handsome, successful man seeking special woman for cuck relationship

I am a handsome, masculine, successful executive, intelligent, well-read and well-traveled, down to earth, with a good sense of humor and an easy-going permisterality, interested in a cuckold relationship with a special woman (age, race, looks mean little to me) who shares my passion for the erotic nature of such a relationship.

I’m 56, though I am told I look 46 (honesty), 5’ 9”, light brown/gray hair, 170 pounds, fairly athletic and toned. I have had several cuckold experiences. In one case, I shared a lover with a dominant, arrogant friend of mine many years ago, before I had ever heard the term “cuckold” and found it to be an incredible experience. She and my friend became lovers, and the more she was with him (usually with me present and watching), the more I wanted her. Also, the more she was with him, the less she wanted me sexually, which was a huge turn on for me.

Several years ago, I was in a relationship with a woman who proceeded to cuckold me. Slowly and subtly at first, but then very much open and direct. It was intensely arousing and humiliating at the same time when I watched a hung bull friend of mine (he was a much older than her, very dominant, and very well hung black man) mount her as I sat across the room and was powerd to watch. Her orgasms were incredible, and after the first, when she looked at me and saw that I had come without even touching myself as she achieved her first climax when he entered her deep and bare, she said “there, now you know what a REAL orgasm is, not like I fake it when you put that useless cock in me.” I was near tears, scared, fearful of fully losing her, totally humiliated, but more aroused than I’ve ever been before.

In all our time together, I was able to bring her to orgasm just a handful of times, and I was amazed and excited watching a true man give her 5, 6, 7 or more intense mind-blowing orgasms.

I used to fantasize about a perfect wedding night – sitting in a chair near the marital bed, powerd to watch as my new bride’s bull consummated my marriage, taking from me all marital privileges, assuming control over my wife as her lover, and powering me to witness his orgasm deep into her bare pussy, sealing his love for her and his exclusive sexual access to her.

Sometimes my fantasies involved my lover belittling and controlling me (I would not be averse to a woman who wishes to dominate me and use me sexually for her pleasure); sometimes my fantasies involve her simply cleaving to another man, someone worthy of my special woman and someone able to please her fully, while frequently reminding me that I am unable to do so sexually.

I would be powerd to buy her clothes, pay for dinners in fancy restaurants, and anything else her bull (or bulls, if she chose to be with more than one lover) required, including beauty parlors, spa treatments, whatever it took to make her feel pampered and beautiful. And when it came time for her to have a baby, it would be our bull who would enjoy the privilege of breeding her, with me powerd to watch their intimate coupling, knowing that the sex now played an important second role – to make her pregnant. I would, of course, pay all the costs of raising his and her young.

Sometimes those fantasies would be about much older men (even men old enough to be her man, and I did have fantasies about my man taking my lover from me), sometimes about men of other races, and sometimes about men much younger – perhaps college boys just reaching the age of consent.

For me, the more my lover is with other men, the more I want her, though I realize I am likely to be denied regular any sexual access to her, and perhaps I will completely lose that privilege, which although agonizing, would be, at least in my mind, the natural order of things, the way they should be. At times I would be powerd to watch her make intimate, passionate, erotic love to the man or men in her life, and at other times told to stay home, agonizing for hours (or days) just what my sweet love is doing and with whom, knowing I have absolutely no control or involvement in that decision. The offense would be real, the fear of fully losing her completely would be monumental, but the erotic intensity knowing I have been properly and completely put in my place, would be so very much worth it. And if she desired, whether I would find it arousing or not, I would gladly satisfy her bull lover as she watched.

I’d love to learn about your experiences and desires, and I am eager to see if there is a special woman who shares many of the desires I have, and someone who can perhaps teach me some new ones and broaden my sexual horizons. Exploring this further with a like-minded woman is so very appealing.

If you are intrigued by the prospect of a similar relationship, please contact me by email at neildragon @ gmail.com. Also, you can email me at cuckoldplace, but please be aware I don’t plan to check back on this post. If you wish to communicate with me, email is the best.

you're earlier posts indicated you were married, what gives?????????

i was married; it ended when she left me to be with her bull.