Linda38DD

Fluff your scaring the cuckolds brownie out of me,calm down,Billy ( hubby) takes care of me, I really care for him..Cuckold 2 your right Billy is my Life saver,he is good with the budget and truly loves me..Its I have this thing with my ex,he comes over and the elastic in my panties melt..I am not giving up my young..Just have to stay away from him,I'll have Billy take my baby over to his house on fridays.

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Linda38DD
Just wondering. Why did you remove Billy's balls. Was it your idea, his, or a b/f of yours? Just curious as to the motivation, not judgemental in any way.
Thanks.

That's probably pretty humiliating for Billy. Having to present himself to your ex with kid in tow. Both he and your ex knowing that the only reamister he's there and your not is because you can't help but to drop to your knees and worship is great cock and body. Billy also probably knows that your ex is fully informed of all his "shortcomings".

I wonder if your ex will have a smirk on his face for poor old Billy boy. I wonder if your ex will somehow taunt you about not having the self control to come yourself.

Interesting situation.

Just read your thanksgiving post. Wow. Is his new wife ok being a cuckqueen??? Seems so. Is she pretty dominate of you too.. Crazy hot.

Man thats tough if your mister is getting information from his dad about whats going on (even sort of) and looking down on your husband...

Asking your husband to drop off your mister at the mans house isn`t right in my opinion. Weird message to be sending to your mister.

Banning him from your place is one thing but then again, that doesn`t send a great picture to your mister that his dad isn`t welcome.

Id just live with the fact you have a thing for him.. at least your mister will see that you 2 still have a bond and interact and hopefully in a nonfighting way. Eventually, when he is older he`ll probably be ok with it and understand. It would be much easier to explain and understand that you and your ex aren`t good together as a couple but still have an attraction that cant be stopped. As an adult, he might be ok with it.

My mister seems to be adjusting well,he has said he doesnt want to be at his mans because his dad is demanding and strict..I  considered not letting the ex have him but would have to go to court,might try that anyway ,talking to my attourney..Son seems to love Billy..It was a mistake to castrate Billy, it was my ex's idea..I shouldnt have done it but ex has a hold on me..Billy can take care of himself,yes he is a sub but at 6ft5 235 he is a big sub.He is very protective.Ex I believe had as much fun humiliating Billy as being with me..

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Linda38DD
I see. Thanks for addressing my question and explaining.

I must say, from what you told us of your ex I can completely imagine he is the type to enjoy humiliating another man and controlling as much as possible anybody around. And Billy is probably conflicted, enjoying the offense on the one hand, wanting to protect his family on the other. Seems a tough one.

If you don't mind a word of advice, I would try and reinpower as much as possible in your mister's mind that Billy is his man in all important senses and deserving of the greatest respect, trying to compensate the damage your ex is doing to his young mind and to the harmony of your household.

Of course I understand your ex is hot and hard to resist, and in an ideal world you shouldn't have to resist it but could abandon yourself to him. But given the constraints it might be better to drive a strong separation between your sexual attraction for him and your family life. Again to minimize the damage to the latter. Also, there are lots of sadistic masters to play with out there, who have no stake in your mister. I say this with great humility as I understand I don't know the full story.

Can I ask more about Billy's castration. When your ex suggested it, did you enjoy the idea of castrating Billy at the time or you just wanted to please him?
I am also curious as to what Billy thought when the idea was brought up and what made you change your mind now, thinking it is a bad idea after all?

Thanks,
levi

Hi Linda,

You are certainly some hot woman, that photograph you have of billy getting fucked at a party is that the ex ( the man of your mister ) who is doing the fucking?

I so look forward to reading your posts.

Thanks Ajax,

No it was someone else,as far as I know my ex has never fucked Billy..I think the first to fuck sub hub was a rather good looking Tranny.Once he was used Billy became more and more submissive.But he enjoys a good reeming now..

Billy and his top.

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I am a bull who would love to see your insides with my penis, make it happen

Joe, thanks for the offer,I guess you havnt read other parts of this line, I,several years ago met a guy for coffee who i met on line.It didnt go well he stalked me ,broke into my house looked thru my stuff,masterbated in my and my flowers panty drawer.I had to pay for a restraing order,which costs a bit..So then it wont happen us meeting,blame the pervert not me..Now several of you have asked about Billy (hubby).He is a good soul who I can never say I am so sorry enough..True he is submissive and likes it..Most of the humiliating things I have done my ex initiated, that doesnt absolve me..As to my youngren I will be in charge of them.Meeting with my ex next monday..We will discuss his involvement with my mister and his young..I will not put up with his actions involving my mister..He has to stop or lose custody rights.So says my lawyer.We are meeting at his lawyers office..

Linda, You mentioned that you your ex and his wife wound up in the bedroom having sex. Can you tell us what happened. What's her attitude towards you? How does your ex treat you in the bedroom...is he very dominant? Does she feed off that and have a more or less dominant attitude towards you? Is there any offense of you involved in that scenario? Dying to know....you're so fucking hot.

Ok True here goes,My Ex "Mike" is younger than I about 5 years his wife is about 10 years younger.She is very slender about 5ft7 blonde maybe 120..She is very submissive at least to me.I like to think we are friends,we have lunch together all the time even sex, but I cant tell Mike about it..Mike was very dominant with both of us..Its weird when around him I cant say no to him..His wife cant conceive so We 3 planded my pregnacy..I couldnt give my mister up which is a sore point with him..He has shared me quite a few times..I really care gor her and dont want to ruin our friendship, she is so sweet. When i went to his house we all 3 had sex and it was wonderful.

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his wife at my gym

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ok....I'm in the wrong fucking marriage!

Linda38DD
I would love to hear more about the humiliating things you do or have done to Billy. I must confess I find this extremely hot.
Thank you.

Understand I sometimes get carried away when I am takeing..not a excuse but a fact..4 years ago we were celebrating my birthday,We had a pool party to celebrate it..My husband was barbquing and serving food and takes, about 14 people were here..All were in the life..We have a little clique of cuckoldresses here ..Anyway I was takes,Billy was wearing trunks and he wasnt in his cage..I called him over..I pulled down his trunks and said in a loudvoice "See why he cant satisfy me"~~ He turhed bright red,My girl friend came over and touched his dick ,he shot all over her chest and tummy..Every one broke up in laughter.

Linda38DD
Hot!!! I also like to hear you have cuckoldresses' party. Do bulls get invited or is it a girlfriends' event?

Levi its not like that, its a few women who are into the same thing just getting together for lunch to gossip compare notes. We all met up thru swinging, I guess the founder of the group was my friend Dee Dee.She is a Phillipino with Large breasts and my closest frind..Occasionally we have parties,I love my pool so I usually have pool parties..We have dinners and such..6 of us have submissive hubbies.We are the most aggresive..When the parties are at my place a few stay over,,I have a big house ..Neighbors dont much care for it..My neighbors across the sstreet come over sometimes,The wife is an enlighted soul,she has know hubby since she was 15..They dont fool around but are fun..

Linda38DD
Thanks for explaining. Sounds very pleasant.

Pleasant not the word I would use, its bonding moments, its exchange of information Its suggestions exchanged... Its a reafirmation of strong women in action..When we have lunch here we tease Billy..

Linda38DD
You are right. Pleasant wasn't the word. It IS empowering.
I would love to be a fly on the wall and hear the kind of suggestions and information you share with one another.
Would you share some? To get a sense.
Also do you ever play with men in a group? Together with other like-minded Women? Or is it always private?

Fluff I dont mean to be mean but Half way thru your stories I lose interest, No you cant ever come with the girls NEVER. I tthink its a fact most women need and want bigger,I know I do.Maybe if I never Had bigger maybe.My first husband was big..Billy is so Tiny I hate it but he just doesnt do it for me..He is a ggreaazt caregiver man and the rock of my world.. . Tiny Tom yes we made a goocd couple but I am so pissed at him right at this moment I cant envision us ever again..I just hope I never see him alone,he knows all my buttons..I am just not use to rejection..

1st of all I dont go to bed with every big dick I meet,while I am far from a virgin I do have some standards..Fluff have my hands full with the wimp I married..Are you cute? Look Fluff Like I said before I dont mean to hurt you,embaress maybe.Yes you might pique my interest me if you were a real man andcute but you arnt,tell you the truth Billy as small as he is looks bigger than you ..If I really knew you you wouldnt talk like your doing..

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Linda,
ALL your pic's are smokin' HOT!

Billy is a lucky cucky to have such a sexy-n-slutty wife like you. Your post, photo's and thoughts are a pleasure to follow. Thanks!
Cuck who loves a creampie.

Cuckold4one I allways appreciate your comments,you very kind..

Raises hand... Linda, you have mentioned parties, drama and your own love for fitness. Question, do you and billy ever have husband & wife time ? Just curious... he seems like a great permister, takes care of you and loves you.

Even though my wife cuckolds me and has me in sissy clothes at all times at home, there are times when she just holds my hand while watching a movie....i like that.

-CH

First of all BBilly wears just panties ,we explored dressing him (is that the way you say it?) but he looked silly so we didnt..Yes we are fairly normal when not in sex mode..We have young kids and dont want them tainted...Tho I am allways in charge.

Well, we have young youngren at home too, however the "sissy" clothes can be worn underneathe..

For example, when we as family go out to eat, my wife orders me to pick out my "underneathe" clothes...usually it is fishnet stocking, panties and bra and a slip all covered by normal clothes.

She always humiliates me and will order my food for me.... for example last weekend she ordered steak and shrimp for her and pasta for the youngren then she told the waiter "he will have a salad" and that makes me happy anything other than that will result in punishment....she will pull me by the ears and tell me to behave.


-CH

Nope wount do that.Now when we are at parties,I do humiliate him and I like it..Think I have said this before,I had a pool party,Billy was waiting serving takes and such and I had a bit to much Tequilla.I called Billy over.I pulled down his trunks and said in a loud voice "See why he cant satisfy me". But with the kids fairly normal except I am incharge..They know that,so I try to not be stupid about it.The most important thing is my kids not sex nothing,want them to be fairly normal andbe respecyful of women.My older mister (8) realizes what I do and has accepted it .He knows his real dad and spendsweekends with him.

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Understand what you are saying. like all in this lifestyle there are work-arounds to avoid youngren seeing this. i totally agree. Like what you said, the kids "know who is in charge" they are not dumb....actually much smarter that we ( as parents ) give them credit for.


Not for nothin, you are one sexy Lady !

-Ch

Thank you