The Wiring Of A Cuckold Brain

Is it genetic ? Is it learned ? I am so fascinated how one could get off on ones own self defeat ? I have been with my wife since 1998 and am currently going through a process we are calling displacement. Our *** has only one more year of High School and then the plan is for me to leave MY OWN house, that's in MY NAME and she is going to move her Black Bull in to come into our home and take it over. As this all unfolds I am literally powerless to stop it. It's like I know instinctually in my heart of hearts it's the right thing. Its going to absolutely devastate, ruin and turn my life into complete chaos and i am completely and utterly 100% powerless to stop it. It's like I'm wired to be defeated. All I do is get turned on by it. For sex all we ever do is - she penetrates me with a Black Dildo, straddles my face and repeatedly slams her pussy down on my face hard while I have to jack myself off onto my stomach saying over and over

" This is __________ House and I need to get the fuck out. "

I cum SO fucking hard from it.

When I masturbate alone it's always to my displacement and him taking EVERYTHING from me as well.

My question is how can I instinctively KNOW in my gut that something that will absolutely ruin my fucking life be SO ABSOLUTELY RIGHT and just capitulate and take it like such a cunt ? It's absolutely the most self destructive and crazy behavior I have ever engaged in.

well, you get off on it. interestingly you're still allowed to. probably to keep you going. one might think of a basement live of a locked up cucky for you, serving your superiors.
it might be painful

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I was slapped and whipped when I was younger and later he seduced my young wife and Fucked her Allways Bareback planting his seed,the same seed I had come from.

Very hot. Keep us informed

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Which one

Love how she makes you embrace you demise. Keep going deeper! Next he's going to take her womb.

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The probability of this being a true story is close to 0% but I'm sure you got off on writing it.

This is the first time I am posting. Cuckold psychology is relatively simple. It starts with having your self esteem stripped from you at a young age. Many cuckolds have lost the ability to set boundaries. I'm a psychologist by training. When you cross the boundary between sexual experiences and having someone take everything you have work e d for you need to stop. Better to divorce your wife, kick the bull the f$#k out of your house and come back to reality