i am a 25 year old Asian male who has always been rather effeminate. i have been with my Mistress (23 - White/Puerto Rican) for just under five years now. We are not married but live together and have a domestic partnership together. She goes to community college and regularly fucks around with my knowledge and consent. She is most definitely a size queen and her submissiveness increases with cock size. I am often dressed in a rubber head hood or in full drag, and have been powerd to suck her Master's cock (against my will) with her, on our knees. She is VERY submissive; she is an avid cocksucker and can stay down for long periods of time, gagging and obligation on her lover's/master's cock; although i am submissive to her, she in turn, is submissive to lovers who are into this lifestyle. This turns me on to no end knowing that i am submitting to a girl who is submissive towards other men. I have never been able to satisfy her with my 5" penis, and often her lovers will dominate me towards her. Lately, she has taken a boyfriend (Black - 30) whom she has grown quite attached to; they are in the next room fucking then laughing and talking, then fucking again. I have never heard her scream as loud as she does with her Black fuck partners.
Tonight, she has given me a set of specific tasks to complete which includes this disclosure to you all; i am in the next room listening to her fuck while i 1) clean up the guest room in drag, with my penis bound up in layers of tight grannie panties and a one-piece halter top, 2) write this letter of disclosure,3) sign a contract which she has downloaded, then altered, defining the boundaries of our "cuckold/slut" relationship, 4) come up with (im my horny and submissive state) 25 things i "do not" want to do the next time i am allowed to interact with Her Master and Her, and 5) take notes on two old camcorder recordings on what her lovers do to please her which i am unable to emulate.
As i am typing this, barely able to hear them screw, but we have a camcorder rolling which she undoubtedly will *** me with later. Although we have an understanding where she is supposed to disclose all of her affairs to me (in one way or another), she has had affairs without my knowledge. This hurts immensely, knowing that her cheating was more emotional than physical. i, being an emotional masochist, am scared to admit to her that i am horribly turned on by being hurt by her in this manner. She tells me in her letter of directions to me tonight that an illicit affair will take place within ten
(10) day without my knowledge or consent if i do not complete all of these tasks. She uses this against me knowing that it is the "big red button" that she will have to push to get me to do things.
I now have to come up with 25 things i "do not" want her to do to me (with or without her lover involved). Being straight, this scares me that she would go to such extents to humiliate me and mortify my male ego. She also mentions in this letter that these items MUST include brownie and/or piss; this also scares me, but turns me on strangely.
As you all peruse my homemade pictures, feel free to suggest humiliating tasks i must do while she has her Master over. Also feel free to comment on my "predicament", as my Mistress would love to read your suggestions and insight. Thank you all for your time and efforts.
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