A note a sent to my wife as we are beginning our journey

My wife has decided that she wants to control my cock, and my orgasm. I have not come for a week, while she has cum 12 times. She told me last night that she is ready to give herself to a big cocked lover as she needs more cum than I can give her. Below is my note to my wife (we have not been able to relax together for the past 2 nights)

good morning sexy..

i hope you had another nights good relax..

i continue to wake up every morning and fall arelax each night with a cock that is full.
when i am falling arelax and when i wake up, my only thoughts are of you, and how i can continue to satisfy and please you

i cant stop thinking about last night...it is incredible how sexual we can be with each other..

it is incredibly hot and exciting how comfortable you have become as the dominant "hot wife" in our relationship, ....how all that matters is your sexual pleasure...you sound so satisfied and confident when you speak to me....you know exactly how to control me with your words...(and texts)
i am completely at your mercy, and hang on every word and thought you share with me.....

the past two nights have been so hot, as you have sounded so sexy as you end our calls in such a completely satisfied and controlling tone....
you leave me in a submissive sexual and mental state that i have never experienced before.....my cock is on fire for you as i ache to please you again, my cock leaks pre cum, my mind races with thoughts of you pleasing your big cock lover in so many ways...you tell me how he gets to cum and how he will fill you completely....which is so hot as i am left to drift to relax still not knowing when you will let me cum again..

it gets me so hot when the last words i hear from you at night are "you will not be cumming tonight..good night.i love you"

i love you too.