first step toward cuck

My experience with this is very limited, but I'm reminded of a woman with whom I'd had a relationship with about 20 years ago. She was divorced from a very bright but small Chinese guy, she being a large woman herself, and was quite smitten with me. I'd apparently been her only sexual partner outside her ex-husband. She was perhaps the horniest woman I've ever met and traveled cross-country to visit me. Though it didn't quite work out the way either of us had hoped, she let slip the comment that she had come wanting to "have your babies." I was in her part of the country the next year and we visited. Though still on friendly terms, her passion for me had faded, though I still had some hots for her. Alone in her car on night, at some sand dunes in Colorado, I put the moves on her and she rebuffed me, first gently and then more powerfully. It turned out she had been dating a big bodybuilder type, whom she called an illiterate, but still enjoyed seeing him. We parted on friendly terms, though she informed me that she had been about "this close" to slugging me that night (she worked out herself and could bench press over 200 lbs.). Clearly any sexual thoughts I'd entertained vanished, and it took several weeks before I reacarbonsmudged a tentative conclusion: the illiterate bodybuilder was the first big cock she'd ever had and she loved it. My five-incarbonsmudger was no longer of any interest.