I finally ate my cum!

I've been a lurker for a while, and this creampie forum is the place I usually check out. I've had the fantasy of eating a creampie or my own cum, but it was the same old story. Once I came I would lose the desire to do it.

Today my wife was out of town, so I went to a video store and bought a couple vids and one of those masturbation sleeves where one end looks like a pussy, and it's incredibly soft. I played with that while watching a movie. I was surprised how good it felt, pretty damn close to a real pussy. I had put it warm to hot water before hand and it felt great. eventually I got off and came big. I put the sleeve on the night stand and put in a different video of lesbians licking each other. AFter 20-30 minutes I got hard again and looked at the pocket pussy. None of the come had leaked out.

As I watched the girls in a 69, I slowly put it to my lips and licked the fake pussy. It did feel a little like a real pussy. I got braver and stuck my tongue in it, and out. After a while I started to tip the sleeve and began licking it furiously. I was listening to the video of the girls going at it and got into it myself. The cum had already thinned out and a little dribred out. I was tasting my cum, I kept at it and held the sleeve straight up. I then squeezed the length of it and a stream of cum slid into my eager mouth. I got hard as a rock and kept licking and tasting. I waited a while, then swallowed it all. I can only imagine doing this with my wife. I think she would totally wig out, so it's probably just a fantasy.

I've often thought of trying that myself... Not sure what wifey would think of me having one of those fake pussies though... OTOH, we do have a collection of dildos for her. Fair's fair, right?

Dude, at worst, women don't give a cuckolds brownie, and at best, absolutely fucking love it. I mean think about it, how few women object to giving you head after you've fucked them? Virtually none - it's their own juice - meh. I mean I realise guy cum is usually a bit more....stubborn and noticable, but it's the same kind of thought. She's only going to mop up with a towel anyway - cum is not precious to most women. It either gets swallowed or drips down the toilet! So seriously, don't be shy.

Best advice I can offer if you think she'll be dodgy about it is to just cum in her, wait a bit (this usually helps with first timers anyway), then just go down on her TOTALLY NORMALLY. If you're worried, don't make a big deal about it, just start eating her creampie like you don't give a cuckolds brownie. I can guarantee she'll either not notice, PRETEND to not notice (and love it), or just plain shove your head into her and tell you to lick up every last drop! Haha. My first creampie was after me and the girl had got really takes (it was a miracle I managed to fuck her in the first place, seriously), so you could try a romantic wined up night and just casually slip that part in....? Go for it! You or your wife won't look back. It's amazing

richard2691
doesn't matter how you do it, just do it, well done !

For my wife and I it is routine now. I love to 69 her and eat her pussy while she gets my cock hard. Then I will fuck her hard and deep usually from behind and fill her cunt deep with my cum. I will then have her sit on my face again and I will eat her pussy until she cums hard on my face. I love watching the videos of me eating her pussy and watching my cum leak and drip from her pussy while I lick her clit and stick my tongue into her cunt. I will usually use the cum to lube her ass and stick a finger or two into her ass. This helps her along to orgasm and when she does sometimes I can get a good load out of her onto my tongue. She absolutely loves it and I am sure your wife would love it too. Good luck!

I have been trying to get over the stigma in my mind of eating cum. Over the years I have done numerous acts with pussies and cocks but the eating of cum has always made me feel somewhat guilty and gay. A couple of men have helped me along the way by explaining it as a natural order of things and for me to just accept it as my cubordinate position. that has helped somewhat. Recently I have been practicing eating my own cum especially my precum dribbles before I cum and swallowing it. Seems once I cum I lose interest pretty quick...I think most of us do...lol.
When sucking off a man I have been accepting his load in my mouth and draining him completley while keeping his load in my mouth. I have been swallowing a little bit of the cum and letting the rest roll out my lips. I am trying to just accept the fact that I should swallow the whole load in a gulp and appreciate the fact that I was able to satisfy a man with my talents.
Any thoughts?

well today was the day...I went to an adult shop and took an older mans cock in my mouth and sucked him to completion. He came in my mouth and although I spilled some I was able to just make myself gulp and swallow most of it. Actually tasted ok and went down pretty easy. I had spent a couple hours online loking at vids that showed girls swallowing load after load as a incentive for me. I even looked at some gay porn on the cuckold sessions sight to help get me ready. Not sure how I feel right now but it seemed pretty simple and natural to get on my knees and accept his cock and cum.

i was all horned up in a "book store" with glory holes. I always used them to peek through but never did anything. There was this guy. He was in his early thirties, im 41, and he looked professional, shirt tie etc. very rare for this place. he was jacking off watching what was on his screen. he had nice long somewhat thick cokc with a very flaired head..That drove me crazy. i tapped on the bottom of the hole and it took him a while to get the courage to put his cock through. when he did I instantly took him into my mouth. He was pretty salty at first. The feeling of his big head traveling through my mouth drove me up a wall. It was so hot. I let him bounce the head of his cock off the back of my throat for about fifteen minutes taking little breaks to nurse just on the head. He let me know that he was going to cum and like you others here it took some courage to let him do it inside my mouth.
It was incredible. Feeling his cock spasm over and over was incredible. That hot thick liquid filling my mouth was so erotic. I did manage to swallow some of it, not all of it. while he was zipping up he gave me an email address. so far no responce back. hoping to get a few more loads.

Nothing last night, Horny this AM so got up early. Don't really want to cum but stroking anyway.
Just to the edge a few times,,, first licked some pre-cum, then some thicker cum oozing out, not a lot but enough to feel the texture and taste in my mouth. The issue is that this method of relief is no real relief. The taste is mostly neutral, maybe a little salty. There is a small astringent quality to it a few minutes later in the back of the thoat.

Then I managed to get to the edge and watched the thick come ooze out into my hand with stroking or spurting. Not what I really wanted as their was too much., it was pooling in my hand, thick and with a slight yellow tint. Not the white cum streams in the porno flicks. Maybe this is just the fact that it was big glob in my hand. I was looking at it thinking should I taste it, when my wife walked in. Hopefully I covered it ….. But the question remains, what is the real texture and taste of a full blown cum and is there any real reamister some women like it or don't like it. Obviously in my case, it does not contain any sperm but it looks just as thick as when it did. So I didn't get to make the decision to eat a real cum this time. I guess the test of going to far in this process is having to think about eating the cum. If you haven’t gone to far, its easy to scoop it up and eat it.

Yhe weekend was a cum/fun filled event for me. Saturday afternoon I went to a book store and watched some porn flicks. I had on my little orange panties and a button shirt that I left open. In just a few minutes a nice man with a long cock entered the opposing booth and exposed himself to me. i watched as he stroked and waved his cock in my direction. i had my pants pulled down and my panties pulled aside as I jerked myself off to him. I knelt down in my booth and he walked towards me with his cock leading the way. I quickly took his cick in my mouth and sucked and licked him. I felt rather pleased with myself as I felt his cock pulsing in my mouth. I could taste his precum and was ready to take his load. before he came he pulled his cock out and walked away. I was truly disapointed that he didnt let me finish. i sat down and continued to play with myself. moments later another man enter the booth and exposed a massive black cock. I found myself a little frightened by its size. he wasted no time after seeing how I was dressed and walked in my booth and pushed his cock into my mouth. He was talking to me the whole time, telling me how sweet my pussy mouth was and how he was going to shve it down my throat. he held my head and pulled me tight to his cock as it snaked its way down my throat, this was the first time I ever deep throated a cock. it was awesome, I gagged a few times but he was relentless and kept powering his way down my throat, I felt so full and totally submissive to him, not wanting to miss a stroke. He did allow me to catch my breath from time to time. he pulle out and asked me if i wanted to be fucked...i nodded and said yes. he handed me a rubber and I clumsily put it on his huge throbing cock. He lifted me up by my chen and turned me around. I submissively bent over as he pulled my panties down. He roughly shoved his cock into my ass and I thought I was going to cry, my ass hurt and burned as he pushed deep into me. After a few stroked I began to relax some and he pulled and pinched my nipples. I dont know how to explain my feeling, overwhelming to say the least. he pulled out a couple times and just as I relaxed he would shove back into me. i was panting and moaning constantly. he pulled out before he came and took the rubber off and pushed back into my mouth and throat. my head was spinning by now. he continued to fuck my throat and talk with me about how i liked being used like a pussy boi. he was rather nice to me and and made me feel at peace with myself and my position beneath him.he asked if i liked sucking his cock and I admitted that i really did. i really felt natural on my knees sucking on his massive cock. he began to face fuck me with intent and again pushed deep down my throat, I was getting pretty good at accepting his cock so deep in me. i actually felt a need to take him down my throat. i still gagged some but we were working a pace that made it more and more easy for me to keep him in my throat. I would take some deep breaths between his shoving and that helped me stay the course. I began to feel his cock throb in my throat and he started to moan and laugh a little...his cock pulsed and throbed and he shot his cum right down my throat and into my belly. When he withdrew his cock i swallowed and gulped down the remaining trails of cucm off his cock. he looked down at me and said i was a good little fag and he would see me again soon. I thanked him and sat back down as he left the booth. Before i could sort out what had just happened the first older man walked back in with his cock out and i found myself dropping to my knees to accept him in my mouth. He was not nearly as large as the black man but still alot longer than me. my head was spinning as I sucked him and licked his cock. In a few minutes he began to rock his hips and he unloaded a huge load of cum in mymouth. I gulped several times and got eveybit of his cum and swallowed it down as well. He too laughed a little at me as he pulled his cock out of my mouth, patted me on the head and walked out of the booth.

The more I swallow the more I want wether it is from another man cock or my own dribble. As long as I get my own cum right away it seems to go down pretty easy now. I have been training myself to eat my cum every time i jerk off...which is pretty often...lol, even if its just a little taste. My theroy is never to waste any cum no matter where the source. I am feeling less gay and more sexual and "normal" about sucking and swallowing. In the last couple of weeks I have had several cocks on my mouth and it matters less and less that they are bigger or smaller than mine(pretty hard to imagine). It seems the other man's attitude and demeanor is more important than size.

Thusday afternoon a younger and smaller white man came into my booth as I was jerking off. He rubbed my dicklette a little and chuckled at how limp I was. I reached up and squeezed his cock and he felt like a small clothes pin I removed his cock from his pants and his small but rock hard cock sprang out. He ignored my dick and pulled my face to his cock. I took all of him in my mouth and sucked and licked him. His hips were rocking from the start and he moaned and told me I was a great cocksucker. I felt a sense of pride in myself. After only a couple minutes he announced he was cumming and pulled out of my mouth and began jerking himself really fast, he was already cumming. When he realized that i was not pulling away he stuck his cock back into my mouth and finishing pumping a rather large load of cum for me to swallow. he rested his hands on my head to steady himself of I sucked and swallowed every last drop. He put his cock away, thanked me and went on his ay.

Seems like I am finding my place and really accepting it.

hi,
minor contribution: had a top class hooker followed by a marathon jerk session with used condom. culminated in nashing of aforesaid prosthetic. v. satisfying but now need therapy?!

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