well, just found out this weekend that she stayed in touch with the guy she went to the beach with and met him again on saturday. they went out to dinner together, then went for massage and after that they fucked. she told me they did the same on sunday night. so i guess it doesnt make her feel so guilty after all,

she said last night they met with some friends and went for dinner and karaoke. she tells me about it any time she does anything with a guy which is great but i worry it is risking the relationship too much. i cant wait til i visit her this summer, i am hoping she might fuck another guy and let me watch and record it. but i think she wont want to do that.
any thoughts on how to keep encouraging her??