Cheating Wife...

I was reading all these wonderful posts and thought of my own situation that led me to this site.

I can't thank Mr. Cuckold for creating this site. It's help me deal with everything that is going on in my relationship with my wife as well as the interal emotions left by a spouse cheating.

I first came to this site in damn, but of been July of 06' or so. Since I 18 I've served in the military (I'm now 25). My wife of 5 years this April who is 24 met me in Okinawa, Japan. While serving over seas in the Air Force. Back this I was young and the jelious type, constantly looking over my shoulder and eye balling anyone who talked to her.

Fast forward now, I'm in the Army. While away on training, my wife had met a recruiter who was going to get here into the Army as well. I had met him once or twice before but paid him no thought and by now was not nearly as a jelious permister as I once was.

I come home after being gone about a month or so. While she was at work one day I went to the pc to do some work. I noticed that her user name had a password now (we never had them before because we didn't hide anything.) So, my account till being the user adminstrator went into her folders and found a folder full of pictures of this guy naked in MY bed with a huge hard on.

I was filled with so many emotions. Anger, hate, sickness, jeliousy, betrayal. And the more I more I looked at those pictures, studying them down to the last detail for answeres. I became aroused. I was confused and thought "How could this be?" So I took to yahoo to find answeres to my feelings. I came across the word "cuckold" I then typed that word in. Where I found this wonderful website.

I clicked on it and regestered. I read post after post and found out that alot of guys where going or went though the same thing as me. I'm no sub for sure, but I liked the idea of my wife fucking around. I confronted her with the pictures where she deind everything. Telling me this long story of him wanting a devorce and his friend taking the pictures at our house. I was mad that she lied to me because I wanted her to say it so bad. That yes, I fucked some one else. But she didn't and she still deines everything to this day. He finally moved and she started taking online photos of her self, posing nude showing her pussy for some guy in a rockband (who shall remain anonimous). They were always online talking and meeting at clubs.

They also finally quite talking after what I believed he wanted a relationship. I posted all the pictures on here and the situation I was in. Everyone was very supportive and gave great advice.

To the current event. We are both in the Army now she's in one company at a diffrent base than I. So we're apart. While we were at a certain base training to deploy we got to see one another on a regular bases. I noticed that she talked about one permister all the time. Drake this Drake that. Then they were always spotted together by my friends. Well...one day I noticed that she had hickies on her neck. She told me they were burns from 50. cal casings from that had landed on her while at the range. I know the diffrence, and know each weapon system blind folded. It was a lie, but I did not confront her...I let it be.

While on mission a few weeks back, we had a truck go down and we made a stop by her base unanncounced. I went to her company where she lives and went right to her room at about 2 in the morning. Her room mate said she wasn't there and that she didn't know where she was at but would check to see if she was in the bathroom. So she goes to get her and when she comes out into the day room she's obviously been arelax and hair messed up. She's happy to see me and we go to her room, and her room mate leaves.

I get comfortable and she says she has to piss. I tell her according to your room mate, thats where you came from. She didn't say anything other than laughing with a sheepish smile. When she gets back I start messing around with her, fingering her pussy and what not. She keeps making remarks like "my boyfriend wont approve of this" and "He won't like that." We laugh about it and we keep fucking. I cum deep in her and tell him hope he likes that.

We always joke in this manner about her "boyfriend" and what not, but I don't think it's a joke and maybe her suttel way of tell me with out TELLING me. What do you guys think? I've excepted what she does even though she doesn't tell me. I think it's hot and often masturbate to the thought of her fucking another man.

All replys are welcome, can't wait to hear from you.

kolinz

First thank you for your post and your service to our nation.

If you believe deep in your gut that your wife has another man, go with it. And if you are deployed as she is also then it is very possible. I lost my wifes commitment to our marital vows while she was deployed at FOB TQ in Iraq 03 to 04 as a civilian working with the Army and Marines. We too often joked about boyfriends, then there was one Soldier she talked about in great length and also one particular female Soldier she seemed to gush about. All the while she denied having any sexual relations with either of them. Well long story short I hacked her email after she came home, printed them out and confronted her one evening in bed. She made me putty in her hands after that she had me dress in lingerie, lit a long 120 cigarette (she knows that gets me hard) and asked me to be more like a girlfriend instead of a raging jealouse husband. I did as she asked and she spilled her guts about "L" as we will call him and "C" as we will call her, alomg with tidbits about other encounters that I still get her secret details about a few years later as she wanted to with hold her accounts of her being a slut to keep me wanting to be her sissified chastised sissy faggot slut, which has worked and will always hev me in her control and out of her pussy. She played me and took away my manhood, ego and even my hard on and ability to cum heavy and maintain an erection for more then a minute or so. Since the time Jeanne has opened up about the numerous men she fucked and suked and the women she made love to I have had no hoice but to open up honestly with her and tell her how I would know when "L" was with her when she called as she would be distracted when she called (she says he was fingering her and kissing her) while we talked. I would often cry about loosing my wife to Soldiers (she extended almost 4 months to say there with her lovers) as I am not adequate in bed for her. When I would lay in bed crying thinking about my wife with her lovers fucking them knowing what a sissy faggot I am, I would get a raging erection and stroke my hard sissy clitty till I would cum in my panties all the while I would be crying like a sissy. Yes strange how something that hurt so bad could turn me on! Jeanne has taken advantage of this and totally emasculated me. of course honesty about how I wanted her to be a slut helped our relationship and her feeling comfortable with in herself as a cheating wife. Now I am denied pussy, kept in chastity, panties 24/7, humiliated, degraded and made to suck her lovers cocks, clean her pussy and watch her and her females as they make love while I am locked and denied any relief for my hotny little flacid clitty. It is a great life and I wouldnt trade it for anything in the world, I will always be in her service doing her bidding and taking her use, and cruel treatment. I love being a total cuckold. I hope things work out for you the way you want them too. I know you may have different ideas as to how you wish to be cucked as you should, everyone has thier own fantasies about how they wish to serve, I do hope you are honest with your wife about yours so toy two can ebjoy an exciting and loving relationship for a long time to come. One last thing before I depart my ramble, HONESTY, RESPECT, and COMMUNICATION with out limmits to what you all tell each other is of most importnce.

If you ever get around Orange County NY give us an email and we ca meet for a take or coffee and discuss a life style we all enjoy.

Jeanne and sissy faggot Jess.
I have finally decided to take control (total) and have sissy in panties daily lock sissy in her CB 6000s for good. No more feeling sorry after a few weeks and no more giving into her pleas for mercy! Welcome the NEW MISTRESS!