Found out i'm a cuckold

Well I've read all about the mixed feelings and now I have them! I discovered letters and texts and found out my wife had been fucking a guy she worked with. He was 22 years older than her! I guess there is a power element to it. My wife likes to be dominated by men, a little hitting even, but I'm not keen, tend to be the tender lover. I think this frustrates her. Also she never fucked any men before marrying me. Now we're married with kids and she's damn curious about fucking other men. She also had boyfirends in the past that she never fucked but now wish she had (like the one with the huge cock which she couldn't fit in her mouth, and had to use both hands to wank - and he was only short).
So I discover the letters, the txts and then I discover my wife has been discussing her sex with him on an internet forum. I joined the forum and read about it - what a cuckolding experience. I am an average 6 inch cock, but have always satisfied the twenty or so women I slept with before my wife - but now I read about my wife finally getting satisfaction from this older guy. He has a very large cock, thick and long. He could bump up against her deepest parts and this gave her massive orgasms - she says there are orgasms you get from the entrance to the pussy, those you get from the g-spot, those from the clit, and then there is another spot right at the deepest part of her pussy which gives her huge orgasms - and I can't reach it. I think maybe sometimes I could before we had the kids - but not anymore. She craves 9, 10 inches. I think she also likes thebit of pain that comes from being fucked by an over size cock. In this forum she raved about the orgasms she got from him, and how a condom wouldnt really fit on his cock and then he broke it. So she let him fuck her ass, and she even said how she loves a really big cock up the ass. She gave him blow jobs whilst they were at work, and she bent over for him when he wanted a quick fuck - I have to work hard to get my fucks! I seem to be too nice (and a little too small in the cock department). I was desperately upset at the affair, but sexually turned on by what she had been doing. We've talked about it lots and she is desperate to try a few more men - feels it's not fair I have slept with over 20 women whilst she has only slept with 2 men. I somehow feel it's impossible for me to argue she should, I think she's bound to fuck more men, but how do we control it so she doesn't fall for every guy with a big cock that gives her multiple orgasms? I don't mind her experimenting sexually, but I love her and don't want to lose her or break up our family. Any help appreciated!
She also told me she'd kissed a really tall guy with big hands at a bar the other night - she gets turned on by big hands (and she equates them with big cocks) and she says she'd love to ring him and fuck him one night... she caught a feel of his bulge and was very impressed.:shame:

Nice one foxman.
I don't have suggestions but I hope to read more on her discussions on the other board.
Chiama quando vuoi...

hot! If she likes being dominated, maybe set rules for her--she has to ask permission, only in your bed or she has to take pics or call you right before doing him.

you have pics of her?

Having a cheating wife is not the same as being cuckolded.

What you have is a cheating wife who screwed around with other men without your permission.

You have obviously decided to talk to her about it and turn it into a cuckolding lifestyle but you should always remember that whatever trust you had with her is gone and that she is at heart, a cheater. Chances are, your relationship won't last long as she has no integrity and certainly no respect for you.

All this 'but I love her' is wimpy bullcuckolds brownie. She's a cheater.

I'm sure you would be much happier finding an honest woman who wants to do the cuckold thing too.

But for the sake of the kids, you might want to stay with this one until they are grown and then dump the lying bitch like a hot potato.

Hey, Foxman
It's not about the size of your dick. You are fine in that department. She is cheating on you and it's not because of the size of your dick. Stay together for the sake of the kids and try to get some enjoyment out of it. There must be something else wrong in your relationship. Try talking it out with her. Maybe take her on a second honeymoon--the same place you went the first time. If you can regain her confidence and respect you could tell her that you know about him. That just might take some of the joy out of it for her. You could suggest she date some other guy that you both mutually agree to. That way you could gain back some control if she is willing and allow her to spread for other men. She is clearly sending you a message of discontent. Find out what it is and change it to something you can accept. Good luck, buddy!