Got spanked today :(

my wife (mommy) found out that I played with myself this week. She let me out of my cage for a week (My maximum allowed) with trust that I wouldn't... but of course I did, all week long. I was nursing on her this morning when she confronted me with the question... have you been playing? She knows immediately... I've never been good at lying to her. My nursing got cut short, I got put in a Humbler and put over the bed for a beating with a cane and a paddle.

I had to spend 20 minutes on my knees with my forehead on the floor before i was allowed to dress...

She was Furious... and a bit hurt. I was let out for a surprise handjob on Valentines (first cum in about 5 months), and was trusted to be good. She was furious, and a bit hurt. I've been promised I won't get to do a big boy squirt for a long time.
I feel so guilty

How are things going? Been spanked again lately?

I got accused of being sulky on Saturday before her date.

She gave me a right good thrashing - hand, belt and cane. I am still sore today.