Help with my emotiones !

Lads, she's been out about 10 times with other men and i've really got off on it but, recently i've found myself feeling sort of 'jealous'. Don't really know but sort of feel left out!!
She's out 2night meeting another and promised its only a meet up for a fuck next time 2 see if the guy is ok ! But its an hour after see said she'd call and she's still there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lads help me with my feelings,,, really enjoy the ride but,,, but finding the times alone hard,,,, don't wanna wank cus wanna fuck when she cums home,,,,,,,,,, Don't know!! wanna call it a day but also wanit it to continue!!..........uffffffff

get ur self some other pussy to fuck while shes fucking. Buck up and deal with it. If you stay with her fine but get some other bitch to fuck!
bp

Why don't you try to become the other M in a MFM 3 some with your wife and another guy. I think if you got to participate you would see things in a whole new light. When my wife first started cuckolding me she would go out and I would wait at home for her. Eventually I got her to start approaching her bulls about including me in their lovemaking.
I had been feeling kind of like you at times sitting home with a hard on waiting on her to come back from her dates...once I got to be included it all changed dramatically. Being there with her and her bull and enjoying the scene as well as assisting in getting her off is the ultimate experience for me.
I particularly love (and she does too) when I suck her toes while he's pounding into her. It's so dam erotic and she cums like a horse when I do it.
Good luck and don't give up.

How are you doing? I hate that you left it hanging like that, since I can really relate to your feelings. I've been in your shoes. Did you try to approach her about including you in her outside lovemaking? If you could accomplish that you will see that everything will change for the better!
There is nothing more erotic than you being there with her when she is being made love to...guaranteed!! Once you have tried it you will crave it constantly! I am always trying to find new bulls for my wife to ride because I have come to love so much seeing my wife in action with a well hung stud. Honestly, you will see!!