Can a man be both a Cuck and a Bull?

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A cuck to my GF - A bull to all other women

Great thread. There is so much I agree with and relate to. I am in the gray area of being a switch. I would prefer my girlfriend cuck me, but I also very much love women in general. I love meeting them and talking to them. To me there is just something about a woman with a high enough sex drive that she will either cheat, cuck, or have group sex of some sort. Breaking out of what society says how a woman should act is hot and is what gets me going whether it's my woman or another mans woman. I also enjoy meeting single women and introduce them to the world of cuckoldry. My cock isn't tiny but it's not huge either, but it's satisfied plenty of women. Even women that prefer size can be pleased if you know how to hit it. I guess I just love seeing, knowing women get as much pleasure as she can handle, but the day my g/f cucks me I will be devoted. I will be so wrapped up in her social sex life I won't have time or interest to even think about anyone else. Just to clarify, I don't cheat even though my g/f and I haven't had sex in years (she hasn't been with anyone either) but I do go out on the prowl from time to time out of sexual frustration, but never cross any physical lines. If she gave me permission to play I would. I would enjoy having just one woman I could see from time to time without my g/f getting upset, but I don't think she will ever be able to let me be with someone else.

I'm married to a very nice looking lady (who just seems to get hotter with age) with a very low sex drive. And she's a dominant permister in everyday life, so I have all kinds of very detailed fantasies of her humiliating me by making me watch another man awaken her dormant passions.

But the reality is, I got tired of never getting laid and started seeking out neglected married girlfriends (online) for discreet sex. So, ironically, I'm actually playing the role of the hot stud doing things to the wife her husband can only dream of rather than being on the receiving end, lol. I have a married friend who I meet every couple of weeks. Physically, and in terms of sexual s*******s, I'm a stud compared to her husband, and we have great chemistry so it's pretty hot when we get together. (He's got a very small cock and I'm 7.5" - so I'm not a porn star, but 7.5" feels huge if you're used to 4").

So I'm a wannabe cuck and an almost bull.

The chances of my wife fucking another guy while I watch are vanishingly small, but I do keep holding out hope that I might get lucky and meet a lady whose husband wants to watch me and his wife ravish each other.

My wife and I were swingers for awhile. Although we always met w/other couples, I told her I was OK w/us meeting others on our own. I had always been a switch and enjoyed both top and bottom scenes. However, she was not OK w/either of us meeting others on our own. A couple years ago, I took an antibiotic (Levaquin... don't ever take it) that destroyed a lot of my tendons. Now I'm partially disared (I can still walk, but no longer can work out like the gym rat I was... my body and self esteem have taken a hit). Now I can't see myself in the bull role, because, I'm actually no longer a bull-type (before I had a very fit body). We have both moved in a more cuckold direction since then and it has, to some extent, saved an erotic element in our relationship despite this devastating change in me. Don't get me wrong, I'd do anything to get my old body and sex life back, but cuckolding seems to be making the best out of a bad situation for us.