Please Help

I am a part time cuckold who loves this site. I have an ex girlfriend who would rub me and tell me her fantasies and best experiences with others. I sill jerk off to her and her new boyfriend. I miss this immensely and hope that one of you members know where one can find videos of women doing this. I know it is rare,but you are my best hope. Since I am asking of you guys and not giving back, I promise to tell the story of how the frat boy took her in my bed while she apologized to me and came.

There's a corporate whore video on here where that happens, at least as much as you'll find.
https://www.cuckoldplace.com/index.php?action=vthread&forum=3&topic=187 75&page=4#27
it's a few posts down on that page. I'm not sure if the link still works, however.