cuckold you or not? It seems that she is ready to, but just needs your final nod to get it going. If not, then stop things, teasing, and all mention of it. Then communicate to your wife...either way, which way you want this to go.

Your concern about not getting enough sex with her if she were to cuckold you, or her leaving you, or any of the many other possible outcomes...well, thats all a part of this. But the possible positives to this is well worth the chance...for some.

You want this? Well, first you need to sit down with your wife, seriously talk about it, and set up GROUND RULES! What you expect, what you want, don't want...and then her turn to tell you what she expects, wants, does not want...etc.

Sounds like you could have what so many here want? A willing wife...

Ronald

If what you describe is correct, I think you have to let her cuck you. The alternative for a hot woman like this will be to do it all behind your back (if she is not already doing that)

You are obviously not a match for her. What do you do man? Not being able to keep it hard when a hot woman like that is begging to get fucked?

I think your relation has comed to a point of no return...eighter you will be a consenting and participating cuckold, or you will just end up as a not-knowing cuckold....where do you want to be?
A cuck to my GF - A bull to all other women

I think you may have struck a cord norwegian, for all i know i may already be a not knowing cuckold as it stands. Im not sure becuase our schedules are very busy and we have small youngren but i think for her, finding a hard cock to please her is not difficult, she may already be getting some. Her pussy does feel very loose sometimes. This would present a perfect entry into the lifestyle. Either I catch her in the act or she confesses and wants forgiveness, it would allow us to explore this further. This would allow an opportunity to set some ground rules and ecpectations. There are limits to my fetish, whoch will become ours im sure. My main desire is her to be pleased. I know I can be fixed with a simple pill, it has worked for me with great results. But this woman was born to take cock, she wants to be a pig. She wants the collar and wants to crawl to every man and suck him, eat his ass, take him bareback ending with a load deep inside. From what I know of her past she was very active.

Which after much thought I have decided that I may as well go thru with it and enjoy the ride. Im not about to blurt it out over dinner and I dont have the courage to just take her aside and say "hey woman, i want you to start fucking around because I think you might like it and it turns me on" Im anticipating that first moment of her cumming on some guys cock. Shes a squirter and really loses control its amazing. And because I dont do it enough for her I really want to encourage her to go for it.
Ronald Curry

Please let us know how it goes!

no new updates. However, her toy has really taken a more prominant role, especially without me present. Everytime I come home it is beside the bed, recently used. I have compared it to myself and can tell which she prefers . I have made her cum with my cock and mouth recently and she hasnt pushed me off and requested her toy but she is definetely using it plenty. There was also a period of time she was gone which was off from her routine. She didnt bother explain where she went

But im on the fence. I know any day now I will be witnessing something I have yearned for so long, yet am so to charter that territory. I have a million thoughts going thru my head and I know its all going to get even weirder when there is actual sex, sweat and cum right in front of me and I have decisions to make, yet am completely powerless as I submit to her. If anyone else is going thru a similar situation let me know how it goes. The anticipation is *******ing me.
Ronald Curry

Hey Ronald,

It's been a while, any news or changes?

Ronald...are you a cuckold yet? Enquiring minds want to know.

Over the last few months things have been pretty much the same. The frequency of sex is about the same and I continue to have problems bringing her to orgasm and can start to sense her frustration.

I don't think I'm a cuckold just yet but there remain more clues that it is inevitable. Especially considering the sex we had last night which ill get to in a minute. She's been goin out or should I say staying out much more often. She works as a bartender and her shift runs usually till 11, maybe 1130 but some nights she doesn't come home till 1 and on a few occation past 2am. I usualy try to search for evidence of her infedelity but I haven't found anything grundbreaking, maybe she just goes out for takes. And she remains very secretive with her phone sometimes texting away and smiling when she gets responses. I ask her what's making her smile and she's says "huh" and then blurts out something that sounds like bullcuckolds brownie, who knows, she may already have someone.

Over the last week she has been giving it to me more often but I continue to fail her. Once I was on the brink of bringing her to orgasm and I just lose steam. she says "No, why are you stopping" and the frustration on her face told me all I needed to know. I have a decent cock, but it doesn't stay hard or I cum too fast if stimulated by cuckold themes. I know that her pussy won't me exclusive to me much longer, last night gave me more reamister to beleive
Ronald Curry

Last night I had some friends over to play cards. My wife went to our community gym to workout and when she got homw she started takeing and went into the bedroom to watch a movie while we played. It started getting late and almost time to end the game anyway while my wife calls me into the room. She's butt naked, takes, and as horny as I've seen her in a lng time. I told her I'm in a big hand and I need to cash everyone out and send em home. she's was aching to have her pussy atleast touched but I just wanted to get back and get rid f everyne. That took about 15 minutes, amd she called for me a few times while I just replied Ill be right there. When I got into the bedroom she was on all fours with her panties on. I began rubbing her and kissing up and down her back. I darted my tongue into her honey pot to get it wet and I went up behind her and began fucking. She let out a few deep breaths and light moans and when she began drying up I took my cock out and presented it to her mouth. She turned it down.

"Uh Uh" she said "You need to give this pussy some attention as you chose to neglect it with your stupid game" I gave in and had my mouth all over her pussy. "You don't deserve any of my pussy tonight, I'm not giving you any. Yu can just sit in the corner and jerk off and watch me. I don't give a fuck now go get my toy."

She began fucking her toy and was very vocal and loud. She would not even allow me to touch her or kiss her feet which is the norm when she plays with her toys in front of me. She was blurting out how much she was enjoying her toy and how much she wanted cock. "Its too bad your the only cock in the room. I need to get fucked so you'll just have to do." Those words just sounded so good and her takes tone made em sound s sexy. Its like she was tellin me if someone else was there she would do him.

I mounted her and put my pathetic excuse of a limp dick in her. I even had her put on a ty that wraps around my cock and balls. Its suppose to get me a little harder and I think it does.
Ronald Curry

I started to gain momentum but can tell she's not impressed. Her following words for me have me on cloudnine today. "Youre going to make me take my pussy away from you. YOU DONT FUCK ME GOOD ENOUGH" I was so turned on when I heard this. I wanted her t keep talkin but she was takes and it was hard to make out what she was saying. Her moans weren't ther like they were for her toys moments earlier. I was giving her another lackluster perfrmance. The subject of another cock came up. "Im going to be needing another cock if you can't satisfy me" I totally sprung up at that. I began picking up steam. and said "what if another cock was in this room." She laughed. "Oh you wouldn't even be in my pussy. I would be enjoying that hard cock. You would be in the corner of the room if you were lucky. God I need a real cock. I don't know why you keep wanting to give my pussy away" I came right there, couldn't take it anymore. We dosed off tgether and she told me she loved me very much before we went off to relax.

I'm not sure if I should bring this up to her tonight when shell be more sober and hopefully open the doors to some dialouge for something that now seems inevitable or do I remain a pussy and not ask her for what I really want. I feel she has someone in mind and just needs reassurance from me that it'll be okay.
Ronald Curry

As a sidenote, while she was playing with herself and teasing me she was very humiliating in the way she treated me. She asked for the whip and whipped me just before playing with herself and would not allow me to to touch her. I figure when this finally does become reality I could be completely powerless and she may not need any of my services. Even during the play she finally gave in and let me suck her clit just a little and then she laughed and said I got something that does that better and bust out another lil toy to play with her clit as she pushed me off to the side again atleast letting me suck on her toes while she enjyed herself. At that point is when she gave in and offered me her pussy as I had "the only cock in the room." She kept saying some other humiliating things to me.

I can only imagine what will become once there is a bull and how will she act towards me. I probably won't be getting much from her if she has another man present to please her. I doubt shell even let me watch except for pure offense purposes. I have a feeling I will be sniffing her panties while on my knees at the bedroom door listening the the beautiful sounds of her being fucked. I can't wait to come home today and tell my wife how much I enjoyed her teasing me last night and I wonder what's in store next.
Ronald Curry

can't wait to hear what happens next

MINI UPDATE

Just had to post this because its very unusual for her to do this. She just texted me and asked if I'd mind if she went out dancing after work. She said she promises to wake me up when she gets home. I'm going absolutely nuts here because goin out for a take is one thing but here she is going "dancin," I have no idea who she's going with, and she's goin out after work which is late enough as it is she probably won't be home till like 3am. I wonder if she will come home first to change or will she go in her work clothes or maybe already has a change of clothes ready. All in all this is not the norm. I wonder if tonight will be the night. Maybe this whole dancing thing is just a front or is she going out with someone. This has been a crazy day.
Ronald Curry

so its been almost 5 hours since my wifes last text telling me she's going out. Her phone is usually tied to her hip so in these instances when she does go out I'd be in contact with her. I've heard nothing I have no idea who she is with or where she is at. I am so excited. I could be a cuckold in a matter of hours.
Ronald Curry

You could be a cuckold now, just not know it yet!

Fascinating to read your thread this morning and I wonder if your wife has now made you a cuckold. I bet she noticed how your cock stiffened when she mentioned using other men and has a good idea how aroused you are by the possibility. That said, I think you have played this pretty well. All the feelings you have experienced are "cuckold angst". If your wife does (or has) enjoy a new cock, then you will get that gut-wrenching anxiety, jealousy, but amazing arousal that many of us can relate to.

I can relate to much in your thread. We started by using a life-like dildo in bed together and I instigated role-play where I told my wife how much I enjoyed watching another cock slipping in and out of her. The dildo became a lucky stranger my wife had met and she teased me about how naughty she was letting him fuck her in front of me and how if I walked in on them having sex, I wouldn't even try to stop them.

It was a slow 2 years of gentle persuasion and encouragement before my wife actually slept with a young customer from the shop she worked in. My anxiety and insecurity put paid to that and it was to be 9 years before we felt strong enough to try cuckolding again. This time I was better at handling the angst and since then 3 other men have enjoyed fucking my wife, including a former work colleague of mine. This broke 2 of our ground rules, in that we had previously agreed that she wouldn't have sex with anyone I knew and that she'd always use condoms. Mick fucked her bareback and I was treated to my first ever sloppy seconds in bed later. I surprised myself by taking all this in my stride. I never particularly liked this guy. My wife "met" him through Facebook and told me that he had actually asked her out 11 years previously, but she turned him down - she was a good girl then! I found him smarmy, a bit arrogant and he would criticise my work, so knowing that he has now fucked my wife was a little humiliating, but not as humiliating as it will be if we bump into him in town sometime. I know I will have to smile and be polite as if I don't know, whilst he will have that self-satisfied smirk on his face.

Another thing I can relate to is your problem. I am 53 and have noticed that my cock doesn't get as hard now, nor as often as it used to. My wife and I don't have sex very often, though I sometimes benefit when she has been flirting online or been with another man. I haven't tried Viagra or anything like that so far, as I often wake up fully erect, so my cock still actually works. That said, even my early morning hard-ons go down pretty quick. My wife is 46 and has a thing about younger guys. Her first was 12 years younger than her, the next 16 years younger and last year she was vigorously and repeatedly fucked by a 25 year-old soldier, 20 years her junior and the same age as her mister. I am happy to let her make use of young, eager men who's cock stiffen easier and quicker than mine. I have a decent 7 inch penis, but I know I can't compete with these younger men with their fit bodies and their superior stamina in bed. I enjoy seeing my wife so satisfied with a contented smile on her face and a spring in her step, knowing it's thanks to a young man's penis.

Sorry to waffle on Ronald, but I hope my experience is of some help. I will eagerly await further updates from you soon!
Peter C

I am really looking forward to your update. So far so good...just make sure you don't get over-eager with her. She is already taking this in a good direction...at her pace. Take it easy and good luck.

Hopefully you are a cuckold and she finally gets the cock she deserves!

In your original posting you mentioned that your wife brought to your attention the local swing scene. Why not re-mention this and schedule an evening to visit this establishment to see how thing play out. In all of your other postings it seems that your wife is trying to guide you by her actions and comments (computer history). So why don't you pull the cuckold trigger and let her enjoy??? Per your writing of the last 5 months events, she's there and waiting for you.

You should have another night of cards, but let the other players go to the bedroom and "help out" your wife so she doesn't feel neglected!!

The night out "dancing" may have held some surprises or maybe she's just trying to tease you to see how you react before she committs to really taking on other cocks. After much encouragement and uncertainty on her part, my wife finallly surprised me one night by calling and telling me she would be late getting home from work (on a Friday night!). She said she was going with some people from her office. It turned out tha one of the "people" was a young guy who had been coming on to her. She made me a cuckold that night, and when she told me I went crazy with excitement! I couldn't wait to eat that pussy that I knew had been fucked by a stranger. If I had any doubts before, that night removed them all...I learned that I just LOVED to have my woman fucked by other guys and learning about it...later we 'graduated' to my being present while her bull fucks her, but that took a little time. The initial hurdle was to have her do it and me enjoy it. That first night of "dancing" did it for us!! Hope yours turns out as good as mine did!

So on to the update...I was totally feeling the cuckold angst, I could not relax. She came home at about 1:30 she indeed had a change of clothes. Nothing sexy but nonetheless it was all planned. She says her plans got screwed up because her phone died and she couldn't meet up with her friend. She says she stayed at work and drank. She didn't seem too takes or anything but she was up and wanted to have a take and watch TV in bed since I was up anyway. We talked about her night and how she wanted to go and was dissapointed at the turnout. Stil for her to be 2 hours late is kind of suspicius. I started to get relaxy so I didn't try anything with her. I wish I did to see if her pussy looked swollen and creamy but the tv watching bored me and I started dozing off. On a sidenote this was ladies night for the place she was to go to and is notorious spot for picking up sluts. Maybe she got stood up or indeed just got done fucking some guy somewhere. I wish I inspected that pussy. The next morning I looked at her panties and there was a yellwish stain but its misleading because I fucked her before she went to work and came in her so there's no telling of foul play.
Ronald Curry

Good one johnny. There is a great pic out there somewhere that has 4 dudes playing cards using the wifes back as the table and her on all fours. She's offering her mouth to one guy while being fucked by the other, then alternating between the ther two. Except out game doesn't really have anyone she is interested in. We have had some players she flirted with in the past but for the most part that would remain a hot fantasy. Me at the table and having ther guys excuse themselves for moments to go and take care f her in the ther room. That would be so humiliating.
Ronald Curry

Qshot.

I think the swinging thing would be the best entry into the lifestyle. The place that I am aware of and that we both discussed is pretty close to our residence and I think we may just need to go in there. I think swinging would be excellent as having another woman present would make my wife my comfrtable. When discussing swinging in general with my wife in the past she atleast says that it is hot but that "she could never go thru with it" and the "sight of you with another woman would be too hurtful." Such bullcuckolds brownie! I'd be perfectly comfortable watching her play with another couple. Basically watching a man have the ultimate man fantasy of two chicks at once. But I agree that swinging is the best way for us to get into this and I hope that is what ends up happening. Because in that case I'd be getting humiliated by two wmen. YUMMY!!!!

And in response to the showing my wife my computer. I don't think I want to do that. Although for all I know she may already have noticed but Its not the way I want her to find out. I know ne day Ill look back and probably say "damn why didn't I start doing this earlier" but I can take it a day at a time for now and don't want smething extreme like that at this time. Afterall, I think my wife knows of my fetish as she presses the right buttons to get me off, its just a matter of time before it becomes reality.
Ronald Curry

I know this type of girls! if u want her to fuck someone else she will do in a min bec she realy likes to get fucked hard!!!

"After all, I think my wife knows of my fetish as she presses the right buttons to get me off, its just a matter of time before it becomes reality."
Ron you live it everyday so you know best. But above reads that your wife ready and waiting for you. She's press buttons hoping to move you along. Its been 7 months without any movement from you.

You're absoluetly right cuckmann, she is a girl who just loves to get fucked. I know she has had a slutty past but we don't really bring it up in the bedroom as far as comparing me or anything like that.

But this morning I am still high from what I saw last night. My wife was waiting for me to come in the bedroom and when I finally got in she was naked under the covers we made out and then I presented my cock to her mouthm She blew me while I fingered her clit and slid my fingers in her hole. After about 10 minutes I started to fuck her. She was cold so she wanted the covers over us but as I picked up steam she started getting very vocal "OH wow. Fuck ya. That's how you fuck a pussy." we threw the covers off and I was fucking my wife and she was moaning and screaming like I haven't heard in a while. And then, I noticed something strange. I glanced down to look at the blissful scene of a hard cock enter a pussy. I Love to watch this and I coukldnt help but notice something on her thighs. The left had a small hickie on it. The right was more violent lking it looked similar but with teeth like marks. She likes to have her thighs kissed and licked on and sucked hard at times. I played with her this way last this past Sunday the 15th. The last time I had sex with her was on Monday. She's had Tuesday night and all day Thursday to stray on me. Needless to say when I noticed hese I got more turned on and picked up even mre steam I was fuckin her pretty good. She was saying she was about to cum and for me to keep going. Well after another five minutes and I still culdnt reach that peak for her I started to fizzle down. She was not happy. I said "Im sorry baby Ill get it..." she stopped me midsentence. "Stop begging and saying you're sorry just fuckin make me cum" I was able to recoup and get hard again but not to the previous level. I game after another 5 minutes. As I came all over her pussy she said "First of all don't waste ur cum like that either cum inside me or in my mouth and don't u ever stop without me...
Ronald Curry

cumming first" I could sense she was frustrated. In my mind all I could picture were are her thighs. How were these absent from our last sex play. Unless I don't remember and they are indeed from our play from Sunday, she has strayed smewhere in between.

Today I will go down on her and I will mention something about them and test her reaction. I'm also going to mention to her that I'm sorry for stopping and see what she says and If she the least bit suggests she needs more Ill muster up all the courage and blurt out to her the idea of her taking a lover (assuming she already hasn't. The woman has been the most secretive with her phone. She used to let me see her messages. atleast make them visible. But now she tilts her phone away or this morning she bent down to read a text and she saw me creep up from behind she threw her phone in her purse and closed it.

Either way, I think I'm getting very close. Ill try and upload a pic soon so you guys could atleast see what a hot slut I'm workin with.
Ronald Curry

A very interesting update Ronald. It does indeed appear that she has started without you. However, you are going to have to handle this very carefully. If you mention the bites first, your wife will probably become very defensive and deny it, so I would go into submissive mode and apologise for leaving her sexually frustrated. Tell her that you wouldn't blame her one little bit if she were to take a lover and that you would understand and wholeheartedly approve. Confess that the idea turns you on and if you sense her warming to the prospect, then tell her that you thought you noticed some marks on her thighs and that's why you got carried away and let her down. Admit to her that you can see she needs more than you can muster and that she doesn't need to do anything behind your back.

Good luck. I hope the discussion goes well.
Peter C