Cuck in the closet

I had a lovely phone call from Julia about half an hour ago. It was sad at the end because I know why she is leaving and I would love all of you who have enjoyed her posts to wish her well.
I am so sorry I cannot tell you more.

But she is a sexy little minx and sent me a picture she captioned. Maybe when (or if) she comes back...she might even become a member herself so she can post.

Bless.
stevensmiles

It was certainly very kind of Julia to send you (and by extension, us) that picture. Particularly showing her face, which so many people are reluctant to do on web sites like this. She really is very beautiful.

Best wishes to you Julia on your journey!

Good captions recently Steven - good luck to you on the 9th, and have fun!

While the pic is a great view...being able to see that live...now that would be a treat. Thank you, and of course Julia for this.

Thank god its Friday. I was so takes last night......a nice quiet night in I think.
stevensmiles

Drink helps me forget
stevensmiles

What was I talking about
stevensmiles

Thank you Julia for the lovely photo of yourself. It was so fun seeing and hearing of your times with steven. Thanks to steven for the ongoing updates and I can't wait to hear how the events of the coming 9th transpire. Good luck.

I can agree with you on that! One hell of a week here...to much damn snow. Anyway...thanks as always for the pics/caps.

. I have been watching the news and seeing the snow falls across various States. Is it just me or does the world seem to be engaged in even more weather catastrophies than usual. Maybe its just we are focused more on world events and take notice more diligantly. Oh well. I am taking a beautiful black girl out tonight. I was massaged by her about 3 years ago and we meet up from time to time for lunch/dinner etc. We have shared several weekends away, there is an age gap but I don't let it bother me. LOL. She is very much a single mum very vanilla lady who feels safe with me because I treat her with respect. She feels safe with me. The same cannot be said about her ex who is a violent bastard. Its funny because I took her to a fetish meet a couple of years ago and she was horrified to meet so many men who wanted to be dominated in one war or another. We talked about cucking and it was just not for her. She could not her head around how I could have those feelings. But at the same time be very much a normal bloke. Who broke his finger punching her ex in the face. LOL. I said to her as we lay in the hotel bedroom. "People are never who they appear to be my darling. Now if you don't mind could you stop talking and keep sucking my cock". She laughed and bit me. Naughty girl.
stevensmiles

Naughty is definately more fun.

Vanilla can be fun sometimes too - this woman sounds like a very nice woman to spend an evening with now and again - hope you have (or had, by the time you read this) fun!

Party tomorrow.
I shall be seeing things like this from my hiding place under the bed.
stevensmiles

Two more pictures from the parties. I forgot I had them.

The girls now are really into the tease and denial thing when I attend these more intimate parties and really enjoy the torment they put me through.
The more regular girls who know me better know exactly what buttons to press to cause the maximum amount of *** and frustration.

There is nothing more cruel than kneeling below a beautiful girl as she stand with one foot on a chair. She sips wine and smokes a cigarette as I kiss her pussy. She smiles and giggles as she asks her friends who wants to me licked next.
stevensmiles

Very nice captions, Steven! Have fun at the party.

For those of you out there who have read my posts concerning the parties I attend. Well......just sit back and prepare yourself for what happened yesterday. I say this because I was completely UNprepared for what went on.
I arrived as normal about an hour before the party guests got there. The ladies present were Stephanie, Melissa and Anita. Along with Jenna who acted as hostess and generally the lady who took care of the guests while they rested in between having pleasure with the girls. I was told there would five men attending today.
I undressed as usual and placed my clothes in the safe box alloted to me and Anita accepted a glass of wine I offered her. We chatted casualy and laughed about silly before she led me to the bedroom where Stephanie and Melissa were putting their make up on.
Stephanie stood in front of the closet mirror adjusting her eye shadow and lipstick......She wore my favourite underwear (see picture)
Anita smiled and placed me on my knees in front of Stephanie and gently pulled her panties to the side so I could kiss her pussy. She placed one high heel on the chair beside her so I could kiss her better.
Anita giggled and instructed me to lick inside her pussy and then suck on her clit. She also sprayed the new tingle gel on my balls and cock to make me tickle.
Stehanie looked down and smiled "You are a good boy Steven. Get my puss nice and wet for the cocks today"

It was not long before Melissa lay down on the bed having a last cigarette and Stephanie simply pointed to her and I went to worship her. The girls laughed and chatted in Portugese while I licked Melissas heavenly pussy.
All the while Anita making sure my cock and balls were tingling with the gel.
I had time to worship Anita before Stephanie insisted She had 5 minutes of pussy kissing again.
The girls seemed to be in particularly high spirits and smiled and teased me incredibly.

But the time came for me to be placed under the bed and Jenna came in while the girls made last minute adjustments to themselves and I was spreadeagled under the bed securely. I heard the girls all laugh as they said "Bye Steven" and left the bedroom. Jenna sprayed even more tingle gel on my nipples and manhood before gently stroking and caressing my cock and balls to make sure I was stiff. She smiled at me from my hiding place and said the girls had a secret they were going to do to me today. She smiled as she sensed me shiver as the excitement became unbearable and my cock was aching to spunk. She ran her finger around the helmet of my cock and giggled as she whispered,
"I have bad news for you as well" she laughed "Your not going to be allowed to cum today"
I pleaded with her and begged her to let me cum at the end and she laughed as she pulled the cover down over the bed and walked off laughing...saying,
"Poor Steven. You don't even get to cum after the party finishes"

I lay insilence listening to the guests arriving. Laughing with the girls and having a take. it was not long before Anita brought a guest into the bedroom and I watched through the thin red sheet at the mirror in the corner. Anita knelt by the bed and shoved her knees underneath and parted her legs. I could reach her pussy and gently stroked it while she sucked cock above me. She gave a little giggle as she stood up and I could see her slide the condom onto the mans cock and then slowly knelt on top of him. She smiled as she rode his cock and looked at the mirror.....knowing I was watching.
This party was the most tormenting of any I have been too. The girls were wonderful.

About 90 minutes into the party...there was a lull as people relaxed and rested. The bedroom door opened and then closed and was locked. This usually happened when one of the girls came in to taunt me before the bed was used again.
Anita picked up the cover and smiled as she held a glass of water to my lips. But she popped something into my mouth and cooed as she whispered,"Its ok.....just swallow. Its nothing to be afraid of"
I trust the girls and did as I was told.
Nothing remarkable happeded and I lay and listened and watched as the party started again.

As I lay there afterwards and heard the guests chatting before they left. I felt drained.
The girls showered and freshened up as Jenna released me from my under bed primister.
I lay on the bed stretching and enjoying a glass of wine before the girls came in in their little white towels.
Anita lay on my right side while Melissa lay on my left. I kissed them in turns on their beautiful faces as Stephanie slowly and gently sucked my cock. As the excitement built she stopped and allowed me to relax....before continuing.
They took it in turns to do this to me and the pressure was intense.

The little something Anita had given me was VIAGRA.

The suprise they had for me was that I had sex with each beautiful wonderful girl.

They are my wonderful angels and have been my tormenters for so long. But they had all desiced that today was going to be special for me. I had tears in myeyes as we laughed and shared a joke together afterwards in the kitchen as Stephanie said,
"Your very special to us and you are such a gentleman the way you take care of us. Your our favourite and we love you"
Jenna smiled so sweetly and said,
"You will have this memory forever and its going to be a cruel memory to keep. Because the girls are never going to have sex with you ever again. Your always going to remember how wonderful it was. But also know it will never happen again"

We hugged and kissed and I left. Tired, thrilled, excited and absolutely sure my life could never get any better. LOL
stevensmiles

Just recieved an email

See pic

stevensmiles

Wow, what an experience. So wonderful and so cruel, at the same time! I don't know what else to say!


Jodie looks stunning; I hope you two hit it off. Julia must really care about you to try to set you up in such a way. Please let us know how things go with Jodie.

Steven

Great caps and an amazing fucking story. Much appreciated.

Oh you guys. I am blushing.

Well I am still receiving mail from people wanting to attend the little take up I am having in a pub in London on the 16th. It should be fun.
Jenna has told me she is looking forward to it and intends to tease those who she knows are vulnerable....wicked girl......and if there is anyone there who takes her fancy she is going to fuck him.
I asked her what about me and she laughed,
"You had your fun. Now its time you started to suffer again. The girls are going to be so cruel to you next time you see them and there is a new girl who will be there you have never met before. She has been told all about you and came along to the flat to get to know everyone last week and see what the setup was like. The spare room will be finished before the next party (its been redecorated) and Sylvia (new girl).......will be at the party but acting only as a helper and getting the feel of how things are done. When she heard about you she said you sounded like her perfect slave as she adores being orally pleasured and can have her pussy licked and kissed for hours as she has multiple orgasms. So I thought it would be a treat for her to have you tied to the bed in the spare room with your CB on so she can pop in whenever she likes to kneel on your face. Your also going to have the strap on fitted to you so she can ride you if she wants too. I know perhaps Melissa will want too after the guests have departed. Your going to be fucking the girls again but not with your cock this time.........oh its going to be fun" she laughed.

My life goes in ups and downs.
stevensmiles

I can't relax. I got a call from Jodie just before midnight. (I had left her a text message)
At the moment she is still in Canterbury of all places and will not be in London until next week.
She and I spoke quite comfortably and we even shared a joke or two about something we have in common. But she did control things at the end by informing me she is very excited about putting me in a CB6000 and told me Julia had explained to her that I kiss and lick pussy so much better when kept frustrated. Her English is perfect and she advised me that she would be seeing how I performed as an oral slave as soon as she had settled into her new flat.
I was quite taken aback when she said,
"Would you like me to make love to you Steven"

I managed to control myself and blurted out something like,
"That would be wonderful"...or something similar.

She laughed and said,
"Good......................That is what I wanted to hear. It will make the torment much better now I know you like to fuck"

I really need to relax. I can't get her out of my head now.
stevensmiles

My eyes can't get any wider...they are dry from reading your last posts. I don't think I blinked the whole time I read them

I can say without a doubt, that you are one of the luckiest men alive today. To have such sexy women, torment you (in a good way)...is a dream come true for almost everyone on this site...and more.

Thank you so very much for sharing all of this.

I do sometimes think about how my life has taken this path into frustration and torment. I suspect like most people on this resource. I am pretty much a normal sort of guy away from these pages. I also suspect age may have a part to play. As the years pass by you build up a circle of friends and associates, colleagues and passers by etc.
I'm lucky I still have friends I have known since my younghood as well as those I have made as the days pass by.....and my hair gets greyer and greyer. Actually its silver not grey.

I have always had an interest in fetish related stuff, so it was easy to get involved in its erotic world. As time went by I discovered the pain associated with frustration could be a very sexy and sensual ache....rather than ***. I guess thats when cuckolding cropped up in my google search list.

For me it is a world where I can float between fantasy and reality. I do know of some who live their lives inside the cuckold planet. Maybe I would too if I could relate to someone fully enough to trust them with my key.

For the time being I am just going to wander and see where this path takes me.
stevensmiles

Its raining in London by the way
stevensmiles

I would have to say you have a very good balance in your life. I am pulling for Julia to be the one who gets to hold your key!

Its Friday...have a good weekend. Enjoy a few beers and/or cocktails.

I have had the most extraordinary conversation with a charming young lady who lives somewhere close to Northampton (Kind of middle England for those foreigners out there)

It appears that she and her hubby share a liking for the cuckold lifestyle although she told me she had never heard about it until a few weeks ago.
Apparently her hubby and she lost out in some business dealings a little while back and to save them from loosing their home to repay debts. She became an escort after getting help from a girlfriend who was in the business.
Her partner absolutely approved because he loves the idea that his beautiful wife is having sex with strangers for money. She decided to play a tease game with her husband and not let him have sex for a couple of weeks while she was having her fun so to speak.
It was only when she found out it was called cuckolding that she looked it up on the internet and starting finding out what it was, who was doing it etc etc.

She mailed me and we spoke a few minutes ago. She was so sweet and we had a great laugh about things.
She has even told me her hubby has completely renovated a van so she can work from it to make things even more sexy and erotic. The vehicle has been fitted with a heater and carpeting and of course a silk covered bed in the back. She is going to send me a picture soon.

When a client now mails her and she has seen him before and so trusts him. Her hubby will drive her to a select few locations he knows about and will park up. The van apparently looks just like any other camping van so no-one takes any notice of it or thinks anything is different about it.
The client who has booked will drive close by and get in the van so he can have sex.

She giggled....she is only 25 years old so is very young...she said its so sexy being fucked and having her poor husband sitting in the drivers seat listening. If the client does not want her hubby in the van while he is enjoying himself...then her partner goes for a walk or something similar.

I think this is so redy erotic. What do others think. I have never heard of anything like this before and think she is very kinky to have come up with the idea.
stevensmiles

How about that...Mobile Cuckolding...A cuckold on wheels.

Hey Steven, where are those pics from? I'd love to see more, or maybe the video...

I think the whole thing with the escort wife and the van sounds super-hot! Maybe you can get one of them to come by and post on this site and regale us with their adventures!

Sunday.....yippee...............................Oh I forgot. I am working this evening
Damn
stevensmiles

Alright.....I am going to be a bit boastful here. I was just about to log off and get ready for lunch before work and my email pinged.
Lo and behold Jodie's name appeared in my inbox.

Unfortunately it seems Julias friend has been talking to her over the last day or so.
The picture and her email words have left me feeling just that little bit sad.
But hoow else are we cucks expected to feel.
Anyways..............enjoy the pic of Jodie

The email she sent I just cut and pasted below (sigh)

Hi Steven hope you are good. Nice talking to you on the phone. Will be real nice to meet. Been busy few days for me too and looking forward to London. Guess what ? Got new pictures for my escort profile so will be nice to see how people think.
What do you think

I think you are a naughty boy and need to show me how much you like me. See little sight of my pussy.
Maybe you never see my pussy. I will decide when we meet if you are a good boy or not.
Chow mister steven
stevensmiles