Long absence from the site - am now living as a woman

I used to be obsessed with this site ~2005-2008 but haven't been frequenting cuckold place for over 10 years. Somehow tonight I just thought to check in and am happy to see it still exists

During my absence I had two serious, long-term cuckold relationships and ended up transitioning during the second (which resulted in our breakup). Living as a woman for the past four years, I feel mostly alienated from the "cuckold community" but cuckold fantasy still turns me on.

The first time I remember seeing anyone mention taking hormones for feminization was on this site. It seemed so extreme to me at the time and not like something I could ever imagine doing. I had no understanding of trans people or what transitioning entailed (which was maybe for the best as trans medicine 15 years ago isn't what it is now).

I thought it could be interesting to offer a little AMA regarding my experience with cuckolding and especially as it related to my gender transition. If anyone is curious ask away ;)

For me, cuckolding is centered around my wife. I'm curious now that a wife/girlfriend is not in your equation, is cuckolding not attractive to you? And do you identify as a woman? Are you happier?

I like the idea of cuckolding still but it's not so much applicable to my situation anymore. I would definitely still enjoy having a girlfriend who fucked guys with my knowledge but the dynamic wouldn't be the same.

My sense of gender is complicated but I do pass as a woman in public (everyone assumes I'm a woman). I know now that for me, my need to be cuckolded was tangled with the fact that my gender identity wasn't male. Now that I'm able to pursue relationships with men as a woman I don't have the overwhelming need to have a girlfriend who does this while I observe. Overall I'm much happier now, my life makes a lot more sense this way

Could we see some photos of you... have you had operations to change?

Yeah, I'd love to see some pics and learn about your transition. I guess you've always been a cock luver! Welcome back and thanks for sharing.
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BTW, I asked years ago if ant wives had their Cucks on hormones to grow their tits.
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There was one couple years back, the husband had started taking estrogen and I thought that seemed insane :P

I haven't had any sugery, I just got lucky with hormone replacement. I did have laser hair removal for the little facial hair I had but that's it. I won't be posting face pics as I'm wanting to remain discrete about my history here...

But maybe a photo of your cunt tae, especially if its size has been reduced!

welcome back
you are always welcome and at home here.

My size doesn't seem to have changed much. Only slightly smaller if at all. My balls are MUCH smaller however, which is inevitable when you fully block testosterone. Less than half the size they had been, which I really enjoy.

tae, please continue to post. Enjoy, reading about your experience. I have a strong fetish towards Trans and have a fetish to be friends with the Lady.

Thank you, for taking the time to post.

I'm glad your transition has made you happier!

Now that you're on the other side, do you find any interest in being a hotwife or cuckquean, or has that part of you dwindled?

ironass
Before I started transition I didn't have an attraction to men in any real sense. Now I'm certainly attracted to men but only interested in taking a submissive role. I could definitely enjoy being shared by a hypothetical boyfriend but only by his decision to share me.

Having a boyfriend who fucked women in front of me? I honestly hadn't considered that as a possibility but that might mess with me. I'm very open to non-monogamous relationships and group situations in general however.

tae
14. Keep us informed. Your life is special and fascinating. Would love to see pics of your body at least!
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