I was hoping to get much more feedback, however, as promised I will continue the story since a few people did reply.
To answer a question, YES, I certainly would like my women to be dominant over me, I will talk more about my desire for female dominance later on.
And now to continue the story........
When my wife finally came back to me from visiting her Mom/family in ALABAMA. I asked her repeatedly and gave her the third degree if she was the least bit unfaithfull to me. GAIL told me she was completely faithfull and nothing had happened while she was away for the three weeks. I had no proof, no suspicions, no evidence, no reports, no witnesses, no NOTHING....so I had to accept GAILs account that nothing had happened and she behaved herself like a good little married girl should.
But it was too late...The cuckold pleasure seed had been planted in my head. She may as well messed around on me..Because my beating off fantasies over the HUSTLER MAGAZINE pics were just as real as if her cheating would occur in REAL LIFE. I got a taste of what it would be like for some guy to fuck my wife. The ROCK HARD ERECT COCK I got, plus the number of times I beated off that night...was the BEST SOLITARE SEX I ever experienced in my life. Even far, far, far better than the normal conventional sex with the pure wife. My wife and our blessed marital love life could not even come close to approaching the adrenilin rush, excitement, and PLEASURE from the beating off I did looking at those HUSTLER MAG PICS imagining it was some guy and my wife screwing around. The thoughts and fantasies that raced around my mind and my hard dick from it all were SO MANY TIMES BETTER than the hum drum routine same ole sex with the wife on her back, etc. etc. I wanted more. Like a have dealer giving you a free sample of a powerfull have to get you hooked so you want more and more. I was HOOKED. And I wanted MORE and MORE.
Here are the stages I then went thru:
STAGE ONE: I secretly, behind my wifes back, would rent XXX tapes, and buy porn magazines that had stories and pictures of WIFES who commited ADULTRY..and especially showed ANY WOMEN with a PREGNANT BELLY.
This went on for months and months. Then I needed a NEW HIGH.
STAGE TWO: For a stronger dose of excitement and pleasure, I asked wife if she would like to watch some XXX movies together. My wife agreed to it. I told her it was to get her in the mood for sex with me....But the REAL REASON was that I would get a hard tingly dick and my pulse and heart would race when I realized that my GAIL would be looking at new and dfferent cocks, some bigger and blacker than mine. I realized I was putting ideas and images in her mind and planting the WHAT IF seed in her head. I was introducing GAIL to the sight of other mens cocks. I would never know how secretly she was turned on by it all.
STAGE THREE: I admitted to GAIL the real reamister I wanted her to see these movies with me.
STAGE FOUR: I graduated to the use of a simulated bulls cock. I used a rubber cock during our sex. I realized that I was planting desires, fantasies, and ideas in her head....that I could never satisfy with just ME and MY COCK. Gail would need another cock to see what it would be like in real life. If she wanted to scratch this itch......She would need a BULLS COCK. Normal married sex with just me would never come close to satisfying this new seed I planted in her head. I think I did a pretty good job with the rubber cock simulation. I would fuck her pussy with it while I would lick around the cock and also around and inside her pussy. I would have her suck my cock as I fucked her pussy with the rubber cock. I will never forget the shocking reply my good little church going lovely precious wife said to me when I asked her what kind of cock do you want me to get next...She said "GET A BLACK ONE".
STAGE FIVE: In this stage, I hoped, prayed, and secretly WISHED my wife would have an affair. I wanted her to get fucked really good and hard by some guy. I would encourage her to spend more time with her friends and neighbors. Anytime my wife would ask to go somewhere with a friend or anywhere...I would approve and not ask for any details. If she would come back after a very long time, I would never ask why or question her. I would give her all the time she wanted and provide all the opportunities for it all to happen. But I would never just outright tell her this was my motive.
STAGE SIX: Finally, I just asked my wife if she would like an OPEN MARRIAGE. She said YES. I made her promise that even if I should change my mind about the open marriage, that it was too late. This OPEN MARRIAGE AGREEMENT was FOREVER and could not be cancelled or taken back or revoked no matter how hard I cried or begged for it to be taken back. My wife said SURE, OF COURSE.
I then lowered my head, and in shame, I told my wife that "Whoever makes your pussy the hottest certainly deserves it" She said YES. I also told my wife "If you ever get another cock rock hard, I would be very mad at you if you did not finish it off" She said OF COURSE.
I can certainly tell you that everything I told to my wife, from the OPEN MARRIAGE AGREEMENT and everything else that followed....that I was under the influence of my rock hard cock! I was in a cock trance. I felt that I was possessed by my naughty devilish cock. My hard cock had taken over my mind and reamistering. Was my cock out to cause me much offense and shame. All of the things I said to my lovely precious wife, would never have been said if my cock was limp and soft, then I would of been in control of my thoughts and actions. But when my cock gets hard, it just CONTROLS and TAKES OVER MY THOUGHTS AND SPIRIT!
I will continue this TRUE CUCKOLD CONFESSION STORY if at least one permister replies they would like to hear more!
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