Our first experience, regret, and aftermath

So I had a fantasy of being cuckolded by my wife for a long time before I told her about it. I went back and forth with the idea for a few months of whether I actually wanted to do it or if it was just a fantasy I was obsessed with but didn't really want to happen.

My wife never came off as the type of woman who would want to be in this lifestyle and her sexuality was quite vanilla so I never thought she would be open to it. For this reason I kept my cuckold fantasy a secret to her and would joke from time to time about it but she never showed any real interest.

One night after getting quite ***** and the fantasy was on my mind again I had enough courage to tell her my fantasy and see what she would say. Not to my surprise she was not interested and told me it would never happen. So I gave up on it at the time and didn't press for it anymore, but my fantasy was still strong and the urges to make it a reality were increasing every day. To the point where it was all I thought about, day and night. It was the only thing that could get me hard and stay hard while me and my wife were having sex. It consumed me. I decided I would bring it up again to her again and see if maybe she had opened up to the idea at all.

So one night I planned a romantic evening to get her in the mood for sexy time and figured I could bring it up again while she was horny in hopes she would be more open to the fantasy. I cooked her a delicious dinner, had some candles lit and set out some blankets and pillows on the floor in front the fireplace with a lit fire. She came home and I had already drawn a bath for her and told her to meet me downstairs when she was ready. We had dinner and enjoyed some good conversation before we made our way over to the fireplace. After making out for a bit and both of us getting very aroused I decided to ask her the question again. I asked if she had thought about letting me watch her with another guy since the last time I asked. She was very surprised I was asking about it again after her answer last time. I explained that it is my strongest fantasy and I can't stop thinking about it. She asked me if I thought I could really handle watching her that way to which I said with enthusiasm Yes!! It would drive me absolutely crazy and be the biggest turn on I could imagine. She said she would think about it but not to get my hopes up. The rest of night we drank wine and had sex and stayed up talking and enjoying each others company but didn't speak anymore of the subject.

A few days went by and I asked her if she had thought anymore about what I asked her she other night. Surprised I was bringing it up again she asked if I really wanted it that bad? To which I replied yes more than anything!! So she said she would try it once but if she felt any any feelings of not going through with it at any point we would stop. I agreed and she then asked who would she even get with? I said we could find someone online that we both approve of and set up a meeting somewhere to feel out the vibe. So we searched for our potential guy on a few different sites, and after a few conversations with several guys we narrowed it down to one that we both liked.

He was a handsome guy, very fit, and was well hung with an 8+ inch cock. He was a nice guy and was respectful to us, and willing to be patient with us for our first time. All of the qualities I was hoping for to be the guy she was with. We arranged a meet up at a local restaurant and had dinner and some ******. The conversation between us all went well, and we all got along great. My wife felt comfortable with him and gave me the signal she wanted to go ahead with it while he was in the bathroom. Once he returned we told him we'd like to go have some fun if he's interested, which he was. So we then headed for the hotel we had booked for the evening and went up to the room.

I remember the feeling in the way up the elevator and down the hall. I was giddy with excitement that we actually made it this far and just moments away from my fantasy becoming a reality. We had already discussed that I wanted to watch for a bit before joining in. So once we all got to the room my wife sat down on the bed and we all started to get undressed.

My wife had worn a sexy set of matching bra and panties that she had stripped down to and was laying on the bed waiting for what was coming next. Our guy then took off his shirt and pulled down his pants, his cock popped out of his underwear already semi hard from seeing my wife in her underwear. It was much bigger in person than I had expected. The reality of the situation had started to set in and my cock was rock hard from watching all of this unfold.

He walked over to her and she reached out and grabbed his cock with her hand and kind of tugged it to bring him closer. He then climbed on top of the bed on his knees and she started stroking him to get him the rest of the way hard. She looked over to me to see if I was still okay and I gave her a look and a nod of approval. She then put it in her mouth and started to suck him. It was a lot bigger than she was use to but she was making it work. I was stroking myself and telling her how sexy she looked and doing some general dirty talk, asking if she liked his size. She gave me some seductive mhmm's and I could tell she was actually enjoying it.

He then removed her panties and licked her pussy for a bit to make sure she was good and wet. She told him to lay down and she was getting on top. She hovered overtop of him and rubbed her pussy back and forth across his cock a few times before standing it up and sitting back into it slightly, she slowly went up and down going a little further down each time to lubricate his cock with her pussy juices. Until finally she got all the way down and he was completely inside her. At this point I was still watching in awe and completely present in the moment.

I asked how it felt and she said it felt sooo good. She then started riding him slowly and moaning a little. Their pace started to increase little by little and her moans were getting louder and louder. To the point where her ass cheeks were making a clapping sound on his upper thighs. She was holding on more the headboard and his hands were gripped firmly around her waist. She was moaning louder than I had ever heard and the expression on her face was that of pure extacy.

As I am watching a feeling of regret begins to come over me and the realization that this guy was making her feel a way I had never been able to make her feel. I started to think maybe I shouldn't have asked her to do this and I wasn't ready for this moment to actually happen. I wanted to tell them to stop but I was stuck in silence and shock. I was feeling angry and jealous and hoping she maybe could sense it and would stop.

That was not the case though, she was so into the moment she wasn't paying me any attention. She then got off of him and got on all fours in the doggy style position and he assumed position behind her. He then told me to join in and I just said no I'm good yall go ahead. He then inserted his cock and began pumping into her from behind. She was at this point screaming her moans and had settled into a position with her back arched and her head laying on the pillow, her hands gripping the sheets tightly. He slapped her ass a few times as he pumped his cock into her and put his hand on the back of her neck as he plowed her.

My mind was racing as I was watching my sweet wife who I adored more than anything completely helpless and being railed by this other guy with a huge cock. I wanted to stop it but I myself was still in shock and couldn't bring myself to say anything. He then pulled out and flipped her over onto her back and reinserted his cock inside her and began fucking her in a missionary position.

He started kissing on her neck and breasts, which kissing was one of the things we mentioned we wouldn't do but she didn't stop him as she was too caught up in the moment that it hadn't even crossed her mind. I felt at this point she had completely forgot I was even in the room. She had already came multiple times as his cock was coated in her cum. Their intensity grew stronger and his own moans were getting louder and I could tell he was going to cum soon. He then had leaned up and was driving his cock into my wife with repetition, both of their moans were in sync and they were clearly both on the verge of a final climax.

As the intensity grew stronger and stronger he pulled his cock out at the last second and sprayed a stream of cum that with such ***** had landed on her face leaving a stream down her chest and belly, and pumped the rest of his huge load along my wife's face, neck, titties and belly. She then leaned up and grabbed his cock, sucked his remaining cum from the tip of his cock and laid back as she attempted to catch her breath as the mood of the room settled. She looked over at me remembering that I was still there and had just watched all of this unfold in front me. My face was no longer showing expressions of excitement, but immense regret and embarrassment.

After she caught her breath she made her way over to me and grabbed my hand and asked "are you okay, baby?" I replied "Not really." As I stared at his cum still dripping down her face and her ************* licking her lips as it dripped down to her mouth. I told her to clean up and get dressed, we are leaving.

We all started putting our clothes back on and a ln awkward silence had filled the room. As we were all getting ready to leave the guy asked me if I was alright and apologized if he had done anything wrong. I replied with I'm good, thank you for coming out but we need to go. I then grabbed her hand and pulled her toward the door. She remained silent for the goodbye and gave him a slight wave and a bashful smirk as I pulled her past him and towards the door.

We made a speedy walk down the hall and an awkward silent elevator ride down to the lobby. I stormed out through the lobby to the parking lot with her following close behind. We got into the car and I began driving home in silence still running through the emotions of what had just taken place a few minutes ago. I was angry, jealous, embarrassed, and regretting ever talking her into this.

After a few awkward moments of driving she broke the silence with an agitated tone and said "This is what you wanted." I just replied with a defeated "I thought I did, but that was too much." She then leaned over and rubbed my arm apologetically and said "Im sorry babe, I enjoyed it more than I thought I would, I'm sorry for getting caught up in the moment." To which I replied I needed time to just think for a bit and would talk about it later. She leaned back to her seat and looked out the window for the rest of the ride home in silence.

After a few hours of watching tv in the living room alone she came from our bedroom where she had been giving me my space and sat next to me on the couch. After watching me for a few moments she scooted closer to me and began rubbing my inner thigh and crotch as I just looked at her still in silence. She then got on the floor in front of me between my knees and removed my shorts and began giving me a blowjob. I let myself fall into the sexual arousal and watched her sucking my cock. My mind was still racing from the thoughts and images of earlier that day and she was giving me the best blowjob I had ever felt. She sucked me until I came in her mouth and looked up at me with a seductive smile as she swallowed my cum.

She then sat back on the couch next to me and stared waiting for me to say something. I couldn't help but relax and realize that she was only doing what I had asked and she wasn't really to be blamed for my feelings. I didn't do anything to stop it when I was feeling regret. I just let them finish and stayed silent.

In my relaxed state of post orgasm I looked over to her and asked "So you really enjoyed that huh?" She nodded yes and replied "I did, but I don't want to do it anymore if you aren't into it. I just wanted you to be happy and do this for you because you seemed so into it." I responded with "I'm glad you had fun but I think we should just focus on us for a while. I need to wrap my head around all this and I'm feeling a lot of regret and embarrassment. It's not your fault, I realize I pushed you to this, and I can only blame myself." She just leaned her head on my shoulder and we began watching tv in an attempt take our minds off the whole situation. The rest of the evening we laughed and enjoyed each other's company as we slipped back into our normal routines. We avoided talking about it for the next couple of weeks afterwards.
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