Locked myself in and trying to get the courage to tell

I have just locked myself up in a cb 3000 for the first time my gf is currently taking a nap I am trying to steel the nerve to tell her of my fantasys which I have had for a number of years.She has known of my crossing habits for a long time now and while she isn't into it in any she wasn't freaked out by it.I feel admitting to someone that you long to be treated as a sexual inferior is quite someting else.I am so nervous about this because if she does get into this lifestyle I know there will be many times in the future that I will regret it when I am horny and I have given up my right as a man to empty my balls when I want to.We both have some time off next week I want to be locked up for all of it.

The first time she snaps the lock on me herself I would love her to use her vibrator on herself in front of me the sybolism of this will be huge as my cock strains inside it's cage.I would then like to be taken shopping for my own underwear.Pop into a chemists on the way home for some wax once at home to be stripped made to lie on the kitchen table and have her wax my cock and balls.Again I think this would be symbolic as only real men who can satisfy a woman deserve to wear the lionsmane.The fact that waxing is painful will make the act of her doing it to me all the more degrading.

If I hold my nerve and tell her and if any of the above comes to pass I will post some before and after shots of my shame.I will also encourage her to post on here I am sure you sadistic bastards will egg her on to shame me further.Wish me luck I think I may well need it.

Just make her dinner and tell her of it. Honosty is the best. She might also be into it. You will never know unless you tell her. OR take her out and tell her after a couple takes and she if she brings it up again. That is how I did it with my wife. Would love to see some pictures.

Thanks for the replys guys well I kept my nerve she seemed to take it well at the moment I think she is thinking of it more in terms of femdom which I suspect she has some intrest in than cuckolding .Desire is a two way street and I may well have to get used to a stern hand.

She has told me she will wax me tomorrow and take me shopping for knickers also.My cock is twitching in it's cage at the thought of it.I don't think she has any desire to cuckold me as such but tomorrow I will be a shamed male waxed pantified and caged this is far more than I could have hoped for a few days ago.

Regarding the cage itself I love how I have to sit down to piss in it tomorrow when I do so and see my knickers around my ankles I will be thrilled.I am finding the dam thing redy painful to wear my cock is quite large not sure if I need something larger or whether I will grow accustomed to it.Doubt very much I will relax much tonight what with the discomfort and the excitement.

How did it go ? Are you still locked up and enjoying it ?
Let us know.