Will she use me?

True story,

I was married to my ex wife, for about ten years when i started to tell her my cuck fantasy's.

I told her i would love to see her with someone else. We always talked dirty in bed. Most times we made love, i would encourge her to talk about one of her past lovers.

I brought up the subject of a black man and could alway make her cum

On holiday to Jamaica, she made my dream come true. She had sex with one of the waiters. The next morning when the waiter served us. She felt really bad and i had to beg her to do it again. Got my first and only cream pie.

After the holiday things were never the same again. She had lost respect for me, and after a while found someone else. I told her this was ok and we could use it for our sexual pleasure. She left me for him!!!!!!

I knew a girl, that i liked. When my wife let me. We hooked up straight away. She was 15 years younger than me. She liked sex!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sex to her was 7 days aweek She liked sex in public ( sucked me off in a bar) had sex in a car park etc.
I had to take viagra just to keep up. Her 35 Me 50.

She has told me in the last week, that she has met someone else. She needs more sex. She loves me as a friend.

I have told her I understand. I have also told her. that if she wants a lover its ok by me.

I love this girl, She can not understand, why or how after she has been with somone else.

real story. check my profile. To see pics of wife and girlfriend.

Any comments from people, that have unsure wives/girlfriends would help