Let me try to describe in more detail:
I am in my early 30's. I have spent my life being restrained in relationship after relationship. I was always miserable and didn't know why. Boyfriend after boyfriend was obsessive about whether or not I was cheating. It became so tense at times I almost wanted to fuck someone else and not tell them so that I could get off later.
I have met someone who has introduced me to the lifestyle. He is willing to please me in any way I can imagine and many that I can't. The best part is that he encorages me to be the cum slut that I have deep inside me. We talk about people I would like to fuck and the many ways that I would like to humiliate him.
He wants me to decide who I will fuck. I am just wondering where one finds a bull. I want someone who will fuck me like I deserve and even use my little cuck any way he pleases.
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