how a cuck feels

cucks,
please describe your feelings when you see your wife used by a bull. how does it make you feel. excited? enjoy?

I'll ask him.

Wow the feelings.... .... hum How to put it into words: First I'm going to assume, for us at least, you mean well used instead of used, because if it got to the point of use my feelings would be totally different and we would both be getting out of there.

When my wife enjoys her boyfriends:
I feel overwhelming Pride, jealousy, desire, love. My little penis is rock hard every time. I feel almost a queezy feeling in the pit of my stomach, almost to the point of being sick, but enjoyable. I at times almost feel what my wife is feeling. As long as the guy is good and my wife is loving it, I feel complete enjoyment that my wife can be pleased so much and I can be at least a part of it, when I know I could never do it by myself. All the emotions are more intense than anything in life by far. I feel extreame pain but enjoyable pain from the jealousy. I feel like I want the experience to never ever end, but then when they are finally through and I'm able to be with my wife, I feel stronger love and passion and desire than any other time in my life. Finally after we're done and falling off to relax the feeling changes to complete and utter satisfaction. Nothing in the world like it.

Then after the first few times she did it, I was jealous for days and at times extreamly sad then extreamly turned on. The very first time this was so intense I was in tears for hours the next morning, absolutely certain there was no way she could stay with me after being so satisfied by someone else. The first time is very very extream. If you've never done it, be carefull. It was VERY hard to control my emotions, but most of this has gone away now that she has enjoyed it many times and I know she isn't going to leave me, but the parts above are still there, and I suspect will continue to be. Just be sure your relationship is strong to start with, the jealousy can be overwhelming at times.

I think that pretty much describes how I feel. It would be wonderful if my wife commented. She just recently started posting here and is enjoying herself.

That is so well put mred...clearly you and I have been there, done that. And keep going back for more....sometimes I can feel what she's feeling so well that I want her guy to fuck me too

sissy faggot feels the love I give his pathetic self and craves more every day. No matter what I do or how I humiliate sissy the little faggot begs me for more! So I say sissy faggot Jess feels loved by me like no other woman can love his sorry usless cock filled ass. And above all else I love the sissy for being there watching my lovers fuck me like real men and realizing he is not or will never be that MAN.
I have finally decided to take control (total) and have sissy in panties daily lock sissy in her CB 6000s for good. No more feeling sorry after a few weeks and no more giving into her pleas for mercy! Welcome the NEW MISTRESS!

Jess, I take it he feels what you tell him to feel.

Well said mred. I could not have put it better.

One thing I look forward to is when my wife has been with her lover, she will sometimes allow me to have sex with her afterward, after the cum is licked up, naturally. This was not always the case. It used to be that she would have lovers on the side and come home to me and we would have sex on a regular basis. Now, however, she has lost some interest in sex and does not want it as often. So I am the one that has gone to the wayside. Her lover is 12 1/2 inches (I have seen it!) and I am 7. I know 7 inches is impressive, but tiny next to his. Such is life.

pirateinthemountains: So then do you guys have an open relationship? or do you both just cheat?

I don't know if I will ever be able to deal with my wife going totally on her own. The jealousy I was talking about is just so powerfull for me, and I know if I was to find someone else we would be through.

Besides my 5 inches wouldn't please anyone else any better than my wife so I am very content where I am. I don't get sex that much after any more, because she is aways sore, but I get to clean her up and hold and lick and kiss her all night long, wich I absolutely love.

Sorry it has been so long to reply...

Yes, we have an open relationship. However, about 5 or 6 years ago I committed to her totally and have no plans to go back on that. She has told me that I still have that option, but she is really all I want. Even though sex is a rare occasion these days.

She has slowed down to one lover that she has had for several years now (the one I mentioned that is huge!) and the two of them get together often. Now, however, she rarely lets me clean her up after she gets back from being with him. I have tried to reassure her that I am OK with her doing this, but she feels like she is cheating on me and that I would be hurt if I knew every time.

I have tried to tell her that is not the case, that I love her and am totally committed to her, even if my only sexual experiences with her is cleaning up after him and the rare time she uses a strap-on...actually, that has been a few years now and I am starting to miss it.

She is happy that she has a regular lover that meets her needs and isn't looking for others anymore, that I know of.

We talked briefly, about a year ago or so about him moving in with us and taking my place in the bedroom completely, thereby cutting me off permanently from penetration with her. The scenario we discussed was this: They would share the master bedroom. I would wake him with a blow-job since she prefers to not have sex in the morning. In the evening, I would offer oral sex to both of them, but would not be allowed in the bedroom with them while they made love. When they were finished, I would be summoned to clean them both up, then retire to the guest room. Once a week, my wife would visit me in the guest room and use her strap-on on me, allowing my only form of penetration. Since I have cum while being taken with her strap-on, this would be my only form of "relief".

I was a bit apprehensive at first, but slowly warmed to the idea. However, it never happened. Maybe someday.

Holy cuckolds brownie! That scenario is incredibly erotic. If this does happen, you have got to share the story. Maybe you could try having her lover spend the weekend. You could test and see how it goes without making the huge commitment of having her lover move in. If you both enjoy it for the weekend, you could try it for a week, then a month, etc. Good luck and I hope you get to eat a creampie soon.

Wow.... A little more extream than I ever care to get, but I can see how you guys would be turned on by it.

I guess I'll never understand how a cuck can stay in a relationship when they want to be excluded from being close to their wives other than cleaning up, but if it works for you guys I wish you the best.

But hey 10 years ago, I never thought I would be where I am today either, so maybe in another 10 years, I'll want the same as you guys....

Keep having fun!

I wanted secretly another man to fuck my wife from the beginning of our relationship. When I realized that it happened my first reaction was anger. But I started to jerk off instantly and it was much more exciting than a normal fucking with my wife. At the first period sometimes a great wawe of anger flood me but I knew that it was my wish too and I was lucky to find a woman who did that. Soon I accepted my state as cuckold and developed our relationship to that direction what both of us enjoyed.
Unfortunately my wife and her lover breaked up and I'm working to mowe us to our cuckold lifestyle.
I loved the thought that another man's semen is in my wife's pussy. I secretly wanted him to make my wife pregnant. I loved to hel her to get ready. I loved my first creampie. I loved to watch her having a lover.
It was comfortable to know that another man was responsible for her sexual needs.

Antidotal, cucks I've interacted with describe a sensual and sexual peak like no other ever experienced...

I agree with mred on the "use" part. Well, the first time I saw my girlfriend play with my roommate was simply overwhelming.

As it happened, my head was spinning as every possible feeling and thought raced through my brain. The dominant feeling was amazement. I just couldn't believe that it was actually happening. Even when things unfolded, I could still hardly capture that it was the real thing. With every move they made, I felt that I was losing control over the situation. I was surprised by that, it was something I had not thought of beforehand.

Similarly, I had not realized before that my girlfriend would be so eager to do it with him. I was flabbergasted when I noticed she was sooo wet for him. I mean really she was flowing big time… When she gave way to his moves and rolled on her back in between us and opened her thighs – for him – it felt like a punch in the stomach. Yet at the same time I would not have wanted it any other way.

My housemate had a really nice light brown cock. And he was clearly larger cock than me (~17 cm versus 12 cm). I’d expected that he’d be larger but seeing his in full hardness, filled me with awe. Also, I felt a bit helpless, hopeless. I just could not compete with his extra length.

More awe, amazement and feelings of hopelessness when I saw him enter her. It was truly beautiful to see how her pink lips embraced his cock as he slid inside her. Seeing them together, I felt gloriously proud of her, of us, the three of us.

What really disturbed I felt that I had to contribute my part, but frustratingly, I couldn’t. I was way too hot and on the edge of coming as soon as I realized that it was going to happen. I felt stupid because I couldn’t do it. But for her it was about having sex with him, much less so about doing it with two men.

When my roommate fucked her (“through the mattress” as she called it) she was so loud that I was worried that other people in the house would hear it. I was impressed to see him fuck my girlfriend harder, deeper and longer than I could last even normally. When he finally announced that he was going to come, I felt powerless. She didn’t stop him -she wanted him to come in her- and I just couldn’t move, even if I had wanted to stop him. I watched him unload deep inside her precious belly and –as they say- the rest was history. But to me, it was a big thing.

My girlfriend wanted more and they did it twice that night. It was so damn hot. But ya, right after they chattered away and I was chewing on what had just happened. When he asked if this was now going to happen more often, I became grumpy. Just couldn’t help it. The next day, we both had a hangover but later on we were horny as hell. We had a lot of sex the week afterwards.

The experience did bring my girlfriend and me closer, but it also became an irreversible theme in our sex life and relationship.

I call it an emotional roller coaster.

However, I know care more about my wife and what see wants and wonder what happened to the jerk I used to be that messed around and could care less what she thought about it.