Bidisha bit her lower lip, her eyes clouded with a mix of anxiety and excitement. "I'll tell her I've been busy," she began, her voice a shaky whisper. "But that I'm... I'm open to the idea."
I nodded, feeling a thrill rush through me. "Perfect," I said, a smile playing on my lips. "Keep it casual. Play hard to get."
Bidisha took a deep, shaky breath and picked up her phone, her thumbs flying over the screen as she composed a message. "Rubina, I've been thinking about your suggestion," she typed. "And I've decided to take you up on your offer."
My heart thundered in my chest as I watched her, her eyes focused on the screen, her expression unreadable. "But it's just a date," she wrote, the words echoing in my head. "A chance to get out of the house, to feel alive again."
Bidisha hit send and the silence between us was deafening. She looked up at me, her eyes wide with a mix of fear and excitement. "I'm scared, Vikram," she whispered, her voice barely above a breath.
I reached out and took her hand, giving it a comforting squeeze. "It's okay," I assured her, trying to keep the tremor out of my voice. "We're in this together."
Bidisha looked up at me with those dark, soulful eyes, her expression a tumult of emotions. She took a deep breath, her chest rising and falling with the weight of the decision she'd just made. "I trust you," she murmured.
Leaning in, I pressed my lips to hers, a soft, reassuring kiss. It was a moment of connection, a promise of the boundaries we'd set. "Kissing is allowed," I whispered against her mouth, tasting the sweetness of her lip gloss.
Her eyes searched mine, a hint of panic flickering in their depths. "But what if he... goes further?" she murmured, her breath warm and minty.
"You said you'd tell him no," I reminded her gently, stroking her hair. "And if he doesn't listen, I'll be there."
Bidisha nodded, her eyes still wide with fear. "But what if he tries to... more than kiss?" she whispered.
"If he tries, you stop him," I said firmly, trying to ignore the thrill that raced through me at the thought. "You tell him you're not comfortable, and I will show up."
Bidisha nodded, but the fear in her eyes hadn't disappeared. "But why are you okay with this?" she asked, her voice trembling. "Why are you letting this happen?"
"Because I trust you," I said, my voice firm. "And because I know that sometimes we need to explore our fantasies to keep the spark alive." I could feel the heat of her gaze on me as she processed my words.
Bidisha took a deep breath, her eyes never leaving mine. "Okay," she whispered, her voice trembling. "But you have to be there. You have to be close enough to... stop things if it goes too far."
I nodded, feeling the weight of her trust in me. "I will," I promised. "But for now, let's just focus on the date."
Bidisha took a deep breath and nodded, her grip on my hand tightening. The message from Rubina popped up on her screen, and she held it out for me to read. "Can I call you?"
I nodded, my heart racing. "Sure," I said, trying to keep my voice steady. "I want to hear everything."
Bidisha and I went to the dining room.
Bidisha's fingers trembled as she accepted the call, putting it on speaker. Rubina's melodic voice filled the room, a strange mix of excitement and innocence. "So, you're in?" she asked, her words tinged with eagerness.
I nodded for Bidisha to go ahead. She took a deep breath and leaned against the counter, her voice shaky. "Yes," she said, her eyes locked on mine. "I'll go on a date with your hubby."
Rubina's squeal of excitement was palpable, even over the phone. "Oh my God, Bidisha!" she exclaimed. "You won't regret it, I promise. He'll take you to the most romantic places!...How are you going to manage Vikram?...I can take care of your kid...you can drop him in our house."
Bidisha muted the call, her eyes searching my face for guidance. I nodded, the plan forming in my head. "Tell her I have to go on an office tour," I murmured, my heart racing with anticipation. "Say it's a work thing, and I will not be there."
Bidisha nodded, her eyes never leaving mine as she unmuted the call. "Rubina," she began, her voice steady, "Vikram has an office tour next week. He won't be home."
"Perfect!" Rubina's voice was a purr, a knowing smile in her tone. "Javed will be so excited, Bidisha. He talks about you all the time."
Bidisha's cheeks flushed, and she swallowed hard. "I appreciate that," she murmured, her eyes darting to me.
"Don't you?" Rubina's voice was a seductive whisper, her words a siren's call luring us into the murky waters of temptation. "Javed is obsessed with the thought of you, Bidisha. Every night, he fucks me, but it's you he's imagining beneath him."
Bidisha's eyes grew wide, her cheeks flushing a deep shade of crimson. She looked at me, her hand shaking as she held the phone. "I... I think we should talk later," she stuttered, her voice barely above a whisper.
Bidisha disconnected the call. She looked up at me, her eyes wide with a mix of excitement and nerves. "What did she say about Javed in the past?" I asked, trying to keep my voice calm despite the tumult of emotions raging within me.
"She said that he talks about me all the time," Bidisha murmured, her voice barely audible. "That he's... obsessed with the thought of me."
The room felt as if it was closing in on us, the air thick with tension. Bidisha's words hung in the air like a confession, a secret we'd both been keeping from each other. "But I'm not sure I'm ready for this," she whispered, her eyes searching mine for reassurance.
I took a step closer to her, my hand reaching out to cup her cheek. "You don't have to do anything you're not comfortable with," I said gently, trying to ease the worry etched into her features. "We're just exploring, remember?"
Bidisha searched my eyes, looking for the truth in my words. "But what if it's more than just exploring?" she whispered, her voice trembling. "What if I actually... like it?"
The thought sent a jolt of excitement through me, and I swallowed hard. "Then we'll deal with it," I said, trying to keep my voice steady. "But remember, it's just a date. You're in control."
Bidisha nodded, her eyes still locked on mine. "Okay," she murmured. "But... what if I do want more?"
I took a deep breath, the weight of her question heavy in the air. "Then we'll talk about it," I said, my voice firm. "But for now, let's just focus on the date."
Bidisha nodded, but the worry didn't leave her eyes. "But what if I cross the line?" she whispered, her grip on my hand tight.
"You won't," I assured her, trying to keep the thrill from my voice. "You'll know your limits."
Bidisha searched my eyes, looking for the truth in my words. "But what if I don't?" she whispered, her grip on my hand tightening.
"Don't what?" I asked, my own heart racing.
"Don't you get... jealous?" she whispered, her eyes searching my face.
I paused for a moment, considering her question. "Jealous?" I echoed, my voice a gentle rumble. "No, Bidisha. This isn't about jealousy. It's about trust. And excitement."
Her eyes searched mine, looking for a lie, for any hint of anger or resentment. But all she'd find was the truth—my heart pounding with anticipation, my mind racing with the thought of watching her flirt, watching her tease him. "But why?" she asked, her voice barely a whisper. "Why are you okay with this?"
"Because you're mine," I murmured, leaning in closer. "And no matter what happens, you'll always come back to me."
Bidisha's eyes searched mine, and I could see the war of emotions playing out behind them—fear, excitement, doubt. But there was something else there, too—a spark of curiosity that hadn't been there before. "What if...what if I don't?" she whispered, her voice trembling.
I took a deep breath, trying to keep my own emotions in check. "Don't what?" I asked, my heart racing.
Bidisha's gaze searched my face, her eyes wide and filled with uncertainty. "What if I don't come back?" she whispered, her voice barely audible.
"You will," I said with a conviction that surprised even me. "Because you love me. And this is just a... a way to explore."
Bidisha nodded, but the fear in her eyes hadn't completely disappeared. "Okay," she murmured. "I'll think about it."
The room was thick with unspoken words, the tension palpable as she pulled away from me. She paced the living room, her thoughts racing as she chewed on her lower lip. "Vikram," she said finally, her voice a tremulous whisper, "are we playing with fire?"
I watched her, my heart heavy with the weight of our conversation. "Bidisha," I began, my voice gentle, "we're just exploring our boundaries. It doesn't have to mean anything more than that."
After two days, Bidisha informed me that Javed is directly messaging her, suggesting they extend their dinner date and spend some time in a night club. Her voice was tentative, unsure of how I'd react. "Vikram," she began, her eyes darting around the room, "Javed wants to take me to a nightclub after dinner."
The mention of the club sent a thrill through me, a mix of excitement and trepidation. "Which club?" I asked, my curiosity piqued.
Bidisha's eyes searched mine, looking for a hint of disapproval. "He suggested 'The Blue Lotus'," she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper.
"The Blue Lotus?" I repeated, the name rolling off my tongue like a sweet poison. It was one of the most exclusive clubs in the city, known for its private booths and late-night dances that often led to... other activities. "What do you think?" I asked, trying to keep my voice neutral.
Bidisha's eyes searched mine, the fear slowly giving way to excitement. "I've heard it's a nice place," she murmured, her voice tentative. "But it's... a bit risky, isn't it?"
"Risky?" I repeated, the thrill of the unknown sending a shiver down my spine. "What makes you say that?"
Bidisha took a deep breath, her eyes darting to the floor. "I've heard...things," she murmured, her voice a mix of fear and excitement. "Things that happen there."
I nodded, my mind racing with the possibilities. "What things?" I asked, my voice steady despite the tumult of emotions in my chest.
Bidisha's cheeks flushed a deep red, and she avoided my gaze. "Well, it's known for... for people to get a bit... wild," she murmured, her eyes darting to the floor.
"Wild?" I repeated, my mind racing with images of Bidisha, dressed in something revealing, dancing with Javed in a dimly lit corner. "How wild?"
Bidisha's eyes darted to me, a mix of fear and excitement in their depths. "I've heard there are... private areas," she whispered, her voice barely audible. "Where people can... get intimate."
"Intimate?" I echoed, my heart racing with the possibilities. "What kind of intimate?"
Bidisha's eyes searched mine, a hint of defiance in them. "The kind of intimacy that makes you uncomfortable," she said, her voice firm. "But I'm not going to do anything you don't want me to do, Vikram."
The words hung in the air, a challenge and a question all rolled into one. "What do you want from this date?" she asked, her voice filled with a mix of curiosity and irritation.
"I expect you to enjoy yourself," I replied, my voice calm despite the storm of emotions brewing inside me. "To explore your curiosity. I know about your infatuation about big cocks"
Bidisha laughed- "why do you think Javed will show that to me without any intention? I just wanted to touch it. I don't want it to go beyond that"
I said- "If you really want to see that, then get intimate with him"
Bidisha- " How can you say that? Don't you feel any attachment towards me? I am your wife. I am not interested in real sex. I heard stories where women got hurt my big dick"
I said - "I am giving you the opportunity to enjoy yourself "
Bidisha- "You are sick. I did not expect you to talk to me about this"
I said-"I am not asking you to have sex with Javed"
There was curiosity in Bidisha's eyes - "Don't act smart, Vikram," she said, her voice holding an edge of challenge. "I know what you mean. If I go on this date with Javed, and we end up at The Blue Lotus, what are you expecting to happen?"
The question hung in the air, heavy with unspoken desires and fears. "I'm expecting you to have fun," I said, trying to keep my voice calm despite the thunderous beat of my heart. "To explore your boundaries. And to come back to me."
Bidisha stared at me for a long moment, her eyes searching my face for any sign of deception. "But you know what Javed wants, Haven't you noticed how he has looked at me" she whispered, her voice barely above a breath. "What if he tries something?"
"Bidisha," I said firmly, taking her hand in mine, "you're in control. If you don't want to go any further, just tell him no.Also don't lie to me that you don't like his attention"
Bidisha - "I don't want to play this dangerous game. There is a boundary to every fantasy. I don't want him to get a green signal if I went out with him. I know men like him sees most women as slut"
I repeated- "Just say no"
Bidisha nodded, her eyes still wide with fear. "But what if saying no isn't enough?" she whispered, her voice trembling.
I told Bidisha- "Javed is not going to ***** you in a club"
Bidisha took a deep breath, looking into my eyes. "I know," she said softly. "But what if he tries?"
I said - "you are thinking too much. At least let Javed kiss sweet lips of yours and then you can decide if you want to go ahead or not."
Bidisha looked at me, her eyes filled with a mix of confusion and frustration. "Vikram," she sighed, her voice heavy with the weight of our conversation. "I don't understand. Why are you pushing me into this?"
I took a step closer, my hand reaching out to gently brush a lock of hair from her face. "I'm not pushing you," I said softly. "I'm just giving you the freedom to explore your desires."
Bidisha's eyes searched mine, the fear slowly giving way to understanding. "But what if I don't want to?" she whispered, her voice trembling.
I took a deep breath, my heart racing with the thought of what she was suggesting. "You don't have to do anything you don't want to," I assured her, trying to keep my voice steady. "But sometimes, exploring our fantasies can lead to amazing experiences."
Bidisha's gaze searched my own, looking for a way out of the tangled web of emotions she was caught in. "But what if it's not just a fantasy for Javed?" she whispered, her eyes filling with tears. "What if he expects more?"
"Bidisha," I said firmly, my grip on her hand tightening. "You're in control. You tell him no, and he'll respect that."
Her eyes searched mine, the fear slowly receding as she nodded. "Okay," she murmured, taking a deep breath. "But I'm not sure I trust him."
"Trust is a funny thing, Bidisha," I said, my voice low and soothing. "It's about knowing someone's intentions and respecting your boundaries."
Her eyes searched my face, the fear slowly being replaced by a spark of anger. "But how can I trust him?" she demanded, her voice shaking. "He's a Muslim man, and you know how they are."
I took a step back, surprised by the venom in her voice. "What do you mean by that?" I asked, my own voice tight.
Bidisha's eyes searched mine, regret flickering in their depths. "I'm sorry," she murmured, her voice thick with emotion. "I didn't mean it like that. I just... I'm scared, Vikram."
"Scared?" I repeated, my heart racing as I tried to understand the sudden shift in her tone. "Scared of what?"
Bidisha took a deep, shaky breath, her eyes brimming with unshed tears. "Scared of losing you," she whispered, her voice trembling. "Scared of what this might do to us."
I pulled her into a tight embrace, my heart aching at the thought of losing her. "You won't," I assured her, my voice strong. "We're in this together."
Bidisha leaned into me, her breath warm against my neck. Her lips found mine, and we kissed with a passion that seemed to consume us both. It was a kiss filled with apology and a hint of desperation, as if she were trying to reassure me with every stroke of her tongue. I could feel the tremble in her body, the fear of what we were about to do. But as we pulled apart, the look in her eyes told me she was ready to face whatever lay ahead.
"I'm sorry," she whispered, her breath warm against my cheek. "I never meant for it to go this far. I should not be curious about him, about... his size."
I pulled back, looking into her eyes. "Bidisha," I said gently, "it's okay to have desires. It's human."
Her gaze searched mine, and she nodded slowly. "I know," she murmured. "But I don't want to hurt you."
"Bidisha," I said, my voice firm, "you won't. This is about trust and exploration. If you want to experience what it's like with someone else, I'll be okay with it. We'll get through it together."
Her eyes searched mine, looking for reassurance, and I knew that this was a pivotal moment in our relationship. With a deep breath, she nodded. "Okay," she murmured. "But promise me, you'll be there."
"Always," I whispered, my heart racing with excitement. "But remember, if you decide to go further... I won't stop you."
Bidisha's eyes searched mine, the fear slowly morphing into something else—desire. "What if I want you to?" she whispered, her voice a seductive purr.
I stepped back, my heart racing with the sudden shift in her demeanor. "Want me to what?" I asked, my voice hoarse with anticipation.
Bidisha took a deep breath, her eyes dark with desire. "If I get... too carried away," she murmured, "I want you to be the one to stop me."
The words sent a jolt through me, a mix of excitement and possessiveness I hadn't felt in years. "You're mine," I growled, my hand sliding down her arm to entwine with hers. "And I won't let anyone take you from me."
Bidisha's eyes searched mine, and she nodded, the spark of excitement in them growing brighter. "I know," she whispered, her voice filled with a newfound confidence.
Everything started from that day and now I am a cuckold now. I am driving my wife dressed as a bride in a traditional Bengali wedding attire to a lodge, following Javed's instructions.
Tonight, my wife Bidisha would be taken by two men—Javed and his friend, Ahmed. Javed had trained her well. He had introduced her to a world of pleasure she had never known, pushing her boundaries and fulfilling her deepest desires. I watched from the shadows, a silent observer in their clandestine meetings, my heart pounding with a mix of new excitement and fear.
When we pulled up to the discreet lodge, nestled between a row of trees, I spotted Javed leaning against a sleek black car, a knowing smile playing across his lips as he watched us approach. His eyes lingered on Bidisha, dressed in a stunning bridal saree that clung to every curve of her body. I could feel the heat of his gaze from across the parking lot, and it sent a shiver down my spine.
Bidisha stepped out of the car, her heart racing with excitement and nerves. She looked over at me, her eyes questioning, and I gave her a nod of encouragement. Javed stepped forward, his eyes never leaving hers, and took her hand, leading her to the entrance of the lodge. As they disappeared inside, I took a deep breath, my heart racing with anticipation.
When I entered the room they'd reserved, the sight before me was nothing short of erotic. The lights were dimmed, candles flickered, and the smell of incense filled the air. Bidisha looked absolutely stunning, her bridal attire a stark contrast to the lustful environment. Javed's eyes devoured her, and I felt a twinge of jealousy mixed with arousal as he whispered sweet nothings in her ear.
He leaned in and kissed her, his hand sliding down her waist to rest on her hip. The way she melted into him was both infuriating and exhilarating. I knew I had lost her long time back but it was I who started this. It was I who allowed this. It was I who wanted to watch.