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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 819.
If you are like me as a Feminized sissy cuckold, I take it that you also find that the anal sissygasm is far more powerful and draining than any tickle and dribble you ever achieved out of your sissy clit, I know it is for me.
Mind you it's been so long since I actually had intercourse with a woman, I can hardly recall what it felt like although I like to remember it was paradise the feel of hot wet pussy even if my size only meant I was basically labia nudging.
Shamefully I have to reveal that only two women ever sucked me off to orgasm and both spat out one informing me how little there was of ejaculate and how weak and watery it was and vile.
Wanking my little clit was of course in the early days my main course to climax but over time that changed as Cuckoldresses got their hooks into me and the denial and chastity began and the assault on my sissy pussy with all sorts of different objects that caused me to sissygasm.
Now many years later and being a dumped and divorced sissy cuckold, I hardly ever touch my sissy clit it's more caressing like it was a real clit, and I work to make sure the only releases I obtain are via sissy pussy fuckings.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 820.
As we were all once budding feminized sissy cuckolds the biggest thing in our miserable pathetic lives back then was the sheer terror and fear of being exposed!
I know in these more enlightened days the stigma is not quite so bad but for many of us back in the day even a hint of what we were desiring and craving would give us an immediate one-way ticket to hell!
Crazy thing is for many it turns out to be nothing like that at all you see us want to be sissy cuckolds are so wrapped up in the us and our thing that we fail to consider what women think of us!
To put it simply as we sneak around terrified of our own shadows dressing up in filched clothing, masturbating to our stashed porn and all manner of other dark and depraved things us want to be sissy cuckolds get up to women are observing us!
The Feminine have this inner sense that something is not right with either their ***, nephew, rapt swoony young man, boyfriend and finally husband.
For me ****** already knew I was wearing her things and when she exposed me, she let me dress at home from then on and from what I did with her friends Pamela, Fran and Wendy who were dreadful gossips I was also tagged as a feminized sissy cuckold.
Yes it was humiliating and shameful because I was openly talked about and teased but of course this just fed the need in me and with the loose lips of ******, Pamela, Fran and there was hardly a woman I met in the locality that knew these ladies that did not know at least something about me and there was always that knowing smile or snide little quip that had me blushing furiously my true nature on display for everyone.
Of course, growing up I did have a few girlfriends but apart from one very special one all of them either ended up dumping me for my lack of everything masculine or cheating on me.
At last came the wives Anne and Tania and thinking back to Anne who was a flirtatious lady twelve years older than me, and of course hugely experienced her cuckolding me was not something that might happen it only waited till I cracked for reasons already written about and she started dating again with me as her feminized sissy cuckold.
Tania was totally different as I went into that marriage after dating during the space between Anne and Tania knowing I would be truthful about myself and Tania knew most of it the day we married and from then on, her becoming a chat line operator then a Professional Dominatrix, Cuckoldress and an escort she gleefully cuckolded the fuck out of me.
These days I have nothing but kinky, depraved, sordid and freaky relationships with women who I first tell everything to so they can make up their own minds if they want to play or just remain interested girlfriends because believe me even if they do not want to actively get it on with a feminized sissy cuckold they want to hear all the depravity and gossip that fascinates them.
And of course shamefully when the submissive needs are to strong to deny I will humiliate myself to the lowest and let men fuck me, in these relationships it's not about any sort of friendships the man is just on hand to sexually use and ***** me and what with so many women these days having the inability to dress and look like women more and more guys are putting their feelings aside for sex with a sexy dressed reasonably good looking feminized sissy cuckold, transvestite or other type of sissy.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 821.
Over the years of being a Feminized Sissy Cuckold I like so many others have found that the black male is much more keyed in on the world of the Cuckoldress and much more adventurous.
I am not going to sit here and in anyway say that the black male is into homosexual acts as they are in many, many respects more heterosexual than their white counterparts.
But being subservient under the black men my Cuckoldresses have been seeing over the years and talking to them at less pressurized moments over a coffee I have come to understand that the black male in having Cuckoldress wives as sex partners is man enough to have utter confidence in himself and view dispassionately the feminized sissy cuckold husband that by default has also come under his manly wing.
The black man knows a good sissy cuckold is there to serve the wife and himself and that also mean's the creampie clean up from both pussy and anus and from his wet sticky cock.
He also knows if he and his mates are on the job with a wife the sissy cuckold should also be a fluffer getting their cocks ready for screwing the wife.
Then with skill the black man listens to the Cuckoldress wife picking up the degree she wants himself and his associates to humiliate and punish the feminized sissy cuckold husband which as times goes on gets more severe and stricter by accent of the wife who gets extra hot seeing her sissy cuckold under the heel of the black man who has taken everything from the sissy cuckold from it's wife and all the new sex acts she gladly indulges her black lovers with to the use of sissy cuckolds home as if it was his own.
On the other side of the coin there is the white guy and it's not a frequent occurrence to meet a confident white bull and even they do not have a circle of mates that are able to join in the fun with the wife and sissy cuckold like black guys do together.
Mostly even pretty well-endowed white guys worry over their cock size and shy away from doing the wife in front of their sissy cuckold husband even if the wife has told him what is going on and these dates with white guys tend to be solo and the sex taking place back at his place.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 822.
Like other dumped and divorced sissy cuckolds I have amassed a huge collection of sex toys to see to my sissy pussy, vibrators, dildo's, butt plug's, anal beads and other toys.
It's like a fixation as I have toys from small to excessively large in all manner of material from stainless steel, glass, latex, rubber and even a polished stone dildo.
Now as a feminized sissy cuckold all my life I have come into contact with sex toys and one of the things I learned and came to accept that it was my duty to clean the sex toy after it had been used by the woman and gladly I licked and sucked away the slime and the messes on the phallic objects trying to be of some use to my Cuckoldress.
Shamefully my first vibrator sucking was the one in my ********** bedside cabinet which was mostly already washed and clean but heart stoppingly sometimes not!
With my ex-wives who both had a range of sex toys it was one of my duties to clean their toys orally and both Anne and Tania used their vibrators and dildo's not only on their pussies but also in their asses as well, so new experiences came to me.
Now being dumped and divorced not only do I still clean my lady friends sex toys such as the elderly Rose who is getting an array of fun toys together with my help but also I now orally clean my own sex toys after sessions of anal ********* some may say that it's a disgusting thing to do but as a sissy cuckold it's duty to clean dirty things and it matters not if it's mine a woman's and even another man's at times!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 823.
In these more enlightened times things certainly have changed for us Feminized sissy cuckolds and in this I mean how more and more straight white guys are putting aside their prejudices and stepping forward after ogling us and flirting with us in the pursuance of sex.
There are many reasons for this but one of them is how women dress down these days in shoes and clothing let alone make up that's unbecoming of the female.
Men get excited to see seamed black stockings, pretty sexy dresses, high heels and so on even if they are on a feminized sissy cuckold.
Further this age is seeing the rejection of many white guys as girls go for black males or only white guys with massive wallets or a footballer leaving a great swathe of men getting no sex at all.
Now what many men are coming to understand is that the Feminized sissy cuckold does what it's told not only by its wife but also the men she lets have it as part of her domination over her cuckold.
The Sissy Cuckold has no human rights and no matter how degrading and sordid the sex the guy wants to foist on the sissy cuckold it will never say no, it will always be dressed in slutty clothes and sexy lingerie and hosiery and the highest of heels.
A sissy cuckold will suck and swallow and taking it in the sissy pussy anytime and not just with the dating male he can also bring all his mates in for gangbangs with no feelings of worry for the sissy cuckold who will just obey and try to satisfy all of them.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 824.
Placed another order for more sex toys (I am so weak and perverted!) also some lovely black PVE bed covers because as we know us feminized sissy cuckolds to accept the sheer size of the sex toys we jam into ourselves use a lot of lubrication and at times that sissy pussy messy jelly when you ease the dildo out of yourself can be quite degradingly messy.
And I do hope like me you lick that mess up!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 825.
One of the benchmarks for the new Feminized sissy cuckold is the day it has to face its first anal creampie.
You might well think that from licking your Cuckoldresses pussy clean of sperm it's not so much of a big deal to licking the seed out of her bottom!
But believe me and I know many of you will agree the anal creampie is totally another ball game.
Firstly there is the emotional shock, hurt, angst and degradation that after all the time with your wife who you love so dearly she has always refused point blank to do anything anal with you saying only tarts did that sort of thing and in some cases the wife can get physically violent even if you look at her bottom the wrong way!
But here she is now your Cuckoldress wife and soon after she starts dating again with real men she comes home with a fully loaded anal creampie.
The emotional turmoil the feminized sissy cuckold feels when it sees sperm leaking out of her obviously cock ravaged asshole is staggering and can lead to tears as the wife gleefully announces how much she loved getting ass fucked and how she orgasmed taking her lovers cock balls deep into her bowels.
And then comes the order to clean up her creampie anus and you get your first taste of things to come as far from it being a mixture of his and Her's sexy love making juices what your licking and sucking out of her rectum and bowels is off colour sperm a brown tinged slime of spunk and faecal matter that is nothing like the cream that oozes out of your wife's pussy.
The Cuckoldress wife loves feeding her feminized sissy cuckold anal creampies and not just to soothe her cock ravaged throbbing sphincter it's mainly because the anal creampie is dirty and degrading and after a while the Cuckoldress works to ensure that with the sperm everything else comes out of her bowels for her sissy cuckold to consume and that's when the light really switches on in the Cuckoldresses head and her next move is to make sissy cuckold her personal toilet!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 826.
Have been speaking to my elderly Cuckoldress Rose today telling her about the new array of very large sex toys that I have purchased something that has got Rose fired up and I am to be at her place for the weekend and as she states I am to bring them all as she is going to in her words "Ram everyone of the fuckers up my faggot sissy cuckold ass till I scream!"
This I do not take as an idle threat as Rose since meeting her has got kinkier and kinkier in every way and revels in her ability to enjoy the perversions she now thinks about.
I also know that the sexy saucy old mare will also be taking some of the toys into her smelly old pussy over the standard ones she already has (the biggest Rose own's is a ten-inch dildo) and it will be my pleasure to fuck her sex while licking her clit till she climaxes again and again till her orders me to cease!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 827.
All in white Lingerie, stockings and heels today as I do another photoshoot with my new sex toys, with the size of them I am on the way to totally obliterating my sphincter for some strange reason I crave to just prolapse at any time and lose control of my bowels, so I have to wear panty liners or a Tampax.
I know this need is perverted and sick, but I do not suppose you can expect anything else from a feminized sissy cuckold.
Also, last night I wore to bed another new toy a large stainless-steel butt plug with a tube running to a catheter embedded in my bladder so when I wet myself the hot urine went into my sissy pussy an altogether delightful experience and different to my bladder to mouth plug and gag!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 828.
Been wilfully playing with my new sex toys that have arrived (a set of horse cocks still to come) and I am in an arena of new feelings as these dildo, anal beads and balls are excessively large and apart from fisting's I have endured over the years are the biggest things I have ever inserted into my sissy pussy.
Three of the items are 41.5cm long and eye wateringly thick! Of course, there is pain even though I have been injecting my sissy pussy with lots of lubrication after washing my pussy out.
And one has to grits ones teeth as the sphincter gets used to such massive ********* and from my home can be heard groans of agony to begin with that slowly change to pants and wails of delight as I fuck the dildo's in and out of myself to the base of the toys literally losing my mind it feels so good being packed out so fully with cock.
With the super-size of my new toys and the amount of lubrication I am using at present there has also been some dirty sissy cuckold messes as my bowels have been unable to retain the mass of sissy pussy ass jelly that has built up with the lubrication and the deep patches of faecal matter in my ******** bowels and on retraction of the huge dildo's there has been a shameful flood of slime and sludge.
These sex toys are so destroying my sissy pussy that afterwards I am having to wear pantyliners to catch the seepage from my sissy pussy as my sphincter is taking a long time to tighten and retain anything.
Well so much for my hand destroying my sissy pussy as from tonight Rose is also having a go, and I dare not think about what the elderly lady will think when she has some of these whoppers in her hand.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 829.
Rose laughed as she picked out of the carry bag the three largest of the new dildo's saying she could hardly lift them they were so big this said with a glint I her eye.
In all there are sixteen new sex toys that she had me lay out on her sofa so she could inspect each and every one of them touching and lifting and looking over one after the other a rabid look of excitement on her heavily made-up face.
Minutes later she had me licking her wet smelly old pussy her clit so hard with arousal as she gripped onto the big black one until finally she climaxed and ordered me away from her pussy as she pressed the head of the huge black rubber cock to her elderly wet hole and eased it into herself then slowly feeding her cunt full of the cock till three quarters of it was deeply embedded.
Then another climax hit Rise her grey stocking clad legs and low-heeled black shoes shaking in pleasure and when she came down, she ordered me back on her clit and to use my hand to pump the rubber black cock in and out of her cunt.
The result of this sex between us was another massive orgasm out of Rose as her cunt spasmed around the cock inside of her and her bladder emptying into my mouth as she shook and twitched.
Panting afterwards Rose gave me a cheeky but in control smile and spoke "Well Sissy Cuckold Carla it's your turn now, let's see how all these toys work on you!"