I�m a Cuckold want to be! I think I fit most of the demographics, sexually submissive, tiny little penis, always cum to fast, and always horny. Most importantly, I can�t please my wife. I masturbate regularly. Due to a �fine� Catholic education and upbringing, my wife feels that sex is bad and dirty. What sex we do have is sporadic and she rarely enjoys it. To see her with another man driving deep into her, making her back arch, her toes curl and her pussy drip, well I fantasize about this every time we take a tumble. I have asked about the fantasy of her fucking other men a few times. The last time she only cried and didn�t speak. So I found a new outlet for my passion and became a Cocksucker.
My first experience was at an Adult Book Store when I was out of town traveling. I went into a theater and sat in the back. Next thing you know, the guys on both sides of me had their Dick�s out and where beating of. I figured what the hell and slid mine out. It didn�t take long until the guy next to me put his hand on my cock and started rubbing. Oh�.It felt so good! I grabbed his cock and returned the favor. I had never felt another mans cock before, so hard yet so soft. I liked the sensation. After a while my guy told me he was going to cum. I just nodded and stroked him faster and watched as he stood up and shot his load. I loved the other guys in the theater watching me get this guy off.
My next experience was at another ABS with Glory Holes. I purchased some �Trojans� and found a booth with a hole cut in it. I put some dollars in the machine and started beating off. It didn�t take long before a finger popped through the hole requesting my cock. I put a rubber on and put it through. A soft set of warm lips slipped on my little cock and went to town. I had no Idea that a blowjob could be this good. He worked me until I shot. I decided that I really liked getting my cock sucked anonymously through the hole in the wall.
Every chance I had when I traveled, I went to an ABS and got my cock sucked. On time half way through, the guy stopped sucking me and put his cock through the hole. The passion got the best of me and I rolled a rubber on him and got on my knees. I was eyes to eye with my first cock. I had no idea of how awesome it would be. The same soft, yet hard of the hand job, but times ten or twenty! I was sold. To feel him get bigger inside my mouth was just paradise. All of a sudden he became �Huge� and them shot his load. Wow! I was hooked. I have since learned to be an accomplished Cocksucker. I�m told that I am quite exceptional.
I don�t care what the guy looks like, as I�m only concerned with his cock. Of course he has to be clean and safe. I would never even entertain the thought of kissing a guy. I love women, pussy and oh yes sucking cock! My favorite is Big Black Cock. I love to look up at a black man while I go to town on his cock. Such a submissive feeling, yet such a power rush when feel his soft dick harden in you mouth. Nothing beats the power you feel when he moans, grows huge and lets his load loose. I especially like it when the guy tells me that he can�t cum with a rubber on and I make him squirt. Is this the same power a �Bull� feels when he sees the look on the husband�s face as he reaches that special spot (that the husband can only dream of) making the wife shimmy and shake with her first ever orgasm. I would love nothing more than the presentation of making the �Bull� hard and cleaning his cum from my wife�s pussy. I would then clean him back to hard for round two.
I believe that if I had a larger cock and could please my wife and have regular �great� sex, that I wouldn�t be a Cocksucker. But I can�t please her, so I will probably keep sucking cocks. Anyone else in the same boat?
