cuckold4one
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Bovril: Very well said! Linda's sexual life should be used as a role model for other inspiring "hot wife's" to follow. Cuck who loves a creampie.
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ronryder
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Its an exciting story from a the point of view of a horny cuckold or cuckoldress. There is lots of arousal and giving in to desire and fulfillment of that basic desire that many of us with high sex drive have. But there is also a lot of pain, reaching for something that is illusive and never reaching it and hurting one another along the way. Moment to moment there is sexual pressure building and then release but this kind of thing can also leave us very empty, like no matter how much we get we can never achieve peace. Life happens and unfolds but we shape it and choose its direction. I can see that sex is a controlling ***** for you Linda. I am always fantasizing and encouraging my wife to do things but I also know that when the hormones are not in overdrive I am probably making the better decisions. Some things are hard to undo and while good often comes out of the things that aren't good, we don't always look back without regrets. We often don't want to or can't handle admitting mistakes in our direction and we cope often by sinking further into things rather than making changes.
Its a life story that is interesting and arousing for sure and it might be a best seller but it will have both fulfillment and emptiness and perhaps after learning everything we would be in a position to consider which is best.
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Linda38DD
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Hi Ron,thanks for the kind words,I think what you say is more or less true,trouble is I remember the bad things so clearly and the pleasureable one lessw as I age,remember my rejections so clearly and the nasty things I have done..I do remember clearly my kids when they first nursed everyone of them,they were such hungry kids..I guess all kids are like that..Most of my problems keep reaccuring,by problems I mean men,men who just uused me didnt really care,my husband has allways been a comfort and a anchor..
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smalldick84
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You really have an amazing story and life. I think it's really brave that you are sharing it with us. I appreciate especially that you don't sugar coat your story and you tell us even things that you regret. Negative feelings and mistakes are part of life and are not that often seen in forums like these. So thanks! Oh and btw, you shouldn't worry about getting older or weight. I think you are one of the lucky ones that are able to look beautiful and sexy even when you are gaining weight or getting older.
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Linda38DD
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Thank you smal dick.Thats very kind,your reight about the weight issue but still it bothers me,Kenny has said the same thing but here I am obscessing about it anyway..Hey I am rying,cucky says the same things....So know I appreciate your nice words..
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kennyboy82
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Linda, I'll happily say it again babe, you don't need to worry about your weight etc, you're perfect as is! So many women would ki*ll to look the way you do, especially at over 50! You'll always be one of my absolute favourites! xx
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Linda38DD
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Thank you Kenny ,I know..Appreciate it.
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bovril
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Best thread on this forum. It captures the emotional side of the lifestyle so well and so honestly. And both cucks and Bulls fucking love the way you look Linda xx
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elina
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Dear Lady Linda
Please allow me to once again express my view that You are a truly wonderful Lady. Enjoy life and all it has to give you; a devoted slave and cuckold, A lover you like to be with.
Focus on the positive sides and think about how you can enjoy this even more. Be proud of your accomplishments, even the fact that your tuck your cucks balls away from him. Even if I know you regret it; it is fine for you to tell your husband that you would not have done this again, but now that it is done there is nothing more you can do about it.
Billy certainly accepts that this was your right to do, just shows how well you have trained him and how much he appreciated being selected as your devoted partner. Be proud of your wonderful body and start liking yourself as much as some of us following your threads do.
Sincere regards elina
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kennyboy82
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elina: Be proud of your wonderful body and start liking yourself as much as some of us following your threads do. Very true words, Elina. By the way, I like you in that Jailbird restraint, it suits you. Did your mistress place you in it, or is it self imposed?
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Linda38DD
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Elina : Not positive how Billy feels about anything, I care for him a lot but not sexually, more like a big brother not a husband,is that wrong? Use too but over the years I have changed,yes I am proud of my body and work hard at keeping it,like Marie Osmond and Rachael Welch.
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kennyboy82
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Linda38DD: yes I am proud of my body and work hard at keeping it, You're doing a good job Linda! xx
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elina
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Dear Lady Linda,
Nothing is wrong, The important thing is that you do care about him and I think he deserves that. I still think it is important that you find a way to truly humiliate him when you do the cuckold-wedding (I hope you are still planning this) just to show him that You are the Boss in the relationship and he will have to submit to you. I think he needs it and that doing this will make him reaffirm his commitment to you.
Sincerely elina
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Linda38DD
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As it stands right now the cuckold wedding is going forward,its going to be a small thing,no more than a friend of his and my G/F's (5 of them). With Billy its different than with a man,only sexual thing we do is I give him these handjobs and he eats me ( which is awesome). I think just being there will be humiiating for him,dont you.. I was upset anmd still am a bit with my B/F (Shawn) because of that superbowl fiasco..Trying to resolve that..
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Linda38DD
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Well Leprikonius, that happens but it will shrink back mostly,welcome to the Beta World "Lil Man'. Its adjust or leave...Get better at oral.
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kennyboy82
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Linda, good design for the tat, but where will you place it, somewhere discreetly visible I hope! Glad that Billy's good at something (eating used pussy) but don't be mad with Shawn, it was only a fuck (or two) after all. Pity that's not your pussy after a good workout! xx
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Linda38DD
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Its goin to be small,thought my left butt cheek,or maybe just above my vagina,so i can still wear my bikini. What do you guys think..
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kennyboy82
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#529 · Edited by: kennyboy82
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It needs to be discreetly seen Linda, so the butt cheek sounds good, or just above your pussy, but it won't get seen there unless you wear something really tiny like a 'Wicked Weasel' minikini. It pays to advertise, or just plain brag about how Hot you are, and you're getting it regularly from your b/f, not hubby!
Nice ass by the way! xx
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Linda38DD
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I am a jeans and T-shirts girl now, I wear a dress only tuesdays now when my girl friends and I go partying..Last 3 tuesdays we havnt gone out..I may wear one with Shawn if we go dancing but he likes them so short and I am not into that now..Bikinis I love so maybe the tatoo on my mound maybe? Have about 20 Bikinis,old ladies like myself never throw any thing out,at least any clothes, men maybe.
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i122
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Yes on the mound or inner thigh
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kennyboy82
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Linda38DD: old ladies like myself never throw any thing out,at least any clothes, men maybe. Old ladies?? Are you kidding me? Fuck girl, you're the best looking 'old lady' I know! The mound is perfect, once any guy's got that far the message is plain for him to see. Sue (my f/b) has 'Kens slut' tattoo'd on hers so her husband is reminded of that every week when he shaves her pussy, carefully! It's a talking point with other guys she puts out to as well.
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Linda38DD
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elina
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Dear Lady Linda,
Yes, I think it is inevitable that a Cuckoldress with a cuckold who fully accepts his position, and encourages his Wife to dominate him and take other lovers will lose respect for Her husband as a lover.
On the other hand, I think such a Lady should have an increased respect for Her husband as a slave and cuckold. I think You do, Lady Linda. Time and again you have told us how pleased you are to have Billy by your side, how he takes care of you and your ********. This however gives him no rights to have sex with you, that is entirely up to your discretion how much you want to involve him.
But are you not truly lucky to have Billy by your side, always there for you when you need him, willing to help you and accept that you have sex with as many as you like, when you like. Billy deserves to get confirmation that he is no longer the sex-partner in your life, and never will be; But instead that you demand his complete **********, that he will obey and serve you and whatever lovers you elect to take. I don't know your current thinking about the cuckold wedding, but the fact that you are noe down to a small guset list should enable you to create a more explicit ceremony where Billy is humiliated and submits to you in front of your girlfriends, your lover and his friend.
Sincerely elina elina
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Linda38DD
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I think we have something in our vows about Billys role,My B/F is resisting any mention of him,he doesnt think much of Billy but will because of me,our thinking is to have Billy will annouce to those assembled that he is giving up all marital rights.That he loves me and wants whats best for me.. I want Billy in my life and Shawn and I dont want to marry, we just love the sex.I am a good date and help in in his work occasionally when he needs a woman to go to benefits with him..
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kennyboy82
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I think you were at your absolute zenith at that time Linda. Linda38DD: Locking up Billy Are you sure he's even got a dick? Never seen anyone quite so small! I thought Sue's husband was tiny, but Billy puts him in the shade! Linda38DD: when he needs a woman to go to benefits with him.. ? Explain please! You mean 'putting out' for him, or are we talking welfare benefits here? pm me if you prefer.
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Linda38DD
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No silly like charty benefits,parties where he needs a date in his business,things like that..jesus even my friends pick me apart..
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Linda38DD
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So how is everyone today..My B/F Shawn is in europe for 11 days now and wont be back for maybe 20 days or more on business..Frustrated now
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kennyboy82
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Wish you had come with him babe, we could have got together, enjoyed some fun! Next time maybe. xx
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cuckold4one
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Linda38DD: and wont be back for maybe 20 days or more on business..Frustrated now Time to find some new cock to fill the void until he returns. Cuck who loves a creampie.
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