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SISSY CUCKOLD FUTURE 875.
Putting black men aside as they are equipped and confident to handle women there needs to be a look at your average white guy these days who find it increasingly difficult to get a girlfriend let alone get his leg over an god forbid any of his sexual likes being fulfilled such as the woman in Stockings and Lingerie or doing anything even slightly out of the ordinary.
Many people of course blame the internet and porn but personally I do not sign up to this as Porn is there, and men turn to it in time of need as the real thing is not available.
Yes, over time men can then get addicted to porn but let's face it all guys into porn search what turns them on so ultimately, they are only releasing what they have always desired in the first place.
Now for your average white guy Porn is all well and good but at some point, he wants actual human contact, and this is where these days the Feminized sissy cuckold, sissy, transvestite or whatever combination you call the likes of us come into play.
It's been building a while as even a decade ago my ex-wife Tania would reject a suitor white guy because he was under endowed and so on, but she would tell him that I her feminized sissy cuckold was available for use, and many took her up on that offer.
Of course, now guys actively look to us for a sexual outlet and for many different reasons firstly the Feminized Sissy Cuckold or other type of cross dresser always dresses to please and we never say no as that word has been literally beaten out of us and of course there is no perversity a man wants that we will not undergo for them.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 876.
Took some photo's yesterday that disintegrated into a sissy fucking with some of my very large dildo's, there of course was some pain actually inserting some of them but quickly my slutty sissy pussy loosened up and gobbled up the long thick rubber cocks.
It took an hour grinding and riding hard with lots of lubrication before on came a god almighty sissygasm that dribbled out all over the place utterly draining my little sissy ovary that went as hard as a little peanut as my sissy mess flobbed out.
I was utterly exhausted afterwards, my lingerie wet with sweat, my stocking clad legs shaking in relief.
Of course, today the delightful throb of an ****** sissy pussy is my constant companion.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 877.
Can you remember when you were growing up the *********** and shame you felt seeing that you were not developing like your peers.
Shower time after sports was traumatic seeing lads getting hairy and their manhood's getting large and, in some cases, very large while like my own remained small and insignificant and no sign of any pubic hair growth.
Then there was the guilty knowledge that like me you were already dressing up in lingerie, hosiery and the rest of to look like a woman.
So, way before you even heard of the words Feminized Sissy Cuckold you were already coming to understand the truth that as a guy you were a failure with no hope of any normal relationship.
Then the exciting and horrific moment you actually got involved with a girl and that turned out to be a nightmare when she saw your little penis and from the moment, she dumps you everyone knew that you were a Dud to be teased and be denied.
For so many of us as a developing feminized sissy cuckold out only recourse to being with a woman is if we were exposed and used by older more experienced women who already understood how handy a dud like you can be and thus you start to discover what a feminized sissy cuckold is and can do.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 878.
If you worry as a Feminized sissy cuckold that your wife even though she has decided to give the lifestyle a go had never shown any interest in black men, you need to rest easy.
Over the years I have talked to quite a few black guys involved with my wives and other females I have had relationships with and all of them confidently state that they can literally sniff out white married women out for a good time.
And more often than not they can see all the signs of a married white Cuckoldress, of course even though they seem to understand what the lady is it's of course hard for them to know what type of husband he will be dealing with.
Luckily once the chat up starts and the woman finds that the guy is cool with her Cuckoldress status she will fill in the blanks about her husband and all of the black men I have spoken to tell of the relish to be with a woman who has feminized her hubby and has him locked in chastity.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 879.
One of the most difficult things for the new Feminized sissy cuckold is the transition from being a fantasy-based sissy into magazine's, internet porn and sneaky dressing up and living in hope!
Up till you find your wife fucking other men of catching you out and deciding that the Cuckoldress status is for her you deal only with your all-powerful sexual urges' kinks and perversions.
But when you step over the line into the real world not only do you have to cope with all of the above, but you also now have to deal with raw emotions.
Do not forget you've been brought up in a world where what you are is utterly shameful and you have been conditioned to be a man and act as one even if from an early age you knew you were a failure and the women in your life ********** that if a significant woman like you ****** or Aunt caught you out dressing up and caught sight of your shockingly small manhood.
Now with your wife cuckolding you, you are going to have to cope with a roller coaster of feelings and emotions that in many cases will utterly crush you as you come to terms with being what you've dreamed of for so long.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 880.
Castration or Penectomy? The choice is yours as a Feminized sissy cuckold this one time your good lady Cuckoldress wife has decided you deserve to make the decision in your life (Remember sissy this is hypothetical, no Cuckoldress in her right mind would allow you ever to make a choice for yourself)
So, what do you choose?
Castration has it's merits if the Cuckoldress wife wants you completely servile and docile and if your one of those feminized sissy cuckolds that forever struggles with the lifestyle the removal of the testis can be a boon ridding you of all sexual urges and desires for good making you much calmer and also your silky little panties are going to fit much better.
Then there is Penectomy the actual removal of your silly little penis and incorporating the fashioning of a new little pee hole behind your tiny sissy ovary sack, of course the Penectomy in no way reduces your sexual desires and urges in fact studies have shown that a Penctomized sissy will undergo much heightened sexual needs so much so it can lead to sexual insanity.
And of course, like the Castration panties will fit much better.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold myself and talking to many a Cuckoldress the consensus comes down firmly on the side of Penectomy because half the Cuckoldresses fun in life is the torment and ******* of their feminized sissy cuckold.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 881.
One thing as a Feminized sissy cuckold I have learned the hard way over the years is that you must learn to listen very carefully to what your Cuckoldress says and I mean every word uttered from her pouting red painted lips.
The reason for this is the female's knack of using words in a very subtle way that can have dire consequences for the feminized sissy cuckold!
One year at Christmas Tania asked me which was a shock in the first place if I wanted custard or cream with my Christmas pudding when she was discussing what we were to have come the day!
Of course, I felt honoured that she my beautiful Cuckoldress wife had bothered to even ask as usually that never happened, she made all the decisions for me, now I have always been partial to a spot of cream with Plum pudding so voiced my preference not knowing that this would lead to shame and ***********.
Unbeknown to me she had invited Priddy her escort girlfriend round for the day as well as Peter and Jeff our gay neighbours at the time and the cream I actually got was them throat fucking me till they spunked.
Another time caught off guard Tania promised me that she was going to fuck me, of course my hopes soared as I had literally forgot the last time I had sex with Tania my sexy beautiful wife.
What actually transpired was that Tania good to her word did fuck me but the sex she failed to make clear to me was harsh urethral fucking with the stiletto heel of her shoes a very painful experience.
My word of advice to any Feminized sissy cuckold is no matter how good the deal sounds from your Cuckoldress wife do not get your hopes up as nothing is ever as it seems!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 882.
Men will be men and that is a fact and with the reported facts that the dating game for white males has gone down the shitter these days more and more guys will happily gets sucked off and spunk in the mouth of a feminized sissy cuckold so long as they can conceal the deed form their mates.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold, I am as guilty as many other sissy cuckolds starved of spunk when divorced and not in any type of female relationship at various times in my life and I have ********* myself to suck cock to get the jizz fix us sissy cuckold cannot live without.
Although it's not the same as licking spunk out of a fucked pussy or anus spunk direct from an erect cock has its own powerful status over us Feminized sissy cuckolds and the men these days that are using us and use us they do as they regard us by the way we dress and make up as sluts and they fuck our skulls with only their own depraved pleasure in mind calling us all the most vile sexually derogatory names known to man as they face fuck our throats no different than they would a hot wet pussy.
I suppose like many other Feminized sissy cuckolds I pride myself in looking utterly sexy in all the sexy lingerie, stockings and heels along with a tarty dress to encourage the guys sexual excitement and I give what I consider my most slut like sloppy blow job to see how fast I can draw the cock snot out of the guys cock swallowing it all down like a greedy whore.
Of course, guys know that going with a sissy cuckold is homoerotic at it's base and many guys will only ever face fuck as sissy cuckold to dump their sexually frustrated loads using out mouths as a cum dump to ease their tensions.
But this in an important but with the lack of women dating white guys added to the fact that even if the guy does get a girlfriend she is utterly against him even looking at her bottom let alone touching it guys out there all desire to try anal sex at some point and once they have face fucked a feminized sissy cuckold they realize that putting morals aside in private with this slutty version of a female replicant he can experience all his dirty base sexual perversions giving the sissy cuckolds back pussy a right pounding confident in the fact that the feminized sissy cuckold never says no to any perverted sexual practices.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 883.
For a Feminized Sissy Cuckold husband one of the hardest things to come to terms with and get used to is if the Cuckoldress wife decides to take him down the road of becoming a Sissy Cuckold toilet.
Now with experience of this type of servitude I can state that ingesting urine is not really an issue and can be highly erotic from the onset when your wife starts urinating directly into your mouth, the hard part is taking her hot stinking **** into your now toilet mouth and eating it.
As a feminized sissy cuckold you have to get your mental space right and work hard at eating your wife's waste and it's only because you strive to be a perfect sissy cuckold for her and to be of at least some use to her now she is a Cuckoldress that you break through the barrier of taboo and disgust and manage to keep faecal matter down.
The good news is, if you can class it as good news once you're over the bodies natural reaction to reject eating human waste you will suffer the shame of coming to realize that you are starting to like eating **** and an addiction will grip you that you'll find is more powerful than any opiate.
But for the feminized sissy cuckold the Cuckoldress wife will never stop with the torment, ******* and horror and come the day the feminized sissy cuckold will be informed that from that point onwards he has to act as a toilet to all her male friends.
This new reality for the feminized sissy cuckold is really the one that finally crushes what little masculinity it might have or self-worth as the piss and **** from a man that's fucking your wife is an horrendous step for the sissy cuckold to have to submit to, but submit it will as the fear of displeasing the Cuckoldress wife is something the feminized sissy cuckold truly fears through any disobedience to his wife!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 884.
One thing I can assure all new feminized sissy cuckolds is that your wife's girlfriends will egg her on every inch of the way once she tells them what you begged to become, or she caught you out dressed and made up doing filthy things to yourself while looking at sissy cuckold porn.
Women when they find out about a male's weakness will be savage in their destruction of that male and your new cuckoldress wife will never want for ideas from her friends how to humiliate and ***** you.
Of course like all women you wife will feel much better about herself with the support and comfort of her friends and will start to revel in her new Cuckoldress self, going further and further into depravities just to prove herself in front of them.
Worse is to come for the feminized sissy cuckold though when your wife allows her girlfriends access to you as they all want to see your feminization, chastity and servility.
They will also demand of your wife that they see proof that you're a spunk slurping creampie clean up sissy cuckold and even the toilet your wife has started to use you as.
The verbal ***** you will receive off of your wife's friends will be horrendous not to mention physical ***** as your Cuckoldress will not want to feel that her friends miss out on the fun.
The pits of your torment will be when your wife for her entertainment and her friends is when she makes you have sissy sex in front of them or has gay men use you as fuck meet to amuse them.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 885.
With Christmas almost upon us once again (and by God does it come round quick the older you get) I have been mulling over many a Christmas past being a Feminized Sissy Cuckold specially the formative years after I was caught out.
Yes it was the years of double presents not only the minimum of presents for a young male but also the clothes, hosiery, make up and lingerie for the sissy.
My ****** delighted in shopping for my presents, and I would blush with excitement when I opened gift for sissy cuckold Carla like my first pairs of expensive stockings, my first Basque, red high heels and later making me go almost as red as the high heels I got my first dildo.
And it was not only ****** that brought me girl things Pam, Fran and Wendy also lavished me with female gifts.
Later when I was married to Tania all pretence of gifts for a male were dropped and I only got things for sissy cuckold Carla and to this day now I live openly as what I am I only get Carla gifts.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 886.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold do you still feel shame about some of the things you have done in your pathetic little lives.
I know I do, from that first time I found that Pink nylon g-string in my ******* laundry basket that the sting of was encrusted with **** and I put it in my mouth and sucked it off to finding a swollen used Tampon in the trash can of one of my ******* friends that I put passed my lips and sucked the ***** out of.
I also still shudder about the recall of that dirty old man wanking me off in the gloom of a sex cinema in soho.
No matter what it is we all have these shameful secrets that literally have to be dragged out of you by your cuckoldress wife which causes even more shame and ***********.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 887.
I cannot think as a Feminized sissy cuckold anything more ego shattering and damaging when you are growing up coming to understand that you have an incredibly small penis.
This is one of the major reasons we set out on the path of being a Feminized sissy cuckold, you see the peer pressure to being a man is a heavy load and when you're not developing down there you soon understand and feel alienated and not part of masculinity.
It's bad enough you know yourself but you'll soon learn that your male peers are merciless when it comes to your under development but that *********** is nothing compared to when females start seeing your pathetic little penis then you get to learn what real assassination is all about and be sure if one woman/girl knows about you lack of manhood they all do as the gossip carries like wild fire and you become the butt of all jokes and snide comments.
I knew one now adult feminized sissy cuckold who in his younger days was marked down as a small, dicked loser and had the *********** one day of a girl coming up to him in their place of education and handing him a pair of panties.
This was not some sort of offer of anything but the sheer fact the news had got around that he was a pin dick, and she and her circle of acid tongue girlfriends thought it a laugh to suggest because his dick was tiny he should wear panties.
Now this act was bad enough and news of it went around like a tidal wave but for this budding Sissy it was terrible as he already had the guilt that he was dressing up in women's clothes.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 888.
Off to have a weekend doing French maids work for the lovely elderly Rose she has demanded that I bring over the very large inflatable anal expander I have as well as a couple of my biggest dildo's
To put it bluntly I know my sissy pussy is in trouble over the next couple of days with Rose getting her hands on these implements.
What a change in a elderly lady that was prim and proper when I first met her and is now ruthless in having me satisfy her pussy and anus with my mouth as well as using me as her own sissy cuckold toilet.
And let's not forget that Rose also avails herself of my Dildo's to see to her pussy as she has never entertained my tiny penis as its way too small for her as she likes to say.

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SISSY CUCKOLD FUTURE 889.
Once you become a feminized sissy cuckold to be used and ****** by your cuckoldress she will also use you for her entertainment.
This will obviously entail doing homosexual things that you had better get used to pretty damn fast if you know what's good for you or you'll be on the receiving end of your wife's displeasure as she teaches you the hard way to be a happy compliant sissy cuckold.
One of the first things you'll have to accept and cope with is that when guys go with the likes of us because they look on us as sexual freaks they will push the biscuit as the saying goes and subject you to their idea of what a trollop sissy slut likes so get ready for ****** balls deep skull fucking that will have you heaving up and drooling all round his throat fucking cock as you struggle to cope with the assault
He will slap your chin or squish his balls into your eye sockets depending how he is inserting himself into your orifice and will not stop his pleasure until he spews his spunk straight into your stomach as deeply as he is able.
Be ready afterwards to lavish his cock with kisses and licks no matter what sticky drool mess it's in and smile happily as you're doing it your wife must see that your well into being used as a sissy whore.
And then do not forget to ask permission to retire to the bathroom to re do your make up as that will be a fucking mess!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 890.
Here we are almost at Christmas again and this time of year can be especially exciting for the feminized sissy cuckold what with all the parties your wife will be going to and even taking you along to some of them.
For sure she will let her hair down and be more wanton and sluttier than per usual due to the merry making and you know from the way she dresses and acts there will be a never-ending stream of guys wanting to get into her knickers (that's if she ever wore any?)
Then there is the actual day and what presents you might get? Remember the **** years when you were a so-called man and you used to get socks and aftershave how boring was that eh? Now you get nightwear, lingerie and hosiery, bits of makeup and any other items of female apparel your cuckoldress, *********** or even ****** decides would be nice for you.
Oh, and for your feminized sissy cuckolds that the wife has made to have a boyfriend you of course will be expected to make sure he is fully sexually satisfied over the Christmas period, it's not only the turkey that gets stuffed over yuletide.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 891.
You know you're a full blown feminized sissy cuckold when you discover the feeling of seeing someone you like going off with other men and you get aroused by the *********** even if the said girl does not even know you adore her.
From the moment we start our dressing up and it aids our dirty naughty little masturbation sessions we know there is something wrong with us and fiddling with ourselves is a shameful bad naughty thing that we really should not be doing to ourselves but cannot help it.
Worse if a woman catches us dressed up and wanking because their reaction to our perverted cavorting's will instil a deep-seated shame and *********** in us that we are not good enough to be allowed to masturbate so by default there is no possible way we should be bothering women for sexual intercourse.
Even before we discover what we are most feminized sissy cuckold know that they are small and underdeveloped in the manhood stakes and it becomes in bred into us that we must help and support women have sex with real men our only role to serve the lady and clean her up.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 892.
On the rare occasions the Cuckoldress wife lowers herself to let her feminized sissy cuckold have a sissy squirt she usually makes this experience a very uncomfortable one.
I think we all know that nothing is as it seems with the Cuckoldress where sissy release is concerned.
If you are unlucky enough to have a unauthorized accident in your panties or as you kneel or sit watching her have sex with a guy or men the consequences of course are harsh with canings, floggings or whippings.
But then your lucky day arrives and she informs you she is going to make you squirt for her, and you are in paradise, but once the chastity devices come off and out your joy mostly is very short lived.
Your Cuckoldress might only remove your anal chastity and dildo you to a sissy milking the pain of the penile chastity taking away any luxury pleasure, she might also deem is necessary that for some reason needles need pushing through your sissy ovaries or sissy clit head prior to the ****** sissy dribble.
Then there is the array of electric toys that can make the sissy clit want to retreat into itself as it's masturbated by the cuckoldress hand.
Often with the skilled Cuckoldress she will do what's called a draining which amount to no stop manual masturbation drawing out every last drop of sissy milk and then some to the point of having her feminized sissy cuckold screaming and pleading to be put back in chastity as its sissy clit and ovaries are hurting so much with the relentless masturbation.
In many ways over time the feminized sissy cuckold comes to understand that no cumming and living with enduring sexual frustration is the best course of action.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 893.
If you were lucky growing up and began evolving into a Feminized sissy cuckold you had a helping guiding hand.
Even if your secret was well hidden I hope you paid attention to your ****** or aunt teaching you all you need to know about home economics and housework.
It's a young want to be feminized sissy cuckold that understands that at some point what it wants to be will encompass toiling as a maid for a wife and will pay detailed interest at the knowledge that being imparted to him.
I was lucky my ****** instilled the lot in me from cooking, cleaning, Ironing, sewing in fact every aspect of looking after myself of the lady I was with.
It's at this point as an evolving feminized sissy cuckold that you realize that what you are about to become is going to be a life filling role and not just a sexual thing.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 894.
Deep down I think all of us feminized sissy cuckolds know that when we started out dressing up and masturbating we knew we were going to one day suck cock and swallow sperm from the moment we started to ingest our own weak watery sissy milk.
Our conditioning to be male of course made this a very taboo subject that brought on shame and self-loathing when the thoughts of it sprang to mind.
But let's be honest we all peeked at the big boys in the showers and public toilets all to aware of our massive inferiority in the penis league and the fear we felt with the giddiness to have a cock in our mouths.
Of course women can sense and see this in the likes of us and take advantage of getting us to clean them up after they have had sex with other men but it's more than that as from talking to many Cuckoldresses they also like seeing sissies and men having sex or sissy on sissy it gives them a perverse thrill knowing they have the power to order such depravities for her entertainment.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 895.
I wonder how many feminized sissy cuckolds get to the stage that getting an erection naturally is an almost impossible task?
I know I got there years ago via a toxic mix of long-term chastity, Cuckoldress brainwashing, porn addiction and belief that as a Feminized sissy cuckold I was and am shamefully insignificant.
When it's drummed into you that your tiny, small and worthless and no woman would ever want you and if you do get erect seeing your cuckoldress in any form of undress you get harshly punished or having a stiffie when she is making you watch her have sex with a lover your abilities to function soon start to dissipate due to the consequences.
The Cuckoldress will also harshly teach her feminized sissy cuckold only to erect when she says so or she links being screwed in the sissy pussy with the consent from her to erect.
Even to this day I cannot erect normally and to obtain a shameful sissy squirt it has to be accompanied by large insertions into my sissy pussy and long hard fucking as I watch disgusting porn on our life subject.
I truly am a pathetic feminized sissy cuckold like so many of you are as well.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 896.
It's a very scary thing when you become an actual Feminized sissy cuckold because of the total and absolute handing over of all power and control of your life to another person.
You can get off on the fantasy to your hearts content but to actually give up all your rights as a human to another is daunting to say the least and thankfully a loving Cuckoldress will understand this and will make the transition for you as painless as possible.
This is a knack that women have the ability to lure and seduce, her femininity and sex will gain her everything for you by teasing and denial with ****** violence only being the last resort to get you to comply.
In many instances the Cuckoldress will be adept enough to talk to the new feminized sissy cuckold in such a way that it will under its own recognizance come to believe that what is being proposed to him is actually logical an in many ways something that he wants and needs.
Put simply as many Cuckoldress wives will tell you it's all about breaking the new feminized sissy cuckold down to its lowest form before building it up again in the image she wants and demands of a maid and slave serving her with no thought to itself.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 897.
Over to Helen's tonight that's my prostitute lady friend and I am shaking in anticipation as she let slip my Christmas present from her will be to watch her in action at a five-guy party she is holding and I will be doing the maid service.
It also transpires I have met these guys before and it will be bareback all the way and probably like last time I will be fluffing and cock cleaning on top of both pussy and anal creampie cleaning.
And I hardly think like last time Helen will have to urge them to use my mouth as a toilet easing their bladders in my waiting open mouth.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 898.
Literally crawled in from serving as the feminized sissy cuckold French maid at Helen's little party last night and every hole aches from the ***** that they went through.
How much sperm I licked out of Helen pussy and asshole I will never know, and I have dried sperm on me from the overspills from not only cleaning her up but also of the five guys who booked the party.
Also, one of the guys availed himself of my bottom and while in there urinated in my bowels a strange but sort of thrilling experience.
The evening was utterly degrading for myself being laughed at and name called by the guys let by the cutting words of Helen who encouraged everything foisted upon me and of course me being me loved the shame of cock sucking, asshole licking and being used as a toilet ******** pints of piss from all.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 899.
One thing that I have learned over the years as a Feminized sissy cuckold is that once a wife gets into being a Cuckoldress and believe me it does not take long once they have taken the first step and they cast of societies moral bondage they can become the lady of their darkest dreams.
You will find your Cuckoldress wife or partner engaging in sexual activities that even for you a perverted feminize sissy cuckold will find shocking and the two reasons for this is firstly she is getting all her sexual dreams and desires utterly fulfilled and secondly her arousal becomes so much more seeing you're suffering and torment.
Your wife will become addicted to rubbing the face of the one that loves them into her most dirty sexual depravities.
Black men can really count themselves lucky that history has led them on the path of history which has made them a core part of white women sexually taboo desires so when your wife does become a Cuckoldress one of the first things she will do it start taking a bite out of that particular apple.
For those feminized sissy cuckolds just starting out on their life course who crave seeing interracial sex and consume masses of that type of porn you will never be able to imagine what it's actually like when the one you love and adore starts fucking black men.
It is a life altering event that once done can never be stopped as your wife will become utterly addicted in every sense to black cock and will flaunt this right up close and personal in front of you.
I as a lifelong feminized sissy cuckold who tries to set down thoughts and feelings about ourselves fail in the words to describe what you feel when a gaggle of black men entertain your nearest and dearest and see her go totally wild and depraved fucking the **** out of the men because that's what the Cuckoldress wife does with all her sexuality and holes loving every inch the men can give her right in front of her loving feminize husband.
And for us feminized sissy cuckold the icing on the cake so to speak is not only getting to watch such electric pornographic sex but also that the black man likes nothing better than doing white wives in front of their pathetic small dicked feminized and chastity locked husbands letting their power rise to the surface as they screw what they were once denied to the pain of the ultimate punishment making sure your sexy cuckoldress wife gets ever pint of spunk their big black balls can dump I her more than willing holes!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 900.
The care and maintenance of sex toys should be one of the more important tasks the feminized sissy cuckold has to master from the onset of its life.
And I am not just talking about the toys its wife uses, the feminized sissy cuckold should be learning from day one even when it's just a figment of need in its own head.
A sissy cuckold want to be has to be honest with itself as we all know that in stealing its ******* dirty lingerie and hosiery to wear it will in many cases come upon her sex toys as well. And we all know where these found toys are heading don't we so it is imperative that after a sissy cuckold has inserted it into its sissy pussy for some perverted thrill it better orally suck and lick it clean before washing and replacing it.
Of course, there are ******* who after using their sex toys do not automatically clean their toys and just throw them in the bedside cabinet for later cleaning and at first unbeknown to them their budding feminize sissy cuckold *** will stumble across the dirty vibrator or dildo.
Of course, the mind sick sissy cuckold individual will shamefully get excited over such a find and that sex toy will be in its mouth in a blink of an eye even if the phallic object is smeared with ****.
Many things in the budding feminized sissy cuckold's life are never spoken of and in its pathetic sexual excitement the feminized sissy cuckold want to be never considers for a minute that after that first few times of sucking its ******* sex toys clean they are always dirty when it goes to that special drawer.
Of course, it is a shock to a ****** to find when she goes to clean her fun implements that she knows to be cunt or ass dirty to find it's already been cleaned and it's not rocket science for her to work out why it's already spotless confirming her already suspicious mind as to what direction her *** is going in.
To know she's getting her intimate toys orally cleaned is a thrilling power trip and will heighten her dominance and will then actively ensure that an unwritten control is asserted via the dirty sex toys gradually drawing towards the day when she will humiliatingly expose her sissy cuckold ***.
By then the cleaning of sex toys will be so ingrained in the feminized sissy cuckold that it will be a natural part of its existence for the rest of its pathetic little life.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 901.
Urethra punishment of the pathetic little penis of the feminized sissy cuckold can be among some of the most horrific actions the Cuckoldress wife can inflict on her sissy cuckold.
Of course, due to miniscule failure that is the penis of the sissy cuckold the punishment is totally warranted, just put yourself in your wife's position for a moment and just understand just how deprived and cheated she must be because you're a dud as a male.
There is little wonder when she is now enjoying a good sex life with countless well-endowed men that she wants to make you suffer pay back for so many years of having to put up with your little nub that was never more than a labia lip nudger.
Punishments come in many forms from sounding bars to little penis plugs shaped as dildo's out of metal of course its all made extra evil if your loving wife uses something like tiger balm to lubricate the implement to be inserted deep into your urethra and into the bladder.
Even worse and I have suffered this on many occasions if the fucking of the sissy clit by the stiletto heel of your wife's sexy shoes a sex act that is truly painful and horrific but gives the cuckoldress wife so much sadistic please that you cannot deny as a feminized sissy cuckold is her right when it comes to you!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 902.
Can any of us Feminized sissy cuckold even begin to explain to another person just how we feel when the secret sneaky perverted dreams of being a feminized sissy cuckold actually become real!
I know personally nothing really prepared me even though from my first sexual experiences with a woman were cuckold based.
But come the day when the woman you deeply love and adore's has sex with another man the emotions are shattering mixed in with a driving need that literally wipes you out sapping all your physical and emotional strength.
I hazard a guess that at this point any want to be feminized sissy cuckolds cry wolf and it often takes the wile and guile of the new cuckoldress wife to calm her new sissy cuckold down and guide it into a more accepting mode.
So, the motto is when it's your first time if to press down your emotions, turn to your wife she will support you through your initial trials and tribulations believe me it will all be worth it in the long run.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 903.
Twas the night before Christmas and Black Bull Santa is doing all his rounds leaving a pair of stockings here or a pair of tights these and for the feminized sissy cuckolds the latest nasty chastity devices.
Of course, being rested and fresh out of the grotto in Jamacia the black Santa is rip roaring fit and ready to fuck every wife after he shimmies down the chimney and this year he proudly states he is going to leave sissy cuckold creampies in both the cuckoldresses pussy and ass!