cuck2wife:
.........things have progressed to the point where i am now commited to wearing panties every day. I have also bought myself a pair of stockings and suspenders and when I masturbate it is nearly always to sissy cuckold porn where the male is degraded. I still consider myself as a straight male as I do not find men sexually attractive in anyway. I also don't have any inner feelings to become a woman or identify as such.
Sissy is as sissy does. You secretly dress feminine under your clothes. You fantasize a great deal about male cock. You may not feel men in general are sexually attractive. However, you certainly spend much time thinking about the sensual goodies potent men can pack inside their underwear! It is possible that you have no feelings to become or identify yourself as a woman. You
DO dress girly underneath even though you hide it below your exterior male clothes. You
DO want a man to masterfully fuck you good and make you
feel like a girl, whether you choose to believe it or not.
cuck2wife:
I still seek a true cuckoldress that understands these feelings but I am now actively trying to pursue my sub sissy side. I still seek a dominant man or women to help guide me and at some points push me down this road.
It seems like you are waiting for a man or woman to go through the hassle of guiding and pushing you into becoming their bitch. This could become a very long wait. There are many sissy bitches out there all dressed up and ready for a man to come and rule them. Good sissies are happy bottoms. Lousy sissies always screw things up by constantly attempting to top from the bottom. Know your place! Good bitch? Bad bitch? Your choice!
cuck2wife:
I am very nervous still but these submissive desires to serve and be used keep pushing there way though.
I believe the best way that you can help your cause is to remove all of your body hair and place your cock into the smallest chastity device that you are able. This will dovetail nicely with your girly undergarments and better guide your attitude into accepting your sissy nature. This also makes it easier to those seeking your ass for good sissy fun!
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