Where We Are Now

My Mistress and her new lover have been getting closer. They talk and text most every day and see each other twice a week. It's very exciting and humiliating. She tells me very little about what they do together. He seems to be developing feelings for her though, which we both like. She's referred to him being "sweet".

She's been denying me sex and hasn't even teased me in like a month. I did get to lick her pussy on Saturday though, which was nice. I'm not allowed to masturbate either except if I draw a blue bead from a bag. Odds right now are 3 in 16 or so. I get to draw once a week. If I do pull a blue bead I have to masturbate alone with a condom on and take the cum.

We're hoping they can get a little more serious and not have to use condoms at some point. Then maybe I can lick his cum out of her ass and pussy. In the mean time we're talking about her bringing back the condoms and feeding them to me. They often fuck five times a night.

She lets him do things to her that she never let me do, such as fucking her ass without lube. He naturally very Dominant.

The romantic aspect of our relationship is becoming a bit one sided, which we both enjoy as well.

Mistress has made it clear that I am very important to her and she wouldn't leave me for anything, but cuckolding and denying me is the best sex she has ever had by far.

I have started a blog to track my life as a cuckold. The hyperlink is visible to registered members only!.

She should put other things in the bag like a slap in the balls.

Have your wife bring home the condom(s) and make you use HIS cum to masturbate with.

My wife has a lover who does NOT know I know about them, so she can only entertain him without me present. The last 2 times, I used his used comdoms to masturbate with after she went to relax (she's not into humilating me or hard-core cuckolding). I found it an incredible turn on to know I was using HIS juice to masturbate with while HE got to produce that juice by using HER pussy to cum in!
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