Looks Like It May Finally Happensed

So I have been a member to the site for a long time but I have not been here for years. Most of you remember my second wife who was Japanese and cuckolded me regularly. When we did not work out I meet my new wife and she told me that she would never cuckold me. That was 2009 and I am back today to let the site know it is looking more and more promising that I am going to become her cuckold very soon.

If you seen my previous posts then you know I am a sissy who enjoys wearing diapers. Nothing has changed except that I wear diapers much more often...even to work. I have a strong desire to become diaper dependent and to wear them permanently. I have basically become impotent and my wee wee can not even get hard. In the past if my wife talked to me about cuckolding I would be rock hard and leaking precum all over the place. Now by preemies just leak out with no hardness. I have had intercourse with my wife probably 10 times in the last five years and half those times I lasted under thirty seconds. Since the birth of my *** my beautiful wife's pussy has been permanently stretched....well that and all of the large toy cocks I have fucked her with. Now I can not feel her when I attempt to be a man and fuck her and she had become completely sexually frustrated. Are sex life had consisted of me in a pink diaper nursing on her sensitive titties. Sometimes she demands penetration which will be with a large toy. If we did fuck I would be wearing a strap on harness over my diaper. That's is about the only way I saw her moan with pleasure when fucking her.

A week ago she was contacted by her ex lover on Facebook and he asked her if she was still married. He said he was looking for a "bootycall" and missed how great her pussy was. She entertained him a little but told me that was to turn me on knowing I have a cuckold fantasy. She said she could never fuck him. Two days ago things rapidly changed when he contacted her again. He once again told her he wanted to fuck her and this time she told him my fantasy. She said that my husband wants me to permanensc 6dfstly deny him and take a lover. He responded he does not want to fuck you and she said he wants me to deny him forever because he is not man enough to fuck me. They had a fairly long chat where they discussed about what it was that they enjoyed when they fucked each other. It ended with him wanting to jackoff and her not comfortable enough YET to watch on Facebook video.

Today she asked me to make a contract that states I will not divorce her if she goes outside of the marriage. That I will do. It really seems like I will become a cuckold. He is not the type that will allow me to watch so I think I will be at home doing the chores she needs done while she is being fucked. Additionally, since I will not be able to watch, she is going to be asking him how he wants her pussy shaved and what lingerie he wants her in. She will let him know that I will be preparing her for her date. I also ask her to humiliate me as much as possible reminding him how sexually frustrated she is and how pathetic I am. She will not tell him I wear dresses and diapers as she feels that would freak him out and may be awkward if she decides to fuck him. She also told me she would have to get on BC or I will be buying a lot of morning after pills. I told her it would be pretty humiliating going to the pharmacy the next day wearing a diaper and buying her a morning after pill. There is no question he will be fucking her bare and be filling her full of his cum.

I am starting to feel a little bit of cuckold angst. I worry that she will fuck him and decide coming home to a diaper wearing sissy may make her question who she is with. I do know this ex is not marriage material so I am not overly concerned of him trying to break up my marriage. I now find myself in the sweet anguish of "Will I become her cuckold."