Questionable

I've posted a few other threads here before about hot tub times and what not, but that specific permister seemed like the permister my wife would most likely fucked and he has since moved away.

These days we talk about her hooking up with other girls (because she's kind of bicurious) and when I bring up the topic of "other men" she just says she would never want to do that to me. I counter with, "but it would only be fair" and she agrees but says she can't see herself doing it.

I myself am the type that only seems into this idea while I'm takes or retardedly horny (yeah, yeah, poser, whatever) but overall, I love the idea of serving my wife 100% because I love her so much and if that means being cucked, then so be it.

There has really only been one time that I've fucked her and come on her stomach/pussy and then gone down on her and I loooooved it. But when I try to just jackoff and then eat my own come, I can't get myself to do it because the "fantasy" is gone. However, I know that if my wife was "powering" me to, I could definitely do it because I've licked it a little before.

I guess I'm just struggling with how to introduce my wife to the idea of cucking (obviously been covered many times before) or just to get her to want to mess around with another guy.

I think if she would just mess around with another guy it could work because when we're takes (I know lame-o poser excuse) things do get a little crazier (like the time she madeout with and played with another girl) and when that happens I could just sort of act like a cuck and she how she responds.

Part of the problem is, sometimes she likes to get her face covered with a pillow and get her hair pulled and fucked like she is a $2 whore when I come on her face.

In everyday regular life though, she is quite dominant, so I'm so lost about where to take this, it's driving me crazy.