I just cucked myself on msn messenger....

I have been speaking to a hot blonde girl for the past two weeks. I met her at a supermarket and we really hit it off. I can tell she was really attracted to me and wanted to meet up again. I suggested she download MSN MESSENGER so we could chat. I then created a new msn messenger account and added another permister into the conversation (secretly me) I then was tooling/trolling myself out being cool..the girl laughed as (this new permister) was trolling me, making fun while she laughed. I will refer to myself as (me) the secret me as (cool guy) and the girl as melissa. A quick example

COOL GUY: Jamie? Interesting name. Are you a boy or girl ? lol
ME: WTF?
me: boy..
COOL GUY: Lolz..
MELISSA: Lmao! David where u from again?
COOL GUY: London.
ME: So cool guy going to answer me then?
COOL GUY: Hmmm so Melissa...
MELISSA: Yes : P


It was hot seeing her now ignore me a little and eventually talk to this 'new guy more' as they add the new guy to their messenger and ignore me...her messages became slower to me and faster to him..as i became needy and with the cool guy I made her chase him...the new alpha male has come... I love cucking myself infront of dates online... seeing the girl become turned on by this new permister. I know i kind of mess up my chances but the orgasm I get from doing this is intense. I do this with online girls but the best is real life dates of mine. Its not hurting anyone and this is something i will do for a long time. Anyone else ever done this or attempted it? it is sooo hot. After doing it 100's of times i have become very good at it. So if anyone wants any tips or if anyone attempts this...please tell me all about it. It is quite addicting but worth it.

Also if anyone has any tips for me to make this even better. It is very subtle... the cool new guy being a smartass to me while i REACT to him. It isn't like telling the girl 'i will eat his cum from ur pussy' i prefer it all SOCIAL and subtle like this.... the guy then becomes even cooler in her eyes while the coolness diminishes for me...