mwfslutforbm
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My spouse and her Ex-husband encourage and support my homosexuality. It was a very natural progression after we all agreed that I would be a pussy-free married hubby. Quite early in our marriage my spouse shared with her Ex-husband my fantasies and desires for: cuckolding, crossdressing, celibacy, cocksucking, humiliate_ion, submiss_ion, and being a sissy. He and I had several Man to 'male' conversations where he told me that he would be sexually exclusive with my spouse and that He would assume the role of Man-of-the-House in our marriage. That was over 20 years ago and He's still the Man in our marriage. Back in the day, all we had were adult bookstores for porn. From the beginning he would regularly go to the bookstore with me and allow me to only look at and purchase gay magazines. He got me subscriptions to Playgirl magazine and several gay publications. My spouse always made sure to leave the magazines with my name on the address label 'laying' around when family and friends came over. I'll never forget the humiliate_ion when I had 3 close male friends over to watch the Super Bowl and her Ex was over. One of my friends questioned me about the magazines and her Ex made me tell them that the magazines were mine and that I am a homosexual. In retrospect, I'm glad I told them because they already had suspicions after seeing her Ex and my spouse being dominant over me and seeing them humiliate me and they also caught glimpses and signs of my crossdressing.
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ponytail26
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My first sexual experiences were in junior high and high school with my best friend, Ron. It started because we had no chance of having sex with girls at that age, we were desperately horny, and his d*d's huge porn collection give us lots of kinky ideas. It evolved into something a lot more homosexual in its dynamics. Ron and his huge dick took a very masculine, dominant role, with complete use of my mouth (and sometimes more) at any time, while my little dick and I became his secret gurl–friend, dressing up in lingerie, acting girly and flamboyant, and really craving his cock.
All that ended when we started dating girls in high school. I thought that whole chapter of my life was entirely behind me, especially when I married my lovely wife. However, as MMF threesomes and hot wife scenarios became part of our fantasy life and porn habits, my wife picked up on my cock curiosity and gradually encouraged me to open up about my long neglected feelings. Eventually, I told her all about Ron and our games. Fortunately, she was very understanding and even turned on by subjects that were so taboo in her Latin culture.
She started adding interactions between me and the other guy in our MMF threesome fantasies. These really blew me away and I couldn't hide from her how much they turned me on. My wife thought it was unhealthy that something that was so clearly a part of me had been repressed for so long. With her encouragement, and sometimes with her, I started watching some gay and bi porn (for the first time since seeing some in Ron's dad's collection). I started having gay fantasies again and thought constantly about Ron, and wishing we had done even more together, or at least stayed fuck buddies when we started dating girls.
My very perceptive wife teased a lot of this out of me. Finally, she told me if we ever broke up, she thought I should try dating guys a bit to see if that was a way I could be happy, long term. (It should almost go without saying that I haven't been super successful as a man trying to completely satisfy my wife sexually, hence both of our interest in hot wife/cuckold scenarios.) That really blew me away and I tried to blow off the idea, but she had planted a seed. The next time she brought it up, she started asking what kinds of guys I might date, and which guys we already knew might be a candidate. These were often deeply embarrassing conversations, but she enjoys playfully teasing me, and I have to admit they were exciting, as well.
Not long after these developments, our eldest (though very young) boy, told us he "might be gay." I think we did a good job handling the news and giving him the acceptance and support he needed. I gave us a pat on the back for sailing through something that causes turmoil in other families. I even pointed out that my wife handled it great despite coming from a deeply conservative Mexican family that is uncomfortable with anything remotely gay. My wife thought this was really funny. She said, "I'm MARRIED to a GAY man, I think I can handle a s*n being a little confused at a time it's totally normal to experiment."
That was the first time she flat out gave me that label, called me gay to my face. It was scary, it made me wonder if this was giving her cover to leave me for one of the guys that she has had flings with (she insists she isn't leaving me). It was also immensely liberating. It was as if I could suddenly think or feel or be anything without being tormented by guilt or fear. I actually felt confident enough to correct her and say I was BI, which was the first time I had laid claim to that label.
She has continued to call me gay, and to tease me about it. I think she can tell it excites me more than being called bi. She also says that she doesn't want me leaving her for some cock. She keeps throwing out the idea of me finding somebody I could play with, perhaps even just one-on-one, without her involved, though with her knowledge. She says she wouldn't mind going out and shopping or something while a friend and I could "scratch our gay itch", without feeling self-conscious about a woman watching. She says the only condition is that I'm in the mood to eat her "soaking wet pussy" when she gets back because thinking about her gay husband getting some dick turns her on so much.
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