Hormones. Anysissies taking then?

Any wives have their CUCKS on hormones?
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My wife has put me on hormones. It started with herbal breast pills but after 6 months with very little results, she started me on regular estrogen about 2 months ago.
The estrogen has already made a big difference in my body as my breasts have already grown a considerable amount in that short time to a small "B" cup size. It has also affected my hips and butt as I am getting larger in those areas as well due to taking estrogen.
We figure I should end up at least a full "C" cup in about a year.

We have agreed now that she be allowed to find a lover or two as I can no longer achieve a full erection so it would be very difficult to penetrate her any more. In several more months, I won't be able to get hard at all due to taking the hormones.
Because of that, she agreed to help me learn "the other side" so she has been giving me lesmisters on how to please a man. These have included making me get on my knees and suck on her dildo (the other side of it is inside of her so she gets satisfaction), and laying on my back while she penetrates me. While on my back she is always encouraging me with comments about how well I am doing and that I will be really good when a man takes me.
I guess it's the hormones but I am get more used to that idea and more into thinking that way.
I'm not sure where it will all end or how much longer I will be able to pass as a man as it is already difficult to hide my breasts (especially my nipples the way they stick out now), or how pants fit now.
I know I love my wife and if this is what it will tske to stay with her then so be it.

Oh and she also said that since I can't take care of her as a man anymore, then I'll need to take care of her other needs including cleaning her with my mouth. She said that way I'll get used to the taste of cum since I'll soon be getting it directly from a man.
And yes, I stay dressed as a female now whenever I am home.

I have been taken off the hormones because my titties were getting too big and everyone started to notice especially at work. There is only a certain point where you can call them 'man boobs' and not notice that they are actually boobs.
Saying that I still wish I was still on them as their feminizing effects were soooo good, and I just love my titties

What happens if you take your wifes birth control pills?

use clomid...
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As I understand it, clomid would effectively block the estrogen. I've been on estrogen (Estrofem 2mg tablets, three times a day) for almost three months now. I'm not sure where my wife gets them from but she makes sure that I take them on schedule. My body is changing quite a bit already in those three months and I worry about what I will look like in a years time. It feels different the way I think about things too now. I used to be straight but now I find myself thinking more about men too. I can't believe the effect it has already made on how my butt looks. I didn't think it had until my wife got a pair of women's jeans for me to wear and I was attracted to my own ass when I saw myself in the mirror.
She says we are going to start going out together soon and I needed a few things to wear when we do. I'm not looking forward to it.

Yes - Clomid would have the same effects as say Nolvadex (Tamoxifen) - it works as an anti-estrogen

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I believe that you may be thinking that I want to block the estrogen that my wife is having me take.
I thank you but I want to do what my wife thinks is best for me. She recently said the I need to start taking another medication as well. This one is called Cyproterone and she said it will help reduce my testosterone so that the Estrofem will be more affective and help me along even more toward my, and our new lives together.
I know I feel better since I started taking the medication, much more calm.
And my wife is nicer to me now too. We get along much better since this all started. She is always complimenting me on things and we enjoy our time together. She said I'm almost ready to start going out full time now as a woman and then we will be even closer with more opportunity to be together.
She hasn't said anything else in awhile about finding someone to satisfy her needs so I'm wondering if maybe she changed her mind and she and I will still be doing those things together. I hope so as I miss being close with her.

Katie you are so lucky to have reached the point you are at now. I had almost reached that point but my wife stopped me taking the hormones and still does not want me to go out full time.
It is getting a tad bit frustrating for me. Seize every opportunity gives you for you never know when things might change ... Tanya x

tanyahowes, You're sooooo lucky to have been on hormones!!! I wish I had titties, I would accidently let some women work see them, AND would show the off at the beach wearing a two pies swim suite. Kisses, Don
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Well it's been three full months now and my breasts seem a little bigger each day. Actually my bra's do feel "snugger' so I KNOW that I am still changing. I'm filling out a 'B' cup now pretty well! I have to admit that it is really nice having breasts of my own! They are so sensitive to the touch and have such a nice "jiggle" when I walk. I used to love seeing other girls "jiggle" before and now I get to feel it! It is so cool!
My wife said we need to go bra shopping soon so I'm ready for the next step. My clothes are tighter around my hips and butt now too and my waist is getting smaller. Must be from my dieting.
At first, I was hesitent about doing all this and changing the way she said would be better for me. But the further I get into this the more I can see that she was right and I am enjoying it!
She said she feels closer to me now too so that's better for us I think.
When we do anything together now (hardly ever anymore), the only thing that comes out of me is a little clear stuff. Which of course my wife likes me to clean up with my tongue. She said it's better if I get used to the taste sooner. My cock is already to the point where it doesn't really get hard anymore either. Must be the Cyproterone doing it's work on my body now too.
My wife said it doesn't really matter as she loves me no matter what and we snuggle alot too.

Well, it seems that after being asked about this that no one really wants to hear. Hmmm??
Anyway a little update (if anyone is listening). My wife told me Friday that she dose have another man now to "take care of her". She said she still loves me but does need to feel a man's big cock inside of her. She said that someday soon I would understand better what she means. Not exactly sure what she means by that but I think I have a good idea.
Anyway, she went out last night (Saturday) to meet this man and she didn't get home until about 3:00 am this morning. She is still in bed and I'm feeling left out and lonely. I even cried a little this morning even though I'm happy that she is getting what she wanted and seemed very happy.
I'm wondering what will happen when she wakes up and we talk about it.

I love hearing these stories. I desire to be fully feminized someday. I am fairly overweight and already have bigger boobs than my wife. The other day when we had sex she laughed. When I asked why, she said, "Because your boobs are bouncing more than mine!" I came immediately. It was incredible for me.

Smitty
Then your wife should start you on hormones too. She would probably enjoy you more as a woman and then she could also have the pleasure of a man once you no longer are capable of being one.
You could probably go on a double date then too and have your own boyfriend.
The sooner you start becoming a woman the happier you both will be, trust me, I know!
Just imagine when you have huge boobs, the pleasure you will get from them because they are so sensative! And having to wear a bra everyday to help support your breasts.
Wearing skirts and dresses is so much more comfortable and cooler although the high heels can be a bit uncomfortable after awhile.
Good luck!

Im on androcur and it works great. My dick has shrunk, I cant get it up and I luv it.

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Sissy TV Indian Slut who loves to dress like a slut and paint nails. I love having a small soft cock and want to watch my wife with a real man. I am a sissy and I love it. I love it when my wife's ex husband fucks her and makes me watch.

Well my wife has started a "new" thing with me. Since I can't hard anymore, she started using her toys more. She ordered some new toys to go with what she already had. She gave me a present of a dildo of my own to use.
Not only that but she bought a long double ended and we use it together now. Instead of me being inside of her like we used to do, now we share a common dildo as we have sex. I have to say it is definitely different and it is exciting to be "connected" to her again even if it is just by sharing a dildo together. She has such a look of satisfaction on her face now when she is filled up and especially when the other end is stuffed inside of me.

She said she really enjoys watching me using my new toy and I have to admit that I am feeling a lot of satisfaction feeling the dildo inside of me.
The last time I used it, she came over with her dildo and stuck it in my mouth as I was using mine, sliding it in and out of me. She said I looked like a natural sucking on it.

She went again last night (Saturday) and didn't get home till about 3:00 am. When she did finally get home, she got her dildo out and started using it on herself but she kept taking it out and making me suck on it, then she would stick it back insife of her and start again.

If you want some HOT stories on this theme, read Vicky Tern at "fictionmania" you're living my dream. kisses,
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I love your story, I can't help but play with myself when I am reading it.... I'm looking forward to hearing about when you are 'taken' by your first man, as I am sure you must be too..... I have to go now and get something for my ass.....

Thank you for your positive responses to my posts. I would like to say that what I have been posting is actually true.
One of my "chores" today is to order more of my medicine. My wife has made that my duty to keep up with my medications including making sure that I have enough available.
The neighbors, I think, are finally getting used to seeing me dressed as a female although it wasn't easy at times. My wife has me do the gardening dressed appropriately of course. She said that it's a part of being a woman to take care of a flower garden. I think she is equating this to my little garden between my legs.
I have to say that I have started fantasizing a bit about being with a man and it wasn't long ago that I really only wanted to be with a woman. The feeling of being filled up with a dildo made me start wanting to feel a real cock inside of me. I told my wife this and she smiled and told me it was only natural that I should feel that way now.
She has started a new game where she puts the double end dildo inside of her and holds while having me suck on it. She likes it best when I'm on my knees in front of her. She tells me just how to suck on it, working it deep into my mouth. She even manages to cum while we are doing this so I feel good that I am making her happy. And I'm enjoying it too.

My wife came home today and told me that she has a boyfriend now and she's going out tonight with him.
I feel very sad because I realize I'm no longer the man in her life.
I guess I didn't really think about it before because we were still intimate and enjoyed each other and now I have to share her.
She told me she needs to feel a real cock inside her and I can't even get hard anymore plus I've shrunk so much overall already.
She wants me to help her get ready too. She asked me if I would do her nails for her after her shower and help her with her hair.
It makes me feel good that she still wants me to help her anyway I can.
She said that she would have another surprise for me tomorrow too. I'm not sure if I want to know or not.
Time for another pill.

Well she got home last night about 3:00. I waited up for her (at her request) and she had a strange look on her face when she got home and seemd excited.
I didn't want to ask her anything about her date and she said she wanted to go to bed right away. So i figured that maybe nothing had happened. We got in into bed and she got our toys out right away so I was all set for some together time and great sex. I started by putting a dildo into her pussy and she started moaning right away and put her hands on mine to work the dildo in and out of her pussy. Just when I thought she was really getting into it, she pulled it out and stuck it into my mouth to suck on. It tasted different then normal so I immediately realized that I was tasting another man with her juices.
At first I was repulsed and wanted to take it out of my mouth but she kept working it in my mouth not letting it come out.
When she finally took it out of my mouth, she got up from the bed and went into her purse. When she came back she had a condom (yes used and full) and she put it onto the dildo so that the inside was now outside.
I wanted to get up and leave but she started telling me how much I would like it and soon be looking forward to it. She kept encouraging me and held it by her pussy sticking up like it was a real cock. Then she took my hand and put it onto the cock, and had me stroking it. It felt so smooth and slick with the cum all over it that I kept stroking it while she kept telling me how good it would taste, encouraging me to put it into my mouth that I finally did.
I started with just a little bit and soon I was sucking the entire dildo into my mouth sucking all the cum off of the cock. (She kept calling it a cock.) Then with all the cum that was still on my hand, I wiped it onto the dildo and layed on my back while she started working the cock inside of me while she positioned herself with her pussy over my mouth.
She kept telling me how good a girl I am turning into and soon I would have real cocks to enjoy.
This morning while having coffee, she made sure to say how we both had a man's cum inside of us.


We both

My girlfriend has been making me take her pee for almost two years. I think it is beginning to affect me. My 'man boobs' have gotten a little out of hand.

I have been more feminine in many aspects of my behavior. I am beginning to think that the female hormones in her pee are causing this.
I will make you crazy.

A girls pee does have hormones in it so you are probably right that her pee is the cause of your breasts. The question is, are you enjoying your breasts? or is your girlfriend enjoying your breasts? If she is or you are you should consider continuing your feminization. Start taking an estrogen (Estrofem is a good one) to help your breasts grow more, you'll find your breasts will get so nice and sensative to the touch (or lick) that you'll want them to keep growing and getting more sensative! When you walk, you'll get horney just from feeling them bounce and rubbing on your shirt (or blouse) and I bet your girlfriend will love playing with them too! And your girlfriend apparently enjoys you more as a sub then a boyfriend anyway so if you want to stay with her, then you should start estrogen right away!

great threadstory katie1 please keep on!

Thank you cccm for the kind words, and eriko I've been a member of that group for awhile now as my wife likes me to be involved with what she is doing with me.

I enjoy talking with the other "girls" there too as they are very supportive and offer great insight into the changes.

I will say that my wife went out again last night with much the same results as last week. Only this time I wasn't surprised with everything.
And I actually found myself looking forward to tasting more cum, as strange as that may sound. Maybe it's the hormones working to change my perspective on enjoying sex. I know my wife seemed very happy to see me want to suck the dildo covered with the cum on it and kept telling me how good I was doing sucking it as she held the dildo in my mouth and her other hand at the back of my head as she kept feeding me the didlo. She also started talking about me sucking a real man off and how good it feels to make a man happy that way and it made me want to keep going and thinking about the dildo as a real cock in my mouth. It just seemed to be natural at that point to me to be with a man as strange as that may seem. But I look at myself and now, I see only a woman. I feel happier this way, I feel more fulfilled as a permister being a woman.
My wife said her "boyfriend" is going to be coming over today. She said he was looking forward to meeting me too, but I'm still very nervous about it.
I know I'll be spending a lot of time getting ready and trying to figure out what to wear, and I'm still not sure if I really want to meet this man that replaced me with my wife and him knowing that I've already tasted his cum (my wife told him what she had done with me).
My wife did get me a present for today too, it's a really pretty apron that she said would help me keep my clothes clean when I'm cooking and also a very pretty pearl necklace to wear.
I'm still very nervous!

Hi Katie,
Great story and one i find very erotic. I wera panties and stockings at work and my wife lets me paint my toe nails but thats it i am afraid.
I have always fantasised about being a woman.

I have some questions if you would be so kind.

Is this experiance as great as it sounds?

Do you miss anything of being a man?

Do you think your wife and you will always be together?

Once you have taken the hormones and your breasts / hips enlarged do they return to normal once you stop?

Does you penis return to a normal size when you stop?

Will you eventually have a sex change?

Where can you buy the hormones and what is the cost? ( we are in UK)

Thank you once again for your story.
I look forward to hearing of your life in the future

Hi Happysub


Thank you for your interest and compliments.
I'll try to answer your questions as best I can. To be honest, I have always been into crossdressing (I thought that was all it was about) for as long as I can remember. I went through the typical binge and purge cycles for years and thought that being married would help stop the urges.
Then after my divorce to my first wife I started to really get into dressing again.
It was shortly after that when I met my current wife. I didn't tell her about my other side for a few years and when I did she was rather upset to start. But after awhile of seeing the benefits she not only accepted it, but she promoted it for me.
As with your situation, she would set out panties and panthose for me to wear to work. The she added to it by setting out tampons for several days each month and making me take a "change" with me to work.
Again, reenpowering the female side within me. She became more "dominant" and added chores for me to do and always dressed as a girl. She would always say things to compliment my female side while adding comments about how much better I could look with "additional help". Then about 9 months ago she has me start taking herbal breast growing pills which soon changed to regular female hormones.
Now my hips have already widened a fair amount and I'm bordering on a "B" cup breast size. My outlook and moods have softened and I do feel so much better this way.
My penis is still shrinking and barely gets firm when I'm excited. I doubt if I could penetrate a vagina anymore.
I would have to say that I have very minimal desire to have sex as a man anymore and the fact that my wife has still been intimate and taught me to enjoy sex as a women has caused me to want to continue to move forward this way. The excitement I feel from so many areas of my body now is so much better than as a man!
I do think that we will be together but it will continue to evolve. I have thought about this and wonder what my wife really thinks and feels in this regard as well. I feel that at the very least we will always be best friends no matter what as we have a deep bond.
As for things returning to "normal", I've heard that they won't and I've heard that they will (see The hyperlink is visible to registered members only! this site has an enormous amount of information regarding the whole prcess). Since I've not experienced stopping, I cannot answer that question.
"Penis returning to normal" - I just don't care about it anymore and again, I can't honestly answer your question. I do know that at that site, they say that you can basically take hormones for six months and if you stop then, that things return to normal.
I don't know yet about having a sex change. I really didn't think that things would go this far! Again, as probably is in your mind, would that cause a loss of our partner? But then again, to her I'm already a women and only a women to her so like whats the difference? I've just started to even think about it.
Actually I purchase my hormones from the UK. Ironic isn't it?
the site is;
The hyperlink is visible to registered members only!
Estrofem 2mg 3 Packets USD $45.00
Spironolactone 25mg 2 Bottles USD $22.00
Discount - US $3.00 USD ($3.00)
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Total USD $64.00

The Estrofem I take a 2mg pill three times a day. This is the estrogen that replaces the testosterone. The Spiro blocks the testosterone.
I believe that once your wife understands the benefits of your feminization, commonality in interests, sharing clothes, shopping together, the cooking and cleaning aspects that you would probably be more inclined to at least help with if not do entirely, and the list goes on.
I'm just learning though that I may no longer be fulfilling enough as a sex partner and she wants to feel a man inside of her again.
I think that tis has led to a bit of guilt for her as well and her way of making it right is for me to have sex too. That's probably why she has started having me eating cum from her boyfriend on a dildo (which I am really starting to enjoy already believe it or not).
I know that I love the feeling of having a large dildo inside me much as she feels and I understand why she misses having a man to fill her.
Answering your questions has helped me to understand some things better too so I thank you.
I look forward to continuing my journey and I will continue writing about it here as well.
If you would like any other information, please feel free to ask me.

I would like to start taking female hormone pills. I'm quite petite, 5'7", 140lbs. small weiner, small hands. I'd be a HOT little Shemale some day.
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