I have been having dark horrible dreams about living the life of a cuck Sissy for years, i didnt feel it was normal and certainly wouldnt have dared discussing it with my wife, she would have thought me a total mad pervert or something!
I have for some reamister lost my libido over the last couple of years which was really starting to frustrate my wife whom is 12 years my junior; it wasnt done on purpose but realy cant explain the reamisters, age, work preasure etc!.
Then about 5 months back we discussed her taking on a lover but she totally dismissed the idea as madness "its not normal she said" "when i married you it was obvious we would remain faithful"
I explained that she wouldnt be unfaithful because i would be totaly aware of the situation; anyway she pretty mush dismissed it saying "i will think about it!"
Well that was pretty much it until about 2 months ago we were sitting in a traffic jam on our way out somewhere and she just said out of the blue "would you really be ok if i were to have a lover?"
I was gobsmaked....and tried to get my thoughts; "yes i said, we discussed it and i think under the circumstances it would be good for both of us"
She said she would try and find someone local as she is a pretty lady and has loads of admirers, but she found it quite tough and without being too upfront and open about it to potential lovers nothing happened.
We discussed it some more and agreed that the best thing would be to find an experienced Bull, someone that understood the lifestyle and everything that goes with it.
Well we found this great guy on here and they hit it off straight away and have been lovers for at least a month now and cant get enough of eachother, my wife is a changed woman, allways happy with a smile on her face!
What about me the Cuck?
Well to be honest after the first couple of meetings i was finding things quite tough and didnt know if i was going to be able to carry on with it, i caused a couple of rows, one of which was quite bad.
I phoned her lover the Bull myself and explained my feelings to him telling him "i found it hard at times"
Well his experience really shone through and after many discussions with my wife they decided that i am to become a Sissy Maid......and dominate me to the extent that i will loose all of my male wilfulness and become a feminised Cuck.
I have been instructed by the Bull that i am to call him Sir, and my wife has instructed me i am to call her Mistress.
I am locked 24/7 into my CB-200O Cock cage for which she has the keys on her at all times, they are never left in the house.
She has painted my toe nails a bright Red which i am to leave on at all times, she also painted my fingernails in a clear gloss laquer which again must stay on.
She has bought me ladies style socks, similar to stockings which i must wear to work.
She has been out and got me about 5 nighties one of which she will chose for me to wear each night.
She had also brought me a couple of skirts which i must put on when i get home from work.
I have a drawer full of panties, bra's, suspnder belts and stockings which i have to wear for her and Sirs ammusement.
She has bought me a pair of high heel mary jane shoes and a pair of flat ballet pumps.
To top it all she has ordered me a maids outfit including apron which i must wear at all times when Sir is in the house.
After waiting on them all evening and watching them make love i am made to relax in the spare room wearing one of my nighties while again listening to them fuck all night.
In the morning i am to get up before they do and again dress in my maids uniform and bring them breakfast in Bed (my bed) then make the bed and clean up after them while they shower together.
As i said this has all been going on for the last month and at last feel content and happy with the whole situation, i feel i have found my place in life.
They have both agreed they are going to send me away for a long weekend Maids training, possibly with the Muir Accademy but we shall see; she said "they are going to drop me off down there together so they can advise the madam what is required of me"
I have eaten quite a few cream pies already and enjoyed it, in fact i had one this morning after they both spent the night together.
Am i happy?
Sometimes the male part of my brain finds it quite tough and i start to feel upset, embaressed and ashamed of what i am becoming but on the whole feel much happier with my life.
There were times when i started to think about the threads titled "Be careful what you wish for" but on the whole really do feel like my life is just begining as a Cuckold Sissy Maid.
The reamister for this posting?
Just to let you guys know it can happen, stick with it, it is worth the wait!
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