Not really sure if this is the best forum for this but here goes anyway.
I am 55 and my wife is a 47, leggy blonde, looking about 36. There, at least I now have the attention of the bi crowd!!
Although I have always had a high sex drive, which included frequent affairs and one night stands, it has recently started to wane, to the extent that when fucking my wife I have lost my erection. Obviously distressing for both of us and this led to not even wanting to initiate sex in case I lost it again.
That kind of led me to think she should get it elsewhere, not something I felt I could discuss with her (and still haven’t) but guess what, he rose to the occassion every time I thought about it. Then I realised I wasn’t getting hard thinking about her enjoyment, I was gettting hard thinking about cocks.
I have had some bi experiences in the past, but that was over 40 years ago and here I was starting to fantasise about cocks more and more. I trolled the internet and found a site squirt.org which detailed local cruising places and one was near to a place I was going to visit, so I decided to take the fantasy a little further. It was a park, so I left the car and wondered around a bit until a guy gave me a look that meant it was on, so we approached each other and started rubbing each others cocks through our pants. Not a word was spoken and he undid my pants, dropped to his knees and gave me the best blow job of my life. He spat out my cum, wiped his face with a tissue, said ‘nice cock’ and walked off, leaving me a quivering wreck.
Since then I have been to a couple of adult cinemas and loved seeing guys with their cocks out, had a couple more blow jobs and once, when takes, had a cock in my mouth for about 5 seconds but I was petrified of disease so although I really wanted to continue I backed off.
So, here I am at a point of realisation. I love my wife and would love to watch her getting fucked. Only because I would love to play with her lovers cock, but I dare not ask her because she would freak out. I really want to suck a cock to completion but I am so scared of deisease that I doubt I will unless I can get one of my friends so takes that he would let me. All of which leaves me pissed off and frustrated...at least I am healthy and wealthy!!!!
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