Advice Please

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I have just recently joined and am fairly new to Cuckolding but need advice. I had a desire to see my wife fucked by another man, it first started with meeting a guy in the car, it dident go all the way she wanked him off and he had a bit of tit. The second meeting was a threesome with a guy we met of the internet he was W/E with a 8 inch cock I realised that I enjoyed watching as he fucked her and played with her. The third was with a Blackman that I arranged at a Travel Lodge he was W/E with a 9 incarbonsmudger and very thick. I enjoyed watching my wife pounded by him and loved it when he powerd it down her throat. For a while nothing else happened untill we were on hols in Wales, we were in a pub and a young guy about 20 was eyeing up my wife she is 48 by the way and large busted, I am 53. He went out and a few mins later my wife said she wanted some fresh air, she was gone some time so I decided to go and look for her. When I got to the car park I saw her on stooping down giving this guy a blowjob. I went back inside and waited for her to return. When she did she said nothing about it, I said everything all and she right
and she replied yes fine. When we got home I confronted her and told her what I saw, She said I dident say anything because I thought you might get angry, I said no I was quite turned on by it and enjoyed other men using her. She said good because there are a couple of blokes I would like to see, I said ok as long as you tell me about it, which she did. She has been seeing these two guys on and off on a regular basis for the last couple of years she will not allow me to watch her with them. The other week she came home and told me to lick her out her hole was full of cum and she said that they had been fucking her bareback for the last six months, she made me lick it out. She then told me that since she had a bigger cock than mine she only wanted big cocks Black or White and wanted heavy cummers as she love to swallow it. She now goes out to night clubs dressed in low cut tops and stocking & suspenders and goes to a soul club meeting once a month were most males are black. She has now come home from work and said there is a PE teacarbonsmudger were she works and she is going to pull him she said she saw him the other day swimming he is very muscular and had a big bulge in his trunks.
We have been married for 23 years what I want to ask is this I know there is a risk doing this. The guys she meets are all younger than her, all are V/W/E I am concerned that she may want to be with one of these guys for good, she says she loves me and has no intension of leaving she just wants lots of fun and sex, lots of big cock and a good fucking. I asked her to stop, of course she said no at first but later said she would if I wanted her to and that led to an argument. The thing is if I stop her she may go and do it behind my back.The thing is I like her doing and like being cucked by her but I cant seem to get it out of my head that she is going to meet someone one day and run off with them. Am I being paranoid? Do Cuckold couples stay together and what are the chances of her running off with one of them. She only said last week that she was getting a cane and some restraints and a strapon to take the Cuckolding further, which did excite me. If any body can give me any advice I would be gratefull. If there is anyone in the Uk I would love to chat
Thanks

Dave
Staffordshire Uk

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