Think wife cheated last night

Hey turnstone. Not much to update. My wifes been on the rag since Sunday. I really wanted to follow up to that last session with the denial and even scored a Viagra for the occation so I can atleast give it to her good. But well have to wait for that one.

A few interesting revelations. First the cell phone bill has come in. Now we text a lot. A lot! Yet in the last month or so the frequency is way way down. However, there was an unusually high amount of texts on her part. 1700+. I hope to have new phones really soon and will have to check out the SpyBubble. Something seems fishy here. Besides that she's been coming home late. I know she's usually done with work around 11 but then doesn't come home till 1..Last night it was past 2am. I confronted her casually about why she came so late and it was because of coworkers BDay. That's about it at the moment. Ill keep you updated if anything comes up.
Ronald Curry

Well, it looks that there could be things going on behind your back, despite her denials, you need to work further on the communication, and get progressively through how hot it would be for you if she would take well-endowed lovers; if she's having affairs without telling you, and enjoying it, I don't think she would stop for long, the best you can do is to get onboard and be involved in the loop
If she's not having affairs, it will be no harm anyway to talk, and share your feelings
Good luck, take care!

Thanks turn, and do others who feel the same way. Look, its hard to go from 0-60. Know what I mean? Right now I'm still a man that takes what he wants. I can fuck my wife whenever the fuck I want. Its right there. Now I do go onto a site that caters to absurd fetishes of me wanting to lick others mens cuck from their wives pussies. They encouragr it and even put their pathetic cocks inside cages. Pretty fuckin bizarre cuckolds brownie. This is a minority group. Of all the millions and billions of people only 95K have an account here? My wife is a slut. She enjoys sex and I'm smart enough and aware to realize she may require more than I can give her. She puts on the conservative front, but being a step ahead I know her desire is more. Someone mentioned taking it slow, and that's what I intend to do. When I confronted her about the cheating I brought up the caveat that I won't be mad and that I want to work it out. At that moment that woman was emotional. Despite my expertice at reading people, she was an enigma abd avoided all my inquiries to her inifidelity flawlessly. I'm gonna take the gamble and roll the dice with holy water. Will get her fucked up and see where that takes us. I think we will both enjoy this lifestyle, its going to be hard for me as according to someone "Im all over the place" and "confusing". To that I say fuck you. Its natural to feel this way. I've always been into Femdom and this is the ultimate way to express that and my love to my woman. We are naturals and not meant to be tied to one permister. Just look at divorce rates ladyfucker. Plus I love porn and what better show than my wife. I need advice on one aspect. I'm not gay. When I fantasize cuck the bull is faceless just a cock. Yet I would lick cum out of pussy. Kiss my wife after she gave blowjob. Depending on situation lick balls while he drills. How the fuck do I explain that. I an not gay no attraction to man. How do I tell my wife that part. That its her I desire and I desire her pleasure and orgasm, even from other men. that's tough.
Ronald Curry

I suppose licking and kissing are part of the fun, a way of joining in, sharing things and providing her more intense feelings, it is related to your Femdom feelings and express your love to her.
I don't know to what extent you need to tell and explain about licking cum or balls for the moment, just see what happens in the next few days and weeks, and make the most of the opportunities that might come your way

Glad you are alive and well Ronald. My wife has always been a slut as wll, but acts very conservative..except when men are around. I have always been a bit sexually submissive. It took a while to get to the point of cucking. But after years it is just how our sexuality works together..Take last night. We had a function at our main office. My wife and I kind of make the rounds talking to people. Several guys I have never met seemed to know her real well. SO as the evening goes we seperate, she is talking to some people and I am talknig with another group. A few hours go by and I am getting tired so go hunting for the wife.. I search everywhere. SO I go arund to this darkish back area to look for the restroom...what do I see. My wife kind of hidden bck in a corner french kissing this black guy with her hand down his pants playing with his cock. I sneak back around and head back to the party. I talked with some more people and waited. Not sure if he fucked her but it was an hour and a half before she reappeared.

So my point is that you are right and being patient is the way to go. Seems like you'll are well on your way.

I also apologized earlier for stating you were confusing us. You have to remember we are not in your head so only go off what we are reading....so for me it was a bit confusing...again I apologize

Any update Ronald? Are things pretty much the same, any interesting talk or development?

Nothing extraordinary to update. I've permisterally been exercising and onto a better diet. My permisteral sex life has got much better and I have been able to make my wife cum from penetration. The last 5 times we've had sex the toy has only come out once and that was because I stepped out of the room. When I returned it she was on her way to using it and she enjoys kisses over her body and especially her nipples while she plays with herself. I know not to distract her and follow her body language and embrace her play. Other than that pretty normal stuff.
One night we were watching tv and turned to the movie Boogie Nights which niether of us hadn't seen. It was amazing to watch her reaction when to my surprise a cuckold scene presented itself in the movie. The husband is home from work and unwinding by having a seat on the couch. He bears noises from the bedroom and walks over. He walks in on his wife riding a stud reverse on the couch. "What the fuck is going on?" he asks. "What does it look like. was her response. The bull said for him to close the door and the cuck did not oblige. The wife told him to go relax on the couch which he did. It was hot and her reaction was receptive. Almost as if her jaw dropped. The couple was revisited shortly after with the wife fucking someone outdoors with spectators. The husband again approached his hot wife but she said "You"re embarrasing me and get lost." I could read her and she was really into it. We had sex shortly after.

Last tidbit, same thing watching a show together and one of the main characters cheated on her boyfriend. My wife smirked and just looked like a guilty slut. I said how can she do that to him. My wife responded with "She wanted him." I asked her if she could ever do that to me just kind of an out the blue question and my wife said No but her body language and facial expressions said yes.

Over the past few weeks I have got to her phone several times and she has started talking to an old friend she linked up with at a night out recently. He lives out of s
Ronald Curry

The down side to the cuckold in Boogie Nights is that it led the guy to eventually ******* his wife, the guy that was fucking her and himself. Not a happy ending

Thanks for the update, glad to see things are going ok, just keep taking it easy with a few hints, and see what happens in the next few weeks!

Not too much to update but there has been more progress made in the right direction. We had a fight a few weeks back which is actually rare for us. Holy Water was involved and things were said. but nothing hurtful. We smoothed it over and talked and things are better. Were In love and work thru the drama, which quite honestly is rare for us.

Anyway, she has been more sexual of late. First, her phone still chirps at night but I know most of the time its her best girlfriend. Not sure she is still talking to the old guy friend she met at the party who lives out of state but he's coming down on Thanksgiving. He's a potential prospect to fuck her so I'm alert to that. She gave Brian, her fired coworker a ride home. She didn't come home aburdly late but on normal time that night. Didn't say cuckolds brownie but felt compelled to tell me the next day. "Brian came in, him and Karla (his ex he's trying to reconcile with) had a huge fight she left him there and he was stranded. He asked if I could drop him off. Which since it is on the way, I felt bad and did. OMG what a huge mistake. He kept grabbing me fuckin around grabbing the steering wheel he was wasted. Never again he's crazy. I was so scared" I'm not an idiot, she probably fucked him, but because of our circumstances she's probably too scared to tell me. Its becoming more clear that I am the one who will have to open up the can of worms and comfortably nudge her in the direction of being a hotwife to an adoring cuck.
Ronald Curry

As for the sex its got steamy. One night she slipped into bed as I was already arelax and started to rub her ass on my cock which instantly grew. That night we made love I was super hard as I usually am when being awoke and surely made her cum that night. The next night she got a little wasted takeing vodka and was in freak mode. She said "I need you to lick my ass" and "oh get my toy" what a request! I did as told. Licked her pussy and got it wet and then went and ate her ass in every imaginable position possible. She came all over the place the sheets were so wet. She said Ill be doing this more often and won't be able to stop until she says I could. Then just told me to tongue fuck her ass which I did. Eventually her craving for cock gave in and I fucked her ass while she played with her toy. For the first time she had me lick her toy and she really got off on that. Even sticking it in my mouth and making me suck it like a cock. It was intense. The same scenerio repeated itself the following night as I also was told to eat her ass.

Then last night really sealed the deal with her progression towards dominance. Now I knew it was going to be a late night and I rubbed a few rounds out cuz I was so horny. When she came home she came into bed naked and wanted cock. I gave her whatever I had left. she was wet and kept egging me on "cmon fuck me...fuck me..you can do better than that" I had to piss. When I looked down I noticed and unusual amound of white substance just below the head of my cock. I scooped up a signifant amount and put it to my lip. It was sticky, the taste sweet but a tad salty. Could it be? I was so horny and when I went back she just layed there spent. I lifted her up doggy style but before I dove my tongue in. Her clit seemed very swollen and enlarged. I was so horny I plunged in and fucked her behind to moderate moaning. Turned her around and fucked some more. What I heard was another mind fuck "Cmon FUCK ME! fuck me harder. This is pathetic. Those last words really started to make me go over t
Ronald Curry

over the edge. "Im going to have to take my pussy away. You're not fucking it hard enough. I'm going to take it away from you. This is pathetic" Never would I have thought I'd hear those words. That's the words of a sexually frustrated woman who plays with a dildo and needs far more than I could provide her. This morning I peaked at her panties last might. Lengthy white stain directly where her pussy would be. not that wide but a big stain nonetheless. Not sure if that was female secretions on her panties and on my cock last night or if I was given a sloppy seconds session without my knowledge or consent. Who am I kidding? I'd gladly give my consent. Ill keep playing into her dominant angle while dropping more and more hints. I'm sure by now she is aware that her words especially things like "im taking my pussy away" and "this is pathetic" give my cock a raise. She is fully aware and is probably just waiting for me to ask her. Some of the advice is starting to make more sense and I don't want to waste anymore time. I want her to get what she deserves and for me to enjoy it as well. The misery of being a cuck is very intriuging.
Ronald Curry

You're both progressing in your minds
Hope you will be able to be there when she can receive and enjoy a proper fucking, that would be very intense and a great moment to share!

Things are moving along even more so. My wife has become a bit more distant. We used to text back and forth all day long and now not so much. Two nights ago shed even fibbed. She said she had a meeting for work at 530 at her job and that it wouldn't take more than an hour. Turns out the meeting was a rewards dinner at a different location that took nearly 4 hours. She came back home with her girlfriends so I couldn't confront her. I decided to drop it since it was so petty. But she also shut her phone off during this time and my texts were unreturned. She is super secretive with her phone and everytime I get a peek at her communication with other men its always "we should hang out sometime." I've read a lot of stuff on this subject and being someone whose been cucked in the past I think its time I have that talk with my wife. You're right stone, it would be beneficial to our relationship and she really needs the proper fucking and would make a great hotwife. I think tonight I will pick up a few bottles of wine and see where that takes us.
Ronald Curry

Maybe next time she is tellnig you to fuck her better and that your cock is pathetic...that is a great time to start teasing that maybe she needs to have a boytoy with a bigger cock to help keep her satisfied. When you are fucking her tell her that you bet she wished a guy with a big cock was fucking her properly instead of your cock....see what she says

I am excited to see that things are progressing. As secretive as she is with her phone there is a good chance she has been accepting other cocks in her pussy already.

I agree that at some point she has been fucked. The odds are very high that I'm wearing the horns without even knowing it. Even her friends seem to act funny around me. But again I've tried asking her but loiking back went about it the wrong way.
There was some hotwife literature I read last night that really put things in perspective even more. Touched on subjects on why a man is a cuckold and how he became that way. There was a striking statement that read "a man may have been exposed to cuckold at the critical sexual age of 16-20 and that he may have to accept being a cuckold for life depending on if he took back the cheating woman." That was exactly what's happened to me and why I seek this fetish/lifestyle. What's even more disturbing is when I read up on "cuckold angst." and the struggles that come with it. When I masturbate or fuck my wife I think of cuckold images etc. as soon as I cum I am completely removed from that fantasy and actually find it repulsive. Then the cycle starts up again and I can't stop thinking about it. I bet a mental doctor would have a field day with me. Regardless I'm going to give my wife this gift and I hope its rewards are worth itl I imagine that they are. Well just have to make sure we talk about it.
Ronald Curry

As for the Boogie Nights cuckold, yes that was tragic. Luckily we didn't finish the movie so she didn't see him blast everyone.

But her face told me all I needed to know when she watched those two cuckold scenes. She has this smirk on her face and I could tell she was horny from it. We went straight to the bedroom shortly after. It was a good and innocent way to show my wife the fetish.
Ronald Curry

Thats intersting Ronald. When I was that age every girl I was with either dumped me after sex or cheated on me. But I never put it together that it was because I was small cocked. And yes I took back the ones that cheated on me knowning that everyone knew she did and would do it again to me. SO that is very true. When I am in horny mode I thnk about cucking constantly. I get visions of my wife laying there, cum leaking from her, her still gaping open after aome hung guy just plesured her. When her and I have sex I have to think about all the other cocks that have been in her pussy or I just can not cum. SO I used to get a bit turned off by the whole thing after I came. In fact I used to fantasize about it before she started cucking me, which was a bout a year into dating. But once she started openly cucking me I stopped feeling that way and stillenjoyed it after I came. So mayeb once she does it and actually cucks you those feelings of disgust will stop...they did for me. But I have also been openly cucked by her for 10 years now so it is just part of our marraige

Another questionable night as she came in shortly after 4am. Just a few nights earlier she had stayed out till 230. Anyway I tried laying down around 2 and thought she would be home and since she had just ended her period a couple of days ago, it would be nice to get a fuck in before bed. I waited and waited and she had not come home. Now the previous night she had stayed out late I texted her wondering where she was but she hadn't responded. I didn't bother her this time but all the cuckold angst in the world was building up inside. Like a lunatic, and I'm a pretty normal guy but I'm not sure what the hell came over me last night, but I stared through the peep hole of our front door. Hoping I'd catch her walking up. Minutes later she pulled up. I ran and sat on the couch and had the laptop fired up. My heart was racing very fast and I was so nervous. She entered and sad "Hi baby" like there is nothing wrong with this scenerio. I grilled her on what time it was "I know what time it is" she said. Then went onto a story of how she had to stay at work will 230 and she had a take with (insert name). Which is always her excuse. She was nervous too I could tell. I asked what was going on and that she could tell me. She was now getting pissed and began leaving the room. I noticed her jeans were unbottoned. "My button fell off, I put it on the counter" As you can see her dialouge was standoffish. I'm at this time did not approach this as a cuckold but still as a paranoid man who has a wife who is potentially straying. Her body language and eyes suggested there was more to this story than a wife having an after work take, especially so late. Most bars around here close at 2am. The ones open till 5am are a different story.. I grilled her on some of her details. Why she had to work till 230 when she closes at 1200. She had no answer there. Keep in mind when she had her license suspended a few months ago I would have to pick her up on the nights she works. During that month I got a text to pick her up usually around 1130.
Ronald Curry

So now all of a sudden she is staying out late and not even telling me not to wait up. Obviously my insecurity last night is a major turnoff. That's not 3 times I've brought up cheating and my wife still won't admit to anything despite some serious red flags. Stuck in a very difficult spot as tonight I have to talk this thru with her and we both are distant right now. Its becomming more aparent that I should be more straightforward with her as to my cuckold desires. We are at a crossroads in our relationship and it can't continue like this. What was once a strength, communication is now a weakness in our marriage. Before we ever hooked up and I haven't brought this up in the past but writing this now just so you understand her character more. When we first started hooking up she was in a commited relationship. My first attempt to get her was replied with "Im a married woman" Which she was and was explained to me as a shotgun style wedding that had to be consumated based on the birth of her mister. She had 2 kids since with me. And now almost a decade later I stand as the cuckold just as her ex before. Would love to chat with anyone involved in similar situations. I feel alone.
Ronald Curry

Sorry for the late response, did you get a chance to talk to her, and tell her about the possible evolution towards an open cuckold relationship? This should ease things up hopefully...
Good luck Ronald

Ronald, how are things going?
I hope you can work things out, and like Turnstone said..... reach an open and honest cuckold style relationship.
Cuck who loves a creampie.

Ronald, how are things going?
I hope you can work things out, and like Turnstone said..... reach an open and honest cuckold style relationship.
Cuck who loves a creampie.

Ronald, how are you, is there any update / progress ? We are getting worried
Good luck, take care!

Hi Ronald, hope you had a nice Christmas!
We miss you, take care

Well its been a few months so time for an update. We had a rough time since September and during Xmas we really hit the wall. My wife went off on me after another holy water induced tirade. We went out, she was fine and all over me, she was fine on the car ride home, she was completely wasted and it was hard for me to get her inside the house. Finally on arrival home and Im not clear what triggered it, but she went off on me like you wouldnt beleive. She was wasted and saying some real fucked up cuckolds brownie that really turned me off. She was slurred and sloppy, real turnoff, "I fuckin hate you" and "youre a piece of cuckolds brownie." were repeatedly spewed my way. At that moment I no longer viewed her as my queen, let alone my partner. It began a dark pattern in our relationship. She never really apologized and did not want to confront this. Which made me resent her even more. I discovered a card she did write apologizing, yet it was never delivered. More on that in a moment.

So since then, we have had a tremendous amount of distance. We also no longer take together. She was suppose to stop and told me she will seek counseling but has not done so. Kater I discovered, she was getting her fix for holy water after work. Which is typical for people employed in the restaurant business to go out after the shift. On my end she was also no longer desireable. I wish she did not struggle with this demon. I snooped on her phone a few times but there was nothing very juicy. She has a habit of deleting things. But after one or two views I also stopped caring. So what if she is cheating. For the first time I considered leaving her. Just could not get passed those episodes. It has been a period of the most depressing relationship Ive ever had, until 2 weeks ago.

Much tension and distance just continued. I do not know what triggered it but we had gotten to the point where we both just confronted one another and considered divorce. Thats when the floodgates opened...
Ronald Curry

Thanks for the update and sorry to hear you had a bad streak.

Please update us on what happened when "the floodgates opened".

We are hoping you have some positive news as well!

Thanks for sharing the story so far Ronald - the good and the not so good.

I too am hoping you have positive news to come.......

Ah man, that's sad. Well I hope everyone can recover and gain their sense of well-being etc as quickly as possible.

My company put me up in a hotel for a seminar and I was away for this, my wife usually would occompany me and was set to come as usual, being so turned off by the recent events, said that I would rather be alone and that that the time would be used to think things thru regarding our relationship and whether we should stay together. Again, allow me to reiterate, this was a very dark time. An 8 or 9 week stretch when tensions were very high. We just didnt talk, it was literally days where it would be 2 words spoken. Usually we share about 30 texts a day. From updates, making plans, chit chat, etc, We would always communicate throuout the day. Not anymore. To continue, my wife was upset that she was not invited to attend but also by the mention about possibly splitting up. When I returned we had a rough couple days. On Wednesday I was ready to talk, but my wife was not home at the time she should usually arrive following a late shift. Should be home sometime by 11, nope. 12? Nope, it was sometime around 2 is when we finally interacted. She was crying and sent me a text about her looking for an apartment and that she will be moving out. I asked her where she was and she said she has been parked outside the house down the next house crying. I ran outside, she saw me and attempts to drive away. I was able to get her to stop for a second and roll down the window. She was very upset and had been crying.

I told her we needed to talk. So we started to talk. After a half hour, got her to get out of the car and come inside the house. She had a take, but was not wasted or incoherant by any means. But she did say things that seemed hurtful at the time. More on that later. But we just talked. Just talked. Brought it to the table. It was years in the making and alot of permisteral stuff was brought up. She bizarraly brought up my past and particularly my ex that she does not know, but is known in the community and her coworkers know her. Forget all that though, the point is we just brought every fucking greivance up and problem and concluded this.

We are still in love with one another and that we belong together. We both do not like confrontation and therefore, we bottle cuckolds brownie up. She mentioned that she has hard time letting go of the past. We both agreed on counseling and will begin that shortly. However, in our relationship, and I made her realize this, is that niether of us have devastated the other to the point of, OK fuck this, its over. Stuff like getting your partner in trouble with the law, lieing, or cheating.

Infidelity was brought up during the talks. Early on in the talks (lasted about 6 hours) she said she was having problems having sex with me and that she had to think of something else. Those were her exact words. I asked her "something or someone" She immediately chimed in that it was not "someone" else but went into detail how she would have to get *****d up just to have sex with me and that she "didnt like to be so freaky but would take to get loose so she could please me" Im not sure what exactly she was talking about. Maybe it was some femdom play when I would ask her to whip me or times I would be dom with her, which she told me once that she would enjoy. Im still confused about all that and what she meant, but maybe something worth discussing in therapy. Im going to make sure to get my moneys worth. Anyway I asked her about infidelity, and she, as usual denied it. I asked again and that this was as good a time as any to tell me if there was anything that ever happened. "No there honestly hasnt, I may have kissed Heather once but it was jokingly." I was fixated on all the clues while she answered that question. Was looking for any tell I could get but was unable to read her. Ive documented several instances in this journal. In addition her lags in time just do not match up. She gets out of work at 11 but doesnt come home till 2, sometimes 3? Thats some really fucked up cuckolds brownie for a wife and lady to be doing. I find that behavior to be unnacceptable. But thats something else for therapy talk.

In the context of this twisted cuckold cuckolds brownie, Im sure most of you could fill in the blanks with scenerios that could
be going down during that unexplained time. Once my bonus kicks in or I sell my stake in my other venture, she wont have to work anymore. Not that she does now, but she said she enjoys working the 2 or 3 days a week and spends the extra cash. But well see what happens when that lifestyle changes. Her story is that is her going out time with the girlfriends she works with.

We went back and forth and went over the timeline of our relationship and times we fought and why. It was a very good conversation. Im getting bored writing so Ill pass on going over details and to make a long story short, EVERYTHING I had bottled up I let go. Just ready to move on. She was too but very hesitant at first. She was upset I threatened to leave and reminded me it was not the first time I did that. I have been loose with my comments in the past and my displeasures and have threatened to leave, may I have some problem the therapy can help me realize. Thats permisteral cuckolds brownie though. But let me tell you, for me I havent felt like this in a long time. I was happy and my wife was happy.

For the last 2 weeks or so it has been blissful. We have had sex everyday. The love is back and we are enjoying each other once more. We agreed to talk more and air out grievances whenever necessary. We will begin counseling by early April.

What I learned was how important it is to communicate. In our context here, maybe one day I will grow some balls and just be able to tell my wife about this fantasy. The other half of me does not and reminds me that after I cum, I am just repulsed by the fantasy and that Im not sure I really want it. Very torn and fucked up, maybe in a private session Ill asked about cuckold to the doctor or whatever the fuck a marriage counselor is. Ill keep this thread going with updates of anything related to my wife cheating on me.
Ronald Curry