I've been cuckolding my husband off and on for years. But we never identified it as cuckolding until this week. Yes, I've even had him lick my pussy clean. We've always been in the reverse role of I was submitting to this for him...(yeah right) but somethings changed this week. It started w/him wanting me to actively find a lover for a an affair behind his back. He even went so far as to offer me a cc to use for buying special clothes and lingerie for my affair and he would then have to pay the bill etc. This got me turned on. I'd never actively saught out someone. I love my husband very much so it was a little difficult to "wrap my head" around the idea of seeking someone out for a relationship. All my prior fucks had been just that fucks...
So I am actively seeking out someone to start having an affair with. Then we got to talking about how much I want and need a big cock in me. He has an 'average' 6" when hard (when that happens
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The last 36 hours have been some of the most heady sex and power play I've had with him in a long time.
We've also been pushing his cd side as well. Its all been a bit amazing for me to embrace my power and control I can have over him. He found this forum just last night and after a bit we went to bed and I really started in telling him how much I needed a big, fat cock and how his little soft cock just wasnt enough for me. It had the desired effect, he had to watch me fuck myself this morning with one of my bigger dildos to even get a semi-hard on.
I am looking forward to this continued exploration on this road. I know we are both a little nervous about this as I love his dominant side but I think I've truely found his "heart"...now I am going to stomp on it and then hold it and mend it and then stomp on it again...
I am looking forward to further reading and exploring this board.
I am a truly blessed Lady who is still learning and enjoying myself immensely at my hubby's expense. :) I love a cuckolded husband.
