Getting Deep Into it now

So me nad my wife were swingers for a few years and then i confessed that i want to see her fuck another guy. She protested saying i would get jealous and freak out and she was not sure if she could do it. Well we did it a few times here and there. I told her about cuckolding and she said well we can do it from time to time and purly a fantasy of yours. SO like once every 3 or 4 months she would go fuck someone and or bring someone to our house and do it in front of me and then we would act out the cuckold thing after he was gone. LIke me cleaning her and her talking down to me stuff like that. Over the years this is where we are at now. I have not fucked her in over 2 years she has 4 different lovers she sees all the time. She also has cheated on me several times that i know of. I asked her the other day if we did not have kids together would you leave me. She said maybe after the kids were out of the house she would. She was unsure. Then she came back and said no she would not fully leave me but she would move in part time with one of her bulls whom she really enjoys fucking. She said but she could see her self some day leaving and moving in with a real man. SO it started out as a fantasy and now it is the real deal. I love every minute of it. Even the fact of knowing that there is a change she would leave me for another man. in the past 2 months things have changed even more. She will not let me see her nakked at all. she actually gets pissed if i try to sneak a peek. I think she feels like if i see her nakked it is like cheating on this one boyfriend that she has.
is this common in most cuck relationships? where we are at now. My fantasy turned into her reality rather i like it or not.

Comments please

Congratulations! It sounds like you are really actualizing your dreams.

I am curious about your life and marriage, and I hope you won't find me rude for asking a few questions:

- Outside of sex, and now nudity, are you a quite conventional couple? Do you still engage in non-sexual physical intimacy (cuddling, kissing, hugging, relaxing in the same bed, saying "I love you," etc.)? Publicly do you appear a conventional married with youngren couple that wouldn't raise an eyebrow?

- Who knows about your lifestyle besides the two of you and her lovers? Friends? Family? (Not the kids, I know, I mean your and her siblings, parents, etc.) Neighbors? Colleagues and co-workers?

- Are you just into plain Cuckolding, or do you have other kinks and fetishes you mix in? (Like chastity/denial, femdom/BDSM, feminization/sissification, powerd bi/sexual reorientation, etc.)

- How and under what conditions do you come? Will these restrictions continue if and when she moves out and/or dumps you?

I really appreciate your sharing your story and would love to know more details (of this kind, nothing revealing of identity) about your life!

Thanks for sharing!
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I agree with MrsBlackBlowupDoll. Id also like to know more details. It sounds like the cuckolding got a little bit out of hand. Is this what you envisioned when you started this?

For me it seems like the best situation would be where the wife gives her husband sex every once in a while just to keep the intimacy between them and to remind him of the pleasure that others get much more often than you. I think it would be thrilling to get a 15 second blowjob by my wife followed by a discussion of how her lovers get to fuck her face for as long as they want and even get to cum on her face and mouth. But I guesseveryone is different.

Please tell us more of your day-to-day life.

Well me and the wife are still like best friends. OUt in public we are clearly a loving family with me at the helm. We still kiss each other bye and say i love you every chance we get. But when it comes to sex the only thing between us is that i clean her after she gets home from seeing her lover and sometimes i am allowed to put on a condom and rub either in her ass crack or on her pussy lips but more then none i can only hump her leg or jack off. But when jacking off she ties a rope around my balls and yanks on them saying she wishes they would just fall off so she would not have to show me any kind for sexual favors ever again. I do wear a 3b 3000 or my birdcage from time to time but not full time. only if she is going out with a lover for the night. I will put it on before she leaves and then after i clean her she takes it off and i jack off. Over the years of her fucking other guys it seems i can not get hard around her anymore. I dont know if it is related to jealousy or to the other guys have such bigger dicks then me i just can not get hard, even when rubbing on her it never gets hard. I still cum but not alot. Also the only way i can get hard is if i am jacking off.
We do mix a few other fetishes in , like i do wear panties to bed and to work and when she goes out i put on hose and girly tee shirt that say small dicked hubby. I have gotten a few lovers hard for her with my mouth.

We have not slept in the same bed in about 3 years due to my snoring (at least that is what she says)

Her lovers knows of this and a close female friend of mine and one of my cousins. Then we think her sisters knows due to one of her lovers lives next door to her sister.

If and when she does leave me i will cont. to jack off i am sure in the same manner that i do.

Day to day in the short. We get up, she goes to work, i go to work, we text a little bit during the day unless she is seeing her lover then we text alot that day. She noramaly is telling me how she is going to get fucked and how i am usless and stuff like that. then we come home and cook dinner and watch tv or if she goes to lover she normally goes directly from work (she used to call me when heading there then call me when she got there and then text me trough out the night) not i get no calls at all. I mean i know she is going but i get nothing till she is on her way home which can be anywhere from 8pm to 2am. She lets her lovers do anything they want to her. One guy has his buddies over all the time and they all take turns. One lover is her master and keeps her for the weekend all tied up and uses the cuckolds brownie out of her. One guy drives up 250 miles and gets a room and uses her hard. she went out one night with a lover to the movies and then back to her place. she said it was a regular night of fun and sex. I found out later from him that he took her to hotel room Tied her to the bed and blind folded her and let about 7 random guys come in and fucker her that he know. they all came in her, said it was their breeding party that she wanted.

Not sure if she will ever leave me for real or not. But was not planned on her ever leaving. Was really only planning on doing the cuckold thing part time like we started, Somewhere it got out of controll. But for real. I am enjoying this to the max, Just a little scared is all about our relations ship status. Do i want her to leave? NO does it excite me that she thinks about it or that she might? HELL YES

We're going through something like this right now, actually. She's dated a couple of guys and been in a few long-term relationships in the last few years, although she's not seeing anyone serious right now. She has said openly that if she meets the right guy, she isn't sure whether we should continue to be together or whether she wants a regular monogamous marriage with another man instead. I mostly hope we get to stay together, but I also find myself weirdly excited by the possibility of her deciding to leave. I know it's been difficult for her to balance having me in her life in some of her past relationships, especially the serious ones. It's not that complicated if the wife's just having casual sex, I guess, but she's had some very serious emotional connections, which have been difficult to manage at the same time as being married to me. If she ends up meeting the right guy and deciding to be with him, I am sure that I will be completely devastated, but also that I will continue to jack off to that experience for the rest of my life.

Seems like you guys have lost control of the situation. I guess it's to posssibly be expected when we give our wives full freedom to go out and experiment with different sex partners. Of course they are bound to find other guys more satisfying than their husband and many times women (just as men think with their dicks) may have a tendency to think with their pussies. I cannot imagine being turned on by the possiblity of my wife leaving me for one of her bulls...on the contrary I think it would be somewhat devastating, particularly when it was I who initiated the entire situation by encouraging her to take on other lovers. I hope my situation never gets out of control like that, but it is something to think about and be ready for. Thank you for making me think about it, as I had never before imagined that it could really happen, but I guess this is real life...it is not always just as we want it to be. We have to be ready to accept whatever comes with this crazy lifestyle we chose!