My Wife Is Waiting For Me Upstairs

...and I'm scared. She wants to fuck. She likes to fuck throbbing hard cock so much...and sometimes my penis can't do that...it'd be wimpy and soft now if I tried. She'd end up pushing me out and humiliating me by asking me to fuck her with one of her dildos. I'd have to watch her cum all over it...knowing all along that my penis couldn't make her have those intense sexual feelings. So here I sit...

that's a good boy. I make my hubby fuck me with my big black dildo because I can't stand not being fucked by a nice hard cock that fills me up.

My wife will not let my little dick even near her pussy unless She has been on a date and had good sex or gets to use her toys first. Such is the life of a little dick

I cannot make my wife cum with my Dick, either. It's just not big enough even when it is hard, and these days I need chemical assistance to make that happen more often than not. But I like using a dildo on her, I don't feel humilaited by it, I'm just grateful that she likes it when I do so and that she cums when I lick her pussy.
Old Enough to know better...but I don't!