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Hi everyone

I don't know whether you remember The hyperlink is visible to registered members only!... well, that's my life when i try to have sex with any woman other than my wife.

My wife* and I are into swinging, D/s and polyamory. I know it may not be the typical cuckold situation but that's the way we ended up as a cuckold couple. We have been into those scenes since we started together. And in all that time, we have met couples, girls, guys...

My point here is: while in all this time i can't tell the number of guys and girls she's been with, i have only been able to penetrate 3 other girls. Many times I even don't get an erection, despite being really hot.
Of course, as I love offense, I have found the way of enjoying the whole thing...

I know I haven't written much, but i read the forum every single day. I just do love it. I hope i'll write some more in the future and tell about our relationship. Some things are not quite what is expected in a cuckold relationship,... but I know you will love some other things.

*(actually my gf, we never married but living together for 21 ys)

Now that I've decided to start telling about my life, I'll carry on

At the moment my gf is dating 5 guys. I know I'm lucky.
One is a dominican black guy with a huge cock, a 9inch and thick. He is 40.
The second, another black guy, I'm not sure where from. No idea about his cock, I guess average, but with a muscular body. I think he is about 30.
The third, a friend of hers who is a little into the kinky scene... he loves her jerking him off, pinching his nipples, dirty talk...He is 40 too.
The fourth is a old schoolmate. They made a old schoolmates reunion some months ago, and they started dating then. They meet from time to time, he doesn't live in our city, but that gives their relationship a plus (for me): they go to a hotel, order champagne... I think he is 40 as well.
The fifth is a fireman, so you may suppose he's a got a very good body too. He is in his 30's.

Actually I don't know much about their cock sizes (only about the huge one). And I'm not allowed to watch them. And the guys don't use/use/humiliate me. I would love all that would happen... but my gf has changed many things in our relationship.

I used to tell her that i'd love to see her having sex with well endowed guys. We went for some time to swinger clubs and she did it many times. But one day, when we went to the house of one of her lovers back then, she and the guy realized they wouldn't be able to have sex with me there watching. So they told me to go home.
Later that day she told me that she would rather have sex with her lovers on her own.. and that's the way it's been since then, about 8 or 9 years ago.

I very often fantasize about being used by her lovers (i'm a passive bisexual), but the guys are not interested at all and she doesn't "power" the situation in that direction.
Anyway, I'm very happy about the way things are and i must say we love each other a lot... although she knows very well how to humiliate me when we get into that game.

If I carry on telling more things about us, maybe it will be useful to carry on with this thread.

(apologies for the mistakes, English is not my first language)

by the way,... as much as i would have loved it, i'm don't have a very small penis, is 6,2 and thick... so one kind of offense i'm missing. But well, we cuckolds always find ways to be humiliated :D