Letter to a Real Man

There was an ad from a dom bull on craigslist today that was long and descriptive and reallly pushed my buttons and made me want to serve this man and give him my wife. It got deleted before I could reply, so I'm posting it here just to say it out loud somewhere.

Thank you for posting your ad. It says so much I need
to hear. I am weak, I am a nobody. I go through the
day trying to do my best and be a man, but if a better
man were to push me aside and take over and I'd feel
a lot better not having to pretend.

You could fuck my wife the way she needs. She wants
me to fuck her more than I do, I'm not bad at it but I
get scared I won't satisfy her. I don't think I do.
She asks for it and I beg off or pretend I'm tired. I
know how she is, if she had something on the side,
something strange and exciting, she'd be all over it.
She'd probably love me even more if I went out and got
her a bull to fuck.

And then I could feel the arousal
of shame and offense, get off on my weakness and
jealousy. God, to kneel on the floor with the taste
of your cum in my mouth as I watch you fuck her,
feeling so stupid for agreeing to it....or to be at
work knowing she's spending the afternoon under you
while I whack off in the men's room sniffing your used
condoms like a pathetic loser....

Whoa. Never knowing when the phone's going to ring,
when your commanding voice will tell me to make my
wife's pussy available to you. Kissing her goodbye
knowing her lips will soon be wrapped around your
cock. I can't believe how hard these thoughts make my
cock. It makes me so weak in the knees I want to drop
to the floor and...suck your cock. I know that's not
what you want and this is about fulfilling your needs
to fuck my woman not satisfying my closeted queer
desires, but I can't help saying I wish I could
swallow your cock as you describe to me how you are
going to ravage my wife and humiliate me.

She's 5'6", 36d breasts, a round pilates firm ass.
She's not at all fat, but she's not thin. We're both
38. She had a lot of one night stands before she met
me, she had a weakness for married men. She knows
about my bi past and approves of it.

I'm fairly certain this is all fantasy best left unfulfilled. But damn, it's a good one.