Penis Size Obsession

I know cuckolds come in all shapes and sizes and penis size doesn't play a role in everyone's fantasies - HOWEVER - it does for many of us and particularly for those of us who are below average.

If penis size is a big turn on for you, when and how did this develop?

As for me, one incident really stands out in my memory. I went to a backpacking summer program and was very eager to have any type of first sexual experience. Of our group of perhaps 12 participants, one girl was known to be particularly slutty so I made her the object of my pursuit. One night in the dark we were making out and I had my finger fumbling around her very wet slit. Right next to us another couple was getting it on as well - my buddy and his girl. As I looked over for a moment I saw that his ******** bag was unzipped part way down and his girlfriend was giving him a handjob. I could not believe the size. Her fingers did not meet as she stroked up and down the girth. He was also noticeably longer than me, but it was the thickness that always stuck with me. Later the girl I was with joked that I was more interested in watching them than in getting with her. I denied it, of course, but it was true.

Well, if you've got an origin story on penis size fetish, let's hear it.

We were watching a porn movie, and this huge black guy was really plowing this girl, and my wife's eyes were noticeably widened. As things progressed, i asked her if she liked that big black dick on that guy. She emphatically said "Oh, yeah!'
"Would you like to fuck a cock that big?" I asked her, and she once again wholeheartedly agreed.
"Sorry if my cock isn't big enough for you." I told her, while doing my best to keep pounding into her from above.
- I thought she'd say something like "It's not the size of the ship, honey..." But, she didn't say that.
She pulled my head down next to her head, and whispered in my ear - "It's okay, baby"
"What's okay?" I mumbled into her ear and neck.
"It's not your fault you have a baby dick." She whispered right into my ear.
Which I thought made me mad, so I started pounding her harder... and I was getting harder. And she knew it.
"Oh, you like that? You like when I tell you that you have a little tiny baby dick?"
Oddly, I thought, as my orgasm built, I do like it. "Yes!" I said, through the gritted teeth of orgasm.
Then it was off to the races. More porn, mostly with big black cocks and white girls, and two black dildos that spent way more time inside her than I did the last 3 years we were together.
Now I've embraced it. As a sissy. with a tiny babydick,

I always knew I was small from the changing rooms at school. When my wife first saw my cock she remarked that it was cute, and 'just right for me', but later admitted that it was the smallest she had ever had. Knowing that was a huge turn on for me and planted the seed.

Hubby and I were watching porn together and I never really put 2 and 2 together on his penis size vs. the size of porn stars. I knew he had a good body and an attractive penis and the ones on the screen seemed to be somewhat larger, but just on bigger guys, so I really wasn't focused on size. But the more I watched... the more I became curious. One night I was out with a girlfriend and she told me she was looking forward to having sex with her husband later, and that she needed a few ****** to "loosen up in every way". I asked her what she meant, and she said her husband has an XL penis that can be a challenge at times. I asked her just how big XL was - and she said - we have measured it and it's nearly 9 inches long and 6 inches around. She asked about my hubby and I wasn't sure, but I told her I didn't ever need to loosen up LOL. I agreed i'd measure it to find out. That night I did and i've been obsessed with size ever since. Hubby was a good sport and even very excited when I measured him, but it definitely opened a door i can't close.
small girl who likes bIg men

I thought I was average. I thought I was straight. i was neither. I passed by an adult theater every day driving to work when I was 19. Sometimes on the way home I would park, trying to get up the nerve. I finally did,and man was it dark. I just wanted to see if the movies in the theater were different, I was unprepared for the guy who came and sat in front of me. Soon he turned around in his seat and, of course, had his dick out.
"You wanna touch it?" No! I said, a little too loudly. I got up to leave, but I paid good money, I thought I would just sit somewhere else. So I took a leak, and found a seat surrounded by empty seats. I saw a guy a couple of rows over kneel down to suck the guy's dick that was next to him. I had always had bi tendencies, so I wasn't appalled or anything,but I had gone for a long time remaining straight so I told myself, no messing around. And I didn't. The first time. The second time, believe it or not, this woman thought I was cute and wanted me to finger her and suck her titties while her husband sat next and jacked off. Sometimes he would sneak a finger in her pussy, pull it out and suck on it. I got her to cum on my fingers, a little technique I had figured out in high school.
She left, and I'm still all amped up. I go pee, get a *****, and head back in, not meeting eyes with all the old dudes in the lobby. It's so dark, I finally find a seat almost by feel.
Noticing motion, I look to the left and there is a black man there. He must have had his eyes and mouth closed, because that is all I could really see.
There was a seat between us, and soon enough I heard the swiping cloth sound of him jacking off. The movie is pretty hot so I drop my zipper and reach in and begin fondling my little dick. He keeps glancing over, so I keep glancing over, not being able to see anything, it so dark.
He taps my arm and slowly reached for my hand, whispering... I know you want to touch it. Don't ya? He says very politely, but also very confidently, pulling my hand to his lap.
At first I jumped, and pulled my hand away! There is no way that could be his dick. I thought it was a small ****** or something. I could not get my hand around it, and it was as long as my forearm, I swear. I just kept staring into the darkness as I started stroking him to be able to see it during the brighter parts of the movie that I wasn't even watching.
He chuckled, and said, "yeah you like that big black snake don't you?" I just nodded, embarrassed that he said it loud enough for the people around us to hear.
"You need to use both hands if you want to make daddy cum." He whispered, leaning over toward me. So I moved over a seat, and was moving my hands all up and down it.
Some guy sat kitty corner in front of us, sneaking looks back toward us. I could tell he was furiously pumping himself.
He put an arm around me, and tried to pull my head down to suck it. I let him pull my head closer, but would not put it in my mouth, even when he grabbed it and rubbed it against my face.
"You don't want to suck daddy's big dick" he said. I shook my head.
The guy in front of us turned around and said "I'll suck it"
"Alright. Then get over here and suck so I can get back to work."
That dude popped out of his seat and came around like he was late for something. Moment of complete awkwardness as I realized I had been replaced, and had to let go of this magnificent cock, while the other guy was standing in front of me, waving me away.
So I got up and left, and once out of the door, I ran to my truck, jumped in, pulled down my pants and furiously jacked myself thinking about my first big black cock.

Of course now I would jump at the chance to suck a big black cock