My Dear Renee 123:
Congratulations !!! You are about to embarK on one of the most thrilling and wonderful lifestyles you can imagine. You can indeed have your cake and eat it too. My First Wife started cuckolding me many years ago and it was the best thing that ever happened to both of us. Not only did she get to experience GREAT SEX, but for the first time in my life I felt I had found my place. You may be thinking of this as simply a way for you to get satisfaction. However, don't underestimate how wonderful this will be for your cuck boyfriend/hubby.
For years I had been trying, like most cucks, to
"PRETEND TO BE A REAL MAN." It was frustrating, unfullfilling and disappointing. Like most cucks, I knew my teeny, tiny little "clittie" was much smaller than the other boys. I knew I could not satisfy a woman.....and...... it was sooo humiliating and hopeless to keep on trying. Although I grew up like all other normal boys and was mentally conditioned to try to be a macho stud who loved pussy and had wet dreams about fucking it, I knew by my girlfriends' reactions that I wasn't. I knew what a real orgasm looked and sounded like and I knew they weren't having one when I was fucking them with my teensy pindyck......I mean..... WHO WAS I KIDDING?
I actually got to the point where I almost dreaded having to stick my tiny gherkin in a woman's pussy. I loved romancing a woman, I absolutely loved the thrill of undressing them, of unsnapping their bras and pulling down their silky panites. I loved kissing and making out with them, sucking their titties and licking their pussies. But I learned to avoid sticking my pencil thin nubbin in their pussies until I had brought them to at least one and hopefully two orgasms with my tongue and fingers.
And....I hated being patronized. Some women would try to act like size didn't matter.....however.....it was abundantly clear they were not enjoying sex the way a woman should..... AND....WHO DID THOSE GIRLS THINK THEY WERE KIDDING BY TRYING TO REASSURE ME IT WAS O.K.???..... I had watcarbonsmudged my fraternity brothers gangbang several girls and I knew how a woman moans, wimpers and crys out with pleasure when she is truly being satisfied by a "Real Man's" Cock. Consequently, the reassurances of the women who didn't want to hurt my feelings were pretty hollow. I'm sure they meant well, but their implausible attempts to console me simply convinced me that our relationship was baseed on a lie. They didn't really love me enough to be honest and straightforward with me.
Consequently, I was always nervous, uneasy and unable to enjoy myself in a relationship because I knew that it was only a matter of time before my girlfriend met a man with a Big Cock and then she would leave me. The whole time I was in a relationship all I did was worry and fret and stew about when she was going to dump me for a Big Cock. I was always on pins and needles. It was horrible. I was an All Star Athlete and was used to winning athletic competitions. I was trained to compete. However, I knew I was a sexual loser and that I could not compete sexually. It was psychologically traumatic to know that no matter what I did, my tiny clittie was inadequate.
My First Wife was the first girlfriend I ever had who was honest about how inadequate I was and openly told me I was too small and shot off too quick to satisfy her.
VOILA!!! IT WAS NOW OUT IN THE OPEN. I FELT SUCH A SENSE OF RELIEF. I didn't have to pretend anymnore. I could finally acknowledge, learn to accept and eventually embrace the simple fact that I was a sissy with a "clittie". I was not a "Real Man."
I LOVED HER TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY.....because she was the first to be honest.
I readily and willingly agreed to let her begin the process of Transitioning, Transforming and Training me to be her feminized little sissyslut cuck hubby .....And.... it was psychologically soooo liberating. Needless to say, I felt wonderful that she loved me enough to be honest with me. She made it very clear that she loved me and always wanted to be with me, but, she desperately needed Big Black Cocks instead of my pathetic little clittie. Because she was soooo honest, I trusted her and knew that she would never leave me for a man with a Big Cock. Seeing how much pleasure she received from Big Cocks simply convinced me I had done the right thing. The truth is: If a cuck hubby truly loves his wife, he will want her to be happy and to experience the glorious joy of being totally filled, stretcarbonsmudged and fucked hard N deep with Big Black Cocks. It would be terribly selfish of a little cuck hubby to deny this supreme pleasure to the woman he loves.
After My First Wife feminized me, she began training me with a strap-on to be a more versatile little cuck partner. At first I resisted, but once she overcame my mental obstacles, I grew to love and carbonsmudgerish my new role because she included me in her play. I became such an integral part of her sexual happiness and sexual exploration and self-discovery. It felt soooo good to know that I was contributing to her sexual satisfaction and was helping her to experience such incredible mental and psychological highs.
The fact that we did it as a team (Cuckoldress and cuck/ Domme and sub-slut) brought us closer together and strengthened our relationship. I never felt closer to my wife than during those exquisitely pleasurable cuck N Bull sessions.
Moreover, I discovered that there were some things sexual that I could do well.
WHAT A REVELATION !!! I discovered that I could become an accomplished cocksucker and it was sooooo exciting the first time a Black Bull lost control and shot that sweet, creamy male nectar into my soft, velvety puzzymouth. I also discovered that I was
A GREAT FUCK!!! Although I initialy feared being ripped apart by a Bull's Dick, My First Wife trained me with progressively larger Butt Plugs so that I was stretcarbonsmudged, open and able to take even her largest Lover. It's probably hard for new cuck's or new cuckoldress's to imagine, but I was so proud the first time a Black Bull buried his long, thick, throbbing Big Black Cock balls deep in my sissypussy. By the way,
I AM NOT GAY. Nonetheless, I felt pride in being submissive to my wife and in being able to make her proud by obeying her commands and by providing Her Lovers with such pleasure. I was proud of myself and amazed because I didn't think I could do it when we first started contemplating this role for me. It was even more rewarding to hear a Big Black Bull's grunts and moans of pleasure as he stroked in N out of my nice, tight, white, wet and creamy sissypussy. However, the ultimate reward was when he couldn't control himself anymore and plunged deeply into my pussy and shot load after load of hot cum into my hot little sissypussy as he groaned and cried out with pleasure. Even more rewarding was the way My Wife desired, needed and loved the way I cleaned Creampies out of her pussy and ass.
It was soooooo rewarding to see her soooo happy and to know that I played an integral part in her sexual satisfaction. Let me count the ways I worshipped my wife by: (1) locating, screening and selecting her Black Lovers, (2) dressing her sexy for her Big Black Studs, (3) licking her pussy to get her ready, (4) sucking his cock to get him ready, (5) guiding his Big Black Cock into her sopping wet pussy, (6) licking his balls and (7) his ass and (8) her clit and (9) her ass while they fucked, (10) cleaning the cum and pussy juice off his cock, (11) eating up the creampie and then (12) sucking his cock and (13) getting him hard so he could (14) fuck my sissypussy and (15) shoot his thick, creamy, white cum-loads deep into my kunt.
FOR THE FIRST TIME, I LOOKED FORWARD TO SEXUAL SESSIONS!!!
(I must admit, it took me awhile to accept the cocksucking and sissypussy fucking part of it. After all, like most boys I still carried some pretty heavy psychological conditioning from younghood about being a man, being macho and not doing anything "girly". The mental bullcuckolds brownie we're fed as youngren is hard to overcome, especially that pig-male ego little boys are encouraged to develop. It took some pretty extensive domination from My First Wife to overcome my male ego. Even though I subconsciously wanted to suck cock and be fucked, she had to take me to an Erotic Hypnotist, spank and whip me in order to "power" me to prepare to suck that first Big Black Cock. Once I sucked cock and got fucked, however, I discovered I loved it. It felt sooo fucking good both physically, mentally and emotionally.
Afterwards, I was actually very proud of the fact I was really able to go through with it and even prouder of the fact that the Black Bull loved it. Cuckold Wives need to keep in mind that their little cucks want, need and respond to a firm hand and discipline. Cuck hubbies are just like little boys. They need the control from their Mommy, thier Teacarbonsmudger and other strong female authority figures.)
If you would like more advice about how to cuck your hubby, please contact me at
[email protected]. I will send you
(1) "A DOMME'S ADVCE"--- This was from a woman who served as a mentor and teacarbonsmudger to My First Wife) (
2) "A CUCKOLD WIVES' GUIDE" which is designed to help wives understand why their hubby is requesting this type of treatment and suggests some ways to make it happen; and
(3) "HOW MS. KARLI'S FIRST WIFE TRANSITIONED, TRANSFORMED AND TRAINED HER."---This describes some of the training techniques My First Wife used and provides pointers on where to find more information.
Your submissive little cocksucking sissyslut kunt-gurl,
Ms. karli
